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Thead Dec 2019
Oh, a taste of insanity,
how it appeals so dearly to me.
A cast of a die numbered 1 to 6
forever to be my numerous emotions to pick,
and wrestle with the probability of a god.
Thead Dec 2019
A synapse of lucid words

no meaning to most, but in the clockwork of my own head they will tick
and tick
until I turn over in angst of the heedless helm of my own mind and set myself back into insanity.

I feel myself slipping away, back to the dull grey doors, back to the routine pills of involuntary confinement
and I am thankful
for at least something has happened.
in this dull grey world of my own making, coiled wrapped and chained up by my own ego,

But if I were to leave
who would know?

At least you, my darling thead would understand
Thead Dec 2019
Oh anonymity, how I love thee
A speck on the window
A grain in the pavement
to be tread upon and left
undisturbed.
Thead Dec 2019
Oh, if I were regarded

I'd give motivational speeches for life, a thing I detest
I'd preach love and make loveless love to a sea of societal ******,

Oh, if I were regarded

I'd give out money to homeless men, knowing it'd be going up their veins
I'd be on talk shows, inspire people to follow their dreams and mask their pain

Oh, if I were regarded

Maybe I'd be with someone who loved me, instead of typing poetry in the dark alone to sadistic melodramatic ***** like me.
Thead Dec 2019
I want to be a poet

An embodiment of humanity

A vessel for inspiring one soul to go on
Thead Dec 2019
You may have known although you probably have not,
that I have always thought you were the perfect girl.
You are the base line of who I’d chose to tie the knot,
the person who I’d live with until the end of my world.

I might be wrong to say this but I don’t care,
I can never stop feeling something new.
it might be cruel and completely unfair,
to tell you I that I love you.

I will never say this to your face,
I’ll just always keep it in.
to get a droplet of your love
seems like the greatest of the sins.

I am a sadist and a freak,
although society sees me as someone strong.
I am so utterly weak
I’ve wanted to die for so long.

But before I go I want to say that you have kept me safe,
when I was with you I felt reborn.
I’m only here to tell you to keep your faith,
When I’m dead and gone.

Your smile by itself brings the radiance of the sun,
An embrace makes me feel all is right again.
your patience and your time makes my heart run,
my soul is free because of you my friend.

If I were to part the world of living today,
I would not be sad to say my goodbyes.
I have seen the entire universe start and end,
in the beauty of your eyes.

The water flows and tumbles creating beautiful sound as it goes,
the light creates a mirror and I can see my reflection.
the beauty of the image just really goes to show,
how skewed the outer world is of interpretation.

I am going to go now.

— The End —