I watch your mouth,as you're telling me, how you truly feel for me.
I sense your fear while promising
That this time will be a life time.
I tried so hard to believe in all you say,
And my thoughts is proved right after you left.

You left with a reason to think
You left with your heart in your palm
I feel the fear in your face
Even though you left your love behind
You gave me the gap to see who I am
And I am grateful I see it all.

This is why I am letting you go
I am facing the world of my own.
For I know someone out there is aching for me.
Someone who is not scared to be part of me.
I'm going out there to make life better

I will like to see a world without you in it
I will like to understand a heart without you
Don't think I don't love you anymore
Know that our love is eternal
Even when I worked on not thinking about you again.
You're my eternal love infinitely.

Having seen it in a rough way
Knowing waiting is killing you gradually
And looking for the real always end up to heartbreak 💔
Then I succumb to flaunt it
To keep enjoying the moment!

Go for it, babe
For many times when I think I can ler go
I keep trying to do what you tell me and focusing on the brighter future
But the past just keep kicking me in the ***.

So I am off the real
I am on my way to fantasy.
I will explore and enjoy it all.
No more waiting
No more hoping
All I get is having it hot🔥🔥🔥.

Yeah 👍!
That is the new life I am going into.
That's my new beginnings
That's what truly matter now.

I hate every second of hopes and waiting for an illusion that is never existing.

Why am I in this?

A Man that is messing up my life who never remember me and.....hmmm... Who seems to never remember I ever lived... All I got is his brutal lies and gbam I forgive and let in but all to see him slip away cowardly.

Smile... I am just a fool...
Remembering everything and still can't see the reason why my life is entangled In this ******* lies.

I hate myself,I hate the time I spent with you.
I hate you with all my heart and being.

I am fun to be with.
Everyone fights to be with me but whenever I see the commitment, boom 💥 I blow it up for no reason. And if I couldn't get them off I blocked them and try to change my location.

What a demon in me!!!
What a wasted time I have been since I know you.

Waking up today and feeling so ***** like never before.
Tried all I could to be myself throughout the day in service.
Gotten home quickly to work on cooling my body that is on fire of fantasy.
Which has been an ages I have felt like this.
I told the lion that woken up the ghost In me
And he tried to help but has to go.

I slept off while trying to cool the fire in me
And when I woke up,I got a message that you need to go out. Which was so ok for me.
But alas despite the wait to hear your voice which I thought will cool my ache one way or the other,
Then... Boom 💥💥💥..... You have to go!

And the feeling got so hot 🔥🔥🔥 and painful.

Wow.... When I felt nothing we used to be for an hour or more now that I feel so ***** thinking hearing your voice will help then boom 💥💥💥 you're off...
Why love is always hurt?
Why others don't feel the pain?
Why am I always fall into these?

I think I always get it wrong.
And I need to choose me.
Bye!!!

Seen your hi, I can't understand the feeling.
Reading from you make me feel butterflies swinging.
I don't know when I start telling you the truth about me
I talked to you as if I have known you for ages.

You make feel like a woman even without seen you
You feel like home while chatting with you.
You make see through me without seen me.

I bless the day you choose to say hi to me
I thank the Universe for this connection.
I believe this is my new beginnings I have been waiting for.

I wish this feelings become something tangible.
I will love you with all my might

Lately,I got this feelings,
Even if I can't understand it's meaning
But I know it's strong
And it's about you
Because all I want it to be with you
For living without you is nothing.

Most nights, different city with brighter light and melodious music
Which should be pretty
But they can't be compared
To your rhythm and the light from you

Can't wait till you come back home
I know it's late,hold you above the phone.
It's so hard getting on by myself
So call me, leave me messages
At the tone I know.
I know we can make it work
Only for us to communicate

I'm waiting... So hurry back home!!!
Bring the shiny boy,
The confident chap I know.
You better follow the path,
Board the car,bus,train,or go and get a cab or just fly here,jet park
Just ensure you are right here with me.

For I am your puzzle piece,
That you need to solve
So come and solve me.
Our future I see so clear

The Moon,the Star and The Sun
Shine each day telling me it our time
To be happy and rest
So come and take your space,my love.
For I wish you are here
To make the music better
Light more brighter.
For I just wish you are here right now.

When the love is right,there is no clause.
When it's wrong, excuses will be plenty
When love is real, you'll love to wait eternity.
When not real, you'll be eager to move on even without a clause.

No matter the distance or no- contact
The spirit and the soul will only see you so close
For you are what I call a home
Even in your absence I always feel at home 🏡🏡🏡 in your memory.