Every unwanted feeling we feel is constructed through the mental energy we place on those who make an attempt to corrupt our truth and our true nature.

That is how we in turn begin to develop patterns of behavior, where our heart shifts towards a certain way of being and becoming. The best part is we can choose and leave the past. It does not own us.

Everything you choose can and will show  up for you. Any form of struggle- emotional or physical harm comes when we lose who we are.
We can only get it back when we are authentic in our deliberation to intentionally find ourselves through the art of our own personal “creator identities”.

Numbers are second to the creativity
it takes to reach them.
Keep focusing on your vision.

As human beings we all get ****** into a poison filled one dimensional lake of endless pollution insecurity lame energy and self hate at one point or another.

An endless ocean in its many flowing forms of progressive harmony, drama free, and natural loving state of being with what you love and those whom are truly meant for you.

People will come and go, but these are the kind of people that you should be willing to give your time to and allow to enter your life and stay for the long run.

Knowing you was like holding smoke in my hands.
The canvas dried, the brush hand choked.

And now I have met my match
Never wanted you
In reality it was the illusion
Of all the tactics you did
The boyish suffering you thrived upon
I was gone.
I got my freedom back.

Like an anchor on my soul
You always felt death running through your bones and
I holding onto something new
I'm loving my life since you.

You can’t tell me I’m wrong
Your guilt and your shame wouldn’t allow you to
I was left to my own devices
Thought I found a friend
Smoking mirrors just made me crave a connection
It's all on me
Healing is all I ever wanted to do
And I wouldn't change a thing
Because all this smoke glazed over
brought me to.. now
And I could not be more grateful.

I love the reality of my life more and more each day.

I just want to go where love is alive, not afraid to prove it, where there is no way to lose it. With the currents in check. Yes.

Now is Forever.