Am I enough for you
Am I the child you wanted
or just a mistake
you might say I am not a mistake
but that doesn't stop me from feeling that way
you always leave me out of things
so you obviously don't need me
if you did care, you would care when you see me crying
and saying I feel like dying
but you don't
you send me away
to be somebody else problem
but that's just how I feel
so obviously its invalid

Love is a drug
we all want it
but it is never quite in reach
but once we get it
we feel like we can never live without it
I am one of those people
yearning to be loved
but to scared to accept it
because what if its fake
we all say we are in love
but it our brain trying to please us
because we are all to young
to understand what love real is...

Lately things have been different
I don't know if I belong anywhere
I feel like an outcast
Have nowhere to go
I want to belong somewhere
But nobody seems to accept me
All my friends have left
And I feel all alone
So know I have resorted to cutting
I do it almost every night
It is the only thing keeping me tethered down
So I act like I am happy
So I can be who everybody wants me to be
Now I am debating if I should stay
Or do something so the pain will go away