I took a pen and paper
to write my feelings
                                     but
  ended up wetting the paper
   and breaking the pen

         I became consumed by
           the hatred I felt.
            
                Waves of rage came
      crashing against my heart.


All I could do was bleed
through my eyes as
I realized

                    It was all a lie.

The moment you become
    Selfish the more
People start hating on you

The moment you become
      Selfless the moment
People start taking advantage of you

      I lose myself trying to
Figure out which one to be
Coz I don't want anyone
To be as broken as
                                    me

Dark mind
           Soft heart, we
far apart but
                        our souls Intertwined.


You kiss me and
                             forever
I'm alive.
              Take me, I'm yours.

I fear the eye that judges
The mouths that spit horrors in my dreams
The words that want to control everything about me

The minds that think for me and the hands that stop me from reaching my dream

The cold-hearts that burn my emotions
The smiles which are filled with hatred but seem pleasant

The laughter that cuts through my skin and the teeth that watch me bleed

The pain of the words which run around my mind
Torturing my soul

The darkness that fills me as I sit in the moonlight's ring

The voices in my head that scream for freedom
The scars imprinted by the hearts that love me

The demons that follow me as I reach for the light,
pulling me into my nightmares.

He held me close,
firmly in his arms.
                   His eyes were locked
in mine.
The glow in his eyes made
my heart beat faster.
The feel of his touch blew
my mind.

Soon our lips touched
and I felt
Heavens and the butterflies
In my stomach.
My knees got weak, my feet left
the ground and my
mind ran around.

My head was in the clouds.

The sweetness of his lips tasted
like hot chocolate on a
rainy day.

Danger arose in paradise
as his tightened his grip
and chills ran up my spine

I felt myself lose control
and knew it was time to
let go.
Without knowing
the weakness in me
took over and I lost
all control to him.

The passion I felt inraged
flames.
The fire burning inside melted
my soul and in that moment
my heart grew wings.

Just as it was about to
fly
he let go.

He left my heart in
flames
which disabled me
from opening my eyes.
I was still weakened by
the lips that brought my dreams
to life.