Have you ever loved someone so much
You’d strip your soul bare
Just to feel her touch
Lost yourself to her
This feeling
much more than a crush
And that feeling get crushed
Get’s ripped from every fiber of you
as you horrifically watch
Every descent memory of us
now ripped to dust
I thought you loved me
I bet your feelings for me was just rust
My crumbled world a bust
What about the countless times that we were in lust
I guess you dusted
Your memories of us
Through it away like a curse
When I’m the one to rehearse
The ordeal over in my head
Like I’m the one cursed
When will this feeling disperse
Every day it gets worse

When love lost is just a cost
To much, and you completely feel lost
Remember you’ll rise from this unwanted chaos
you own destiny, because you are your own boss.

As if death himself had questioned my existence
Thoughts of a tragic ending storms me
Blurred memories of love had trampled by vivid memories of love lost
Your lingering scent taints my recovering soul, spiraling once more
Longing words seeping from my subconscious minds wounds
These armed words echoed…
Your piercing smile
my arrowed heart bleeds for
Your winged voice that my confidence soar for
The forgotten pain tears through my conscious mind
Your healing touch not forgotten
tears me to tears
As these saddened words tearful drowns these pages
Emotions uncontrollable, touches me
This is my wounds relived!!

Deep into the mind of an eternal slumber
The thought of death crosses me
I struggle to push these armed thoughts away
Deep into my subconscious mind
Where bad memories has long been forgotten
Oblivion
The thought of nothingness overwhelms even the best of me
A life wasted
These thoughts darkened even my shadow
A innocent in my spiraling demise
I fight
To have but a speck of me etched in time
Oblivion
A word that shakes every ounce of my hope stained soul
Forgotten
A word more fierce to me then ten thousand scythed deaths
Fight I will
Till every word I give wings
bleeds my pen dry
Fight I will
Till the words I breathe reaches generation to come.
This will be...
My Speck etched in time.

How can you deny this feeling
I think as I’m creeping
Outside your window watching you sleeping
I hope you willfully dreaming
Of us steaming, our love sharing
Now my tempers flaring
Thinking you ignoring
All this love I’m giving
So stop stringing
Me along this road, I’m hurting
You killing,
My life slowly and I’m sliding
Losing all part of me I’m deteriorating
So please stop faking
I love you with all my heart but you making
This anger uncontrollable it’s damning
My soul constantly tearfully craving
Your touch so stop playing
My hand reaching out to you suddenly stopping
My thoughts disturbing
My mesmerized eyes, now I’m running
Tears streaming…..
Thoughts racing, heart pumping,
legs darting., I’m shaking
thinking, I’m losing me to you willingly
My lungs bleeds for me to stop shouting......
Save me!!!!!!!!

As stormy feelings tears me deep
The last words you whispered tears I keep
God called you to his side
I don’t understand…This raging feeling I can’t hide
The promises of love shared
Now just scarred memories that I bare
Emotions flowing twisted and cold
I cry, no crave, your love your touch your soul
This empty feeling undying severed my heart
What happened to the notion we’ll never be apart
How do I live this life, how do I move on
I still need you, I still love you
Or are we just pawns
Broken hearts represents our stars
Your sweet lips on mine seems now so far
As a perfect union now broken apart
My love for you will never die…
I promise for you I eternally cry.

As bullets rains misguided
Promising futures beheaded for daring to dream of a life bettered
Mother’s tears streaming down streets laced with innocent blood
Greed, the artist of a colorful masterpiece captures sorrows and lost love perfectly with widowed tears
Fathers and mothers all but a saddened mystery to lost children craving their touch in times of need.
Hatred seeps from horrored spectacle as masters of greed pays their toll with the blood of the innocent
Insanity is the call of the day as history’s past lessons imbedded with tragedy and raging rivers of tears completely lost to a generation unknown to its hidden Pandora
With false promise of immortality doomed to repeat it’s never ending self destruction
Insanity ……the repeat of our own demise

The sound of battle sings around me
a voice armored
Deaths favorite track drenched with hope and tearstained destinies cut short silently plays
My name screaming across his cold lips
Do I give my soul already condemned willingly
My demons caged
rattles my spirit from an eternal slumber
Waking a memory of a blessed love waiting in cloaked fear
I stand as if the mountains themselves, has given me their roots
Her scythed love carries me forward as fear chooses to fear
I move with the might of 1000 comrades fallen
Courage lends me its strength
Lashing out as the hatred of the innocent lives lost fuels me
I strike with the force of demons possessed
The blood of my victory seeps from my wounded sword
Cries of a battle won rains tears of elation
Breathing underrated as death screams….
Knowing, I chose to live.