I remember every single thing
Our first date
Hazelnut ice coffee;Nutella donut
your favorite
You were smiling from ear to ear with that handsome grin
Second date
Sitting in your car
Under the bridge
Telling you my deepest secrets
Hand in hand
Introduced to your friends
Anxiety ridden but safe
That became the beginning of us

I’ve always felt at home
So I let down my walls
built a home inside of you
I let you guard that door
I was living in a dream
Then
Came the storm
Barreling down our house
The walls began to tumble
As depression conquered my mind
I tried to hide but you could see through
You began feeling sorry, guilty
Like you couldn’t walk out that door
when all you wanted to do was
Demolish this house, our house
So I opened the door for you
You stood there, contemplating
You walked right through
You locked the door
Threw out the key
Never to return again
This was the story of us.

Woulda
Coulda
Shoulda
Been
But you cut it short.

You were the love of my life
My future
Now our memories run through my mind
Like a slideshow
Of all the good times
Laughs
Love
Passion
Overrides the bad that we had
So why did you let go
Do you not remember
All the love we shared

Im hanging on to hope
That you’ll remember
You’ll come back
I wait
And wait
It’s 2 months and your still gone
I guess you made up your mind
Never to return

I remember looking in to your eyes
Thinking this is the one
The way you made me laugh
The way you made me smile
The way you made me feel safe
At home
The way you always told me
“You’re too pretty to cry”
Now I’m sitting here
Tears rolling down my cheek
Then I think
I guess I’m not so pretty anymore