Cutting of toxic people is better than cutting myself
Everybody has a angel and an demon on there shoulder.
Sometimes the angel wants to **** the demon.
And sometimes the demon wants to **** the angel
If you look into my eyes
I can't explain
I can't explain what you do to me
The time stands still
My heart stands still
I can hardly breathe
My head turns red
You ask me what is wrong
The only thing that i can say is
Feelings are hard to explain for me
Maybe this helps you understand how i feel
To much informatie that my brain is trying to controle
I can do it
But not without you
Not without your arms holding me
Not without you whispering in my ear
"All these things will go away as soon you relax and think about the things that you are overthinking of"
It makes no sense
Well this is some crap
I mean i don't know why i am going to share this
You are like an mosquito.
In the night, you keep me awake.
Sorry for bad grammar:)
Didn't expect that life without you was going be so hard.
Yes I am lonely.
And I did not expect that lonelyness could be so hurtful.
Idk if I made a mistake with the grammar haha
I made you cry,
Way to many times
But you keep saying that you're fine
Am really trying to love you more and hurt you less.
Why won't i find a way?
I made you cry for a reason i don't get
But i can't get it of my chest.
So i still don't get why you love me?
Am just a bad dream,
That won't let you sleep.
It's messing with my head
Why won't i find a way to love you more and hurt less.
The only art I'm good at, is the art of being lonely.
I painted something at 3am in the morning and I don't want questions, only compliments.
Grab my waist and pull me slowly body.
While we are dancing to music that's forgotten and will only exist in our memories.
This is kinda for you idk
Love you so much fruithapje
Gonna be a series
I wish that I could reach out to your heart and hold it.
But your heart is an earthquake.
Just like mine.
I feel lost and I can't use Google maps for mental health.
Explain or leave
Explain my pain
You won't come back any way
Deleting my feelings
And there gone
I ended all chapters.
But when will the book finish?
Part 2 of stereotypes!
If you want to check out part 1, it's called artistic kid and you can find it on my page!
If i don't make it through the night, don't hurt yourself. There are alot of people that can replace me.
Can i just not be in pain fore more than 8 hours.
I still feel the anger of the fight I had 7 months ago.
I laugh at it now, even though I probably shouldn't.
lol anybody wanna chat?
Baby, just come a little bit closer.
I want to know your touch again.
OWHHH BABYY BABYY BABBYYYY OWHHH
just for u some justin bieber
Don't go to the bathroom.
Don't grab the scissors.
You'll be a disappointment.
You said to yourself that you're done with depression.
Like I can control it.
What was I thinking.
Looking at the sun going down just like my happiness.
Nothing to say
All I get is pain when your not home.
Baby come back
LOVEEE ME YOU WHOOOOREEEE
I'm going to count how many days I haven't cut.
It's been 14 days
If you can't handle this, please don't follow me.
I'm crying when you're laughing,
So i don't know if i am cry of hapiness or sadness
My head is confusing
Turning into one another
But not the one I love
Thinking of your touch
And those beautiful eyes
It's been a while
my love is pure
Maybe to pure
Maybe to pure for now
Because too much perfect love
Maybe I'm overthinking
Leave a comment below with some tips?
All these emotions,
all these perfect feelings to put on a paper.
But still nothing seems right.
I hate this more than myself lmaooo
A promise is a wish that won't come true
I'm in pain
That will never be the same.
I want your hands on my hips and your lips on mine.
But it will never happen.
Sitting in my father's car.
No one as said a word.
All you do is look the other way.
And I am just looking at you.
So much cheese
"When we marry I want a huge cake like that."
My heart skipped a beat.
I wanted to kiss her so badly.
I love you
Standing on the edge of the cliff.
Losing my balance.
Not falling slowly,
Hit the ground.
Blood dripping on the ground.
While you could have offered me a hand.
Please I tried
But I am tired
I want somebody to talk to.
I want to many things.
Only thinking about myself.
It isn't true.
I think about you all the time.
This is a ******* mess
My mental health is like a rubber band.
If you pull it too far, it will get tight.
Until you pull it to hard.
definitely not one of my best
If I'm only something that's in your way.
All the words that I wanted to say,
a re gone
I need to take a deep breath and calm down.
But I can't.
The look in your eyes are drowning me.
I can only think of one thing.
And that is pressing my lips against yours.
I'm such a **** hiihi
I can ask for the truth.
The only thing is,
I will never believe you.
I am so scared I want to **** my self, because of what happend today.
I had some beautiful words in my mind but the disappear like your love has left my life.
I GOT AN A FOR MY HISTORY TEST AND I'M SO PROUDDDD
I'm tired but let's do another day to see if things change.
I said I was coming back but sike, you felt for it.
There were times that i was your "babe"
Times that i was your "world"
Times that i was your "everything"
What am i now?
Give me some love without having to ly
Deep like the ocean
Soft like a teddybear
Smells like roses
But a heart
Trust people how they are
Not on how they look
I stare at the mirror one again.
They only seem to notice the empty face and the black clothes.
Part 3 of Stereotypes! If you want to check out the other parts, they're all on my page!
I really like making this serie, not gonna lie. And alot of people seem to like it too, it's making me really enthusiastic.
Me: hahaah you should dye your eyebrows blue.[jokingly]
My gf: sure[serious]
Two days later..
gets picture of blue eyebrows
Your red cheeks
You make me drunk
The only thing is, you're actually good for my heart.
Lately I have been writing love poems and I like it much more so yeah
Delete me from this world
I'm not even hurt.
I'm not confused.
I'm happy, because of a person who is not you.
Thankful for my bestfriend LMAOO.
That *****, I love her
Am not looking for a "perfect" person
Am looking for you
Yeah kinda *****
Anyone advice on how i can make it beter?
From one conversation to your lips on mine.
So called you mine.
Biggest mistake of my lifeee
I was standing in purple light and you said that you remembered that the first thing you thought was: "**** she's ugly."
I burst down
Than after we walked out of the light.
And you said that I was the most beautiful thing you've ever seen.
I'm sorry, this is such a bad "poem"
It's about someone that I love so maybe that will make it up?
Two bags of little KitKat's.
You eat a lot when you feel depressed.
I will get diabetes.
Another mask of lies
Another person that leaves me to die
You can't control feelings.
Feelings control you.
I thought about this while I was eating a whole cake by myself and I have no regrets.
I want you're love.
I don't care how you give it to me.
I want it.
All of it.
I'm so egotistical, my love.