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Jack 6d
Sometimes I will lay awake at night waiting for your message
I lay there for hours

waiting

For someone
For anyone

Before long I realise the night is empty
Before long I realise the night is lonely

Before long I realise that I have nobody

I realise all of those people who said they were there are gone and what is left is the abyss

Maybe I like the time I spent looking up
Maybe I just like the peace of having no friends

With no expectations anymore
No disappointment
Jack 6d
Revenge is not love

Those who seek to counter
Those who need the last word
Those who need the worst trauma
Those who don't support your pain

Those people do not love you
Jack 6d
Why would I sleep when my daydreams destroy reality

Fragile reality, why do you make it so hard to see?

When I look outside and see every drop of rain
See every spot they fall onto
Forget the blanket of water people see
Get sad that people only see the blanket and not the droplet inside
I guess that's what the worlds like
They see all of us and none of us
None of me
Jack 6d
I wonder what they think
When I run from them

I wonder what they think
When I hear their laughter

I wonder what they think
When they see the scars on my wrist

I wonder what they think
When they take my friends from me

I wonder what they would think
If they saw my picture in the paper of yesterdays news
Jack Jun 17
Thoughts of a mind squandered
The blurry lines of this once true vessel of human intelligence
The breath of a lung barely working
Touched by the light of day
Scratched by the sorrow of darkness
Unhook her from reality
Teach her how I came to be
Teach her how to see the world
Only to leave her alone and lost
I just felt sad to be honest
Jack Jan 9
Life for you is simple as it comes
You love who you love
You belong where you belong

But you see for me, life is not so simple
I stick out, I stand up
I am stuck in the middle

I wish I could be as plain as they come
To be fine with the words
That make my mind numb

But you see, for me that's not how I was created
Life spat me out and here my mind lays vacant

Empty from emotion
Lost from love

I cherish our time, before I lose you, my love
Jack Jan 9
You wish I didnt get so jealous
You wish I didn't feel so strong
You wish I didn't feel the way I do
You wish I didn't love as Long
You wish I could just belong

In a world where guys don't get too attached
Where friends are just friends
And emotions dont matter
Where my pain stays silent inside my head

You wish I lived in a world

Where I didnt want to be dead
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