Suddenly I wake
The light floods into the depths of the darkened room
I alone,
watch the sunrise, I sigh and close my eyes with some little hope
today will be better then yesterday,
as the day continues a unexpected feeling of grief comes over me,
my surroundings become slow-motion
there is no escape from this never ending sadness
but the single thought of you my love I'm set free,
time stops,
I smile, knowing my days will get better,
and I'm so thankful you exist.

As I returned from the ashes,
of what you set aflame, Me, everything was burned, the day we stopped talking but I had hope that I could find some piece a trace of you  anything
a letter, love note, a scent
that remained of the ashes of were our memories took place,
with desperation I tore apart everything I  couldn't let the memory of you die and simply fade away i searched and searched
for you in anything I could find,
But after destroying everything, I had to find you .
yet there was nothing. nothing at all except the memories of what
we used to be.
they burned into my soul.

If only I could,
I would,
Come over and see you,
Again, again, again...
And
Over, over, over...
Without limitation's,
Without expectation,
I would fall,
Fall, fall, fall...
Endlessly into your arms
And kiss you,
Without reassurance
Without a disturbance.