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Jun 2023 · 123
Tired
tina kimi Jun 2023
My vessel is old
yet my souls yearns
for childhood comforts
tangled in the past

I am tired and a step
further is just painful
memories a more fonder
then the future ahead
May 2023 · 83
empty inside
tina kimi May 2023
i am a child during family gatherings, i am the cup of tea. whispers are spoken but unheard only by me. nobody really really liked me cause i am too light skinned to belong. i grew up being a people pleaser, trying so hard to prove to the world that my birth meant something. that i matter, solving everyones problem but mine. in the end nobody cares, i have been manupilated, used and taken for granted. i just want to belong to anything and realized that an outkast will always be an outkast
Jan 2023 · 234
secrets
tina kimi Jan 2023
locked so tight
keys thrown away

keeps you awake
afraid to talk in your sleep
Jan 2023 · 73
i should not
tina kimi Jan 2023
Kind of funny
I never really
Really thought anything of you
But you grow on me
Your smell, look and touch lingers wherever I go
Aug 2022 · 179
u
tina kimi Aug 2022
u
your eyes are sending messages my heart cannot decode

if by chance my skin feels yours time may stood still

as i may want it to last forever
Aug 2022 · 96
Untitled
tina kimi Aug 2022
when the head is holding the pen,
it is one road to all destination.

when the heart steps in, it is
many roads to one destination.
Aug 2022 · 133
HAVEN
tina kimi Aug 2022
if dreams are real
i will be able to built
a fortress for you, my children.

a place where freedom is vast
where our thoughts can roam
freely into colors

a  haven to make our own choices.
Aug 2022 · 79
Living in a Ticking Bomb
tina kimi Aug 2022
Hapi Isles was what my country once called before the civil unrest.
Referred to as the most friendliest people in the south pacific.

we so are so friendly in fact that we told our western allies, never mind cleaning up your World II mess. Just leave the bombs, guns, machines and junks as a way of thank you for saving our lives. Right?

like our normal phrase "Set, Set,  Tagio Tumas"(all Good and Thank very Much)

80 year later here you are at my  shore remembering your loved ones who were lost 80 years ago. and i will continue to bury my people as times goes.

as we are living on a ticking Bomb, an uncertainty of when the Bombs will explode.
May 2022 · 622
NOTICE ME
tina kimi May 2022
i give and give
while you take with no end

i would not for an hour nor a minute
but for a second

would appreciate a thank you
for me to know my self worth
Mar 2022 · 655
secret crush
tina kimi Mar 2022
i hate you
for not knowing
how i feel

i hate you
for seeing
you everyday

i hate you
for feeling'
this way

i hate you
for believing
that you feel
the same
Oct 2021 · 207
Untitled
tina kimi Oct 2021
bearing my whole soul
to every person met
causes my soul to slowly fades

there nothing exciting and mysterious
left to offer but lies
Sep 2021 · 145
Untitled
tina kimi Sep 2021
there is darkness and numbness
voids of nothingness and meaningless
purposes and hopes

if you are nothing but invisible
Aug 2021 · 255
secret love
tina kimi Aug 2021
I can not get over
your shy smile

way you look over
knowingly

I am head over
heels

falling for you
Jul 2021 · 75
how it will be
tina kimi Jul 2021
if you are eighteen
it will wiser to wait
then fall in love

love will drag you
till you become bitter
a forgotten fruit
that has crumbled
and had to fall

live your life first
so regrets wont be
regrets
Jan 2021 · 350
.......
tina kimi Jan 2021
I do not  mind struggling
to get a bite each day

Nor the torture of getting
up on a beautiful day just
to spent it laboring

what I do really hate though..
is another human hating on another.
it never makes sense...
Jan 2021 · 419
2021
tina kimi Jan 2021
new possibilities
with old dreams

a brand new start
on a journeys end

a new life
that has lived

we are blessed
to see other opportunities
#happy new year
Dec 2020 · 58
Keepin it at check
tina kimi Dec 2020
my thoughts I share
whether the world cares
I do not care
this me tryin not
to be insane
Dec 2020 · 86
LOST INSIDE
tina kimi Dec 2020
crossroads, tunnels, mazes
I found, myself lost
in myself...

a little girl looking out
in a woman's eye

trying so hard but
too weak for this world..

I am lost, lost inside
myself
Nov 2020 · 69
it will be no more
tina kimi Nov 2020
while asleep I kissed you goodnight
then saw your little hands and hold it
within my own. it was so small my hand
covered all.

I then know, this hands will grow and so are the giggles and crying. Mummy this and mummy that.
so i lay a while beside you to remember you
as you are now
Nov 2020 · 95
THE OLD HOUSE
tina kimi Nov 2020
there is a familiarity I feel towards that old house.
With broken windows, cracked walls, dusty hallways and
loose boards.I sense it sighing when the wind blows, almost like
it will crumble.

Seeing the old house makes me feel this tag in my heart. so strong that my heart sunk and a deep ache rushes all over. a tear would drop at first and a next. And I always end up crying.

there is familiarity I feel towards that old house by road. and I  must take the short cut today.
Nov 2020 · 89
Untitled
tina kimi Nov 2020
table has definitely changed
i become more of you which i hated
no quilt , no mercy
living  just for lust AND money
Oct 2020 · 57
Torn
tina kimi Oct 2020
my enemy never hurts me
as much as you do
and you are supposed to be my
hero
Oct 2020 · 46
What IF
tina kimi Oct 2020
if this tear streaks were wiped by a caring hand
would it made a difference

if the plea for help had been heard by a kind ear
would it made a difference

if we give more than we take would it made a difference

if love is worth a dollar then would we take it more serious
Oct 2020 · 57
you and I
tina kimi Oct 2020
if you are blind then you may hear me beautiful

if you are deaf will see me beautiful

as you are neither so am I
Oct 2020 · 27
Untitled
tina kimi Oct 2020
I apologies for being born in this world
I apologies for my parents
I apologies for human biology
I apologies for mother earth
I apologies for being black
and sorry for not being born custom made
Oct 2020 · 32
SELF FIRST
tina kimi Oct 2020
people hurting people every second
we are all self center in our own ways
doing and willing to do what ever benefits us either
indirectly or directly
never ever considering those we hurt to achieve
what we want

sometimes we need to stop amid this hustle and see
clearly that not everyone is running our race
look with their eyes some are just struggling to live for a day

we are not all privileged and hard heart-ted, some are too fragile that it only takes a whisper of harshness to crumble

yes, you might be a familiar face, a authority or my friend but it never gives you the right to over stay your due.

people we look, eat and sleep the same but remember we are all wired differently.
tina kimi Aug 2020
undo these pain
and restlessness

these tossing
and turning

pondering on endless
questions with out answers

on the knowing of
unfaithfulness  

the unknown outings
the distancing
unpleasant  attitude

yet nothing to prove
but  feelings
Aug 2020 · 52
death
tina kimi Aug 2020
you have a funny way to make an entrance
there is no way to tell when
it is any day which pleases you
and I sometimes think it is rude
even though I know it is your nature
Jun 2020 · 54
I know
tina kimi Jun 2020
I know you tired
now they taken
you legs
you looked tired
as you lay facing
the window
I know you just want
rest and to finally
hold grandma's hands
and tell her you have
lived to see four generations
and misses her
I know grandpa, I know
Jun 2020 · 54
dear diary
tina kimi Jun 2020
right now I am on the edge
of everything that matters

my hands are bleeding and
I am doing my best

but I cannot hold the walls
any longer, I can smell it
crumbling

right now, I feel like stepping
over the edge
Jun 2020 · 56
Untitled
tina kimi Jun 2020
I think the truth is we all want to be heard,
seen and loved
and so no one is left to listen, to look and love..
Jun 2020 · 83
raka chinoko
tina kimi Jun 2020
kan gura kuum bere pule raka
sa shea via pa soloso pia???
hita va lengu tinoni hua
tintogha san hua Gngana

raka chinoko
kani shea taku raka
pa soloso pia
chinoko kani noro
May 2020 · 60
Untitled
tina kimi May 2020
if I have the chance to write
a letter to my younger self
i know i have so much
to write, mistakes that I've made
and roads i should never have walked

but i will just leave this small note
"you will be just fine"
May 2020 · 64
Untitled
tina kimi May 2020
hush...

can you hear the laughter's
can hear the waves greeting the shorelines
can hear children playing
can you hear the birds chirping
can you hear the wind whistling
can you hear me calling

hush and let go .....
May 2020 · 65
5 mins to home
tina kimi May 2020
its getting dark
you  can feel the soft
evening wind bracing your
face
street lights turning on
and
your pace quickens
because you know
you are almost home
May 2020 · 60
New begining
tina kimi May 2020
anger has aged me
I need a new skin
so I am peeling off
these dry skins
caused by pain and
hate
May 2020 · 59
lover
tina kimi May 2020
I dreamt of you last night
my forbidden fruit

it was so perfect that
I woke up smiling
May 2020 · 69
solitude
tina kimi May 2020
the constant struggle of
seeking warmth for  your cold
and empty heart just for a second
hoping for someone to hear your wonderful ideas
just for a second
waiting for the hand  to wipe the tears
just for a second
And it all hurts , struggling to be noticed
May 2020 · 73
Mother
tina kimi May 2020
dear MUM,

it takes me being a MOM to truly understand
and I love you
May 2020 · 62
Memory lane
tina kimi May 2020
I was glass glazed momentarily staring at an old picture
I found in an old box
I looked so tiny, as I stood beside my two brothers and older sisters
while mum and dad stood at the background.
tears starts dripping down as I look at our faces, we were so happy that our happiness was captured in a moment
it all seems like anything is possible
May 2020 · 59
If i have the chance
tina kimi May 2020
I want  to run far, far away as my legs can take me
to make the distance between us be as long, long
as it can be
where I can hear only the birds singing and see butterflies
fluttering by
till the sun sets and the silence gives me inner peace while i
sit gazing at the evening star
May 2020 · 60
SHHHHH
tina kimi May 2020
I hate your flattery words
because your intentions are not afar
than mine
making it more difficult to keeping
it cool
Apr 2020 · 64
Untitled
tina kimi Apr 2020
working for basic needs
submerged in and out of poverty
so that  the wealthy can have
a luxuries life
Apr 2020 · 52
Human nature
tina kimi Apr 2020
said the under dog to another
I will protect you at all cost

when the top dog did came
he was left all alone
Apr 2020 · 60
ALIVE
tina kimi Apr 2020
I am shallow and cruel
the burden of being alive

I am a saint and an angel
the gift of being alive

I hate and ****
the downside for being alive

I love and give
the reasons for being alive

I am alive because I am alive
Apr 2020 · 64
Work
tina kimi Apr 2020
waking up with the same
monotonous life
walking to work on the
same pathway

hearing the same tippy tap rhythm
of the keyboards over and over
the whirring and whooshing of the
printer which never stops

And talking civil all day while hoping for when
will the building will be on fire
Apr 2020 · 57
If - By Rudyard Kipling
tina kimi Apr 2020
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too:
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same:.
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!
Apr 2020 · 63
2020
tina kimi Apr 2020
invisible in this visible space
lost in this high tech sphere
where injustice defines justice
and freedom requires a scapegoat
Apr 2020 · 70
inner self
tina kimi Apr 2020
do you see me?
yes, that is me
laughing and
joking;
living the time of
my life. That is also me
having everything I ever wanted
But do you
see me?
Apr 2020 · 61
Untitled
tina kimi Apr 2020
hello pain
its me again
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