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 Jul 2020 YellowPonyOnTheRun
Alex
I wept in the flames of my life,
Scratching at the rubble in vain.
The roof caved in. I smiled wildly,
Now nothing hid the stars from view.

Your paintings burnt quietly
As I framed the moon.
Girls are necessary and beauty of this world ❤️💙♥️💗💚♥️
As well as 🐦 birds and 🌲 trees are necessary and beauty of nature..
G-Goddess
I-In
R-Real
L-Life

I mean" Goddess In Real Life"
Girls are similar word of intellectual beauty
Trust is earned,
respect is given,
and loyalty is demonstrated.  
     Betrayal of any one of those
           is to lose all three.
you took my trust
my naive love

and you betrayed them

you ravaged them

until all that was left
were shattered pieces
where

my soul once was
One to stop the anger.
Two to stop the voices. 

Three to stop the verbal abuse. 

Four to stop the manipulation. 

Five to stop the betrayal. 

Six to stop the physical pain.
Seven to stop the mental pain. 

Eight to stop the confusion.
Nine to stop the paranoia.

Ten to stop breathing.
I knew what I was doing
And I know it isn’t fair
To ask for your forgiveness
When I didn’t seem to care

The guilt is more appealing
Than the thought of you with him
But everyday it haunts me
So I’ll go out on a limb

I want to say I’m sorry
For any pain that I have caused
And your happiness is worth
So much more than what mine cost

You’re gorgeous and you’re funny
And you seem so very sweet
Yet I went behind your back
So now there’s pain fueled by deceit

You deserve so much better
Than what I’ve caused you to endure
Just know this guilt feels like a sickness
To which I don’t deserve the cure

— The End —