I’ve sat with ghosts that whispered and shrieked and breathed and moaned that there was nothing beyond the past
That there was no point to go into the unknown because it wasn’t the past and it wasn’t known so it wasn’t definitely safe
So it wasn’t definitely worth it, so it wasn’t worth it.
And I sat until I began to rot.
Until one day I stood up and I started walking around, still in the safe zone
Until one day I realized I didn’t need this place

We’re alive for whatever **** reason we choose to be alive for

It feels familiar and warm
My friends lying on the ground, backs against the wall
His hand is swaying blindly to the music
She says she doesn’t like oldies
He says he likes oldies
I don’t mind one way or another but it felt familiar and warm and I wish it could’ve lasted longer than it had

Throw it in my face
Punch me in the gut
Scream it in my ear

11 empty chairs,
12 empty hearts.

Careful, watch your step.
There's plenty of shards on the floor.

Purple for all that’s not pink or blue
Purple for all that’s blue disguised as pink
Purple for all that’s pink disguised as blue
Purple for the sake of purple