The sound of battle sings around me, a voice armored
Deaths favorite track drenched with hope and tearstained destinies cut short, silently plays
My name screaming across his cold lips
Do I give my soul already condemned willingly
My demons caged, rattles my spirit from an eternal slumber
Waking a memory of a blessed love waiting in cloaked fear
I stand as if the mountains themselves  has given me their roots
Her echoed love carries me forward, as fear chooses to fear
I move with the might of my comrades fallen
Courage lends me its strength
Lashing out as the hatred of the innocent lives lost fuels me
I strike with the force of demons possessed
The blood of my victory seeps from my wounded sword
Cries of a battle won rains tears of elation
Breathing underrated as death screams….
Knowing.... I chose to live.

Caught between a rock and a hard place
Feeling toxic or feelings disgraced
Home is where the heart is
Home I misplaced
Without you in it
It’s just an empty space
This void I can’t replace
You were the air that I breathe
Your kisses I still taste
Broken
You said these years was a waste
I thought we were in love
I guess that was just not the case
In my nightmares,
I still see your face

Awake in a nightmare
This is not fair
A twisted soul caught in a merry-go-round snare
A moment replaying
By now I shouldn’t care
Love lost is love lost
yet,
the battle scars we eternally wear

I try to keep my flow going
Writing in all kinds of ways
To keep this poetry flowing
Not knowing
How these words bleed from my heart
Yet in life I cannot show it
Am I broken
Or is this a chance that I’m taking
Living life through a looking glass
Through these words on these pages

This war has many faces
Armed with an army
They are ruthless and tasteless
Yet we are fated
To live life in the shadows
When we were all meant for greatness
So start taking
Life by the throat
Let it know you not faking
Make it call out your name
While it’s trembling and shaking
You have the power
So let us stop flaking
Let us march on this world
Like it’s ours for the taking

Push me over the edge again
This is war
I can hear death sing
Sharpening his scythe
But courage has given me wings
The battle cry rings
My immoral blade ready and aching to swing
If war is flirting with death
I’m down on one knee and already producing the ring
I spring
Slicing my enemies, I’m putting their souls in a sling
I’m deaths right wing
I’m changing , I’m raging
From all the blood I’m craving
I’m a warrior
Just look at all the hell I’m raising
Blazing
Through my enemies memories of them already fading
I’m a warrior
On my parade there will be no raining
Death I’m facing, I bet his shaking
This is war
So to death I’m racing

God take this pain away
these struggles are real so many i have have faced
i burdened my soul with them
it left it suited and stained
how i wish it could change
bring some some light to this darkness
and pull me out of this place
it's like a ending never race
no matter how hard i try
i just end up disgraced
i wish my pain could be felt
like the happiness on my face
this smile that i carry
i don't know, maybe it's fake
having to suffer in silence
without having to break
how much more can i take
how more can i give
will i ever be free
of hell on this earth
i believe every one feels this
at one time or another
so all i can say is
i feel you, my sister or brother
it's feeling of disdain
a feeling that's insane
it pulls at who you are
it messes with your brain
all we can do is push through it
see it as rough terrain
i am not tapping out
just taking a breather
cause there's no giving up
as long as we breathing

As your radiant beauty entices my soul to weep
The promise to love you forever I will keep
Your sensual smile it cuts me deep
Taking away all doubt and rendering me free
This union is blessed you yourself told me
I lay beside you our skin gently touching
Electricity surges through us rendering us weak
Eternally I’m yours but who’s counting
Your whispered words when you speak
Leaves my soul and being elated, emotions twisted in a heap
We’ll never part
Not today, not tomorrow, not even when our souls get reaped

Forever I will be by your side be by your side
In this life and the next my darling, to you I’ll never lie
The winged words you utter, I love you, sends me soaring to bliss
I finish my heartfelt thoughts and truly seal it with a kiss

Though the sun is shining
Around me it constantly rains
I wish I could walk on water
Just to float for a change
When the effort you strive to put in
Just get skewed and flayed
Do you give up
Do i just run from this race
This world frozen and so cold
we must icely face
fighting day in and day out
Like quicksand
We still sink in this space
is this world a disgrace
since when did our moral compass
get so magnetically displaced
wish daily i could retrace
every missed step i ever took
yet that’s just a wish i can’t make
so I have to be relentless
in this journey I take
give everything, every second
and just hope I don’t break
I can’t shout loud enough
because the air I breathe is just fake
it’s not giving me life
but a losing fight that i hate