Not really doing anything
You said that you still have the picture of me.
And the only thing I wonder
That picture is the most ugliest thing that exists
That thing should be burned
I wanna laugh until I can't breathe with you
But I know I'll cry until I can't breathe
Why the **** is the poem here and not above
It's sad but true, I'd go to hell and back if I could go there with you
- Tate McRea
I love her voice too much hehe
One moment I'm broken and then I'm fine.
It's all all mess in my ****** up mind.
I wish I could respond to you but as soon I try, something rips inside of me
I want those late nights, staring at your ******* smile.
You're making me fall harder than the first time.
Whisper in my ear:
"I'll never lose you."
Iewh another love poem
From one conversation to your lips on mine.
So called you mine.
Biggest mistake of my lifeee
Every new connection
Brings pain and no happiness
I dislike this poem, idk why I am posting it
I stare at the mirror one again.
They only seem to notice the empty face and the black clothes.
Part 3 of Stereotypes! If you want to check out the other parts, they're all on my page!
I really like making this serie, not gonna lie. And alot of people seem to like it too, it's making me really enthusiastic.
I ended all chapters.
But when will the book finish?
Part 2 of stereotypes!
If you want to check out part 1, it's called artistic kid and you can find it on my page!
Everything is going slow.
The only thing that gots my attention
Idk what to fill in
Maybe leave a comment if you have an idea!
The only art I'm good at, is the art of being lonely.
I painted something at 3am in the morning and I don't want questions, only compliments.
People call it "******* up your mental health by doing to many things at one."
No it's called stretching your mind and running a marathon 24/7.
I'm tired but let's do another day to see if things change.
I said I was coming back but sike, you felt for it.
I walked these streets in October and it hit different then it did in November.
Maybe it's because I've changed
You were my good days.
Let's hope that I get over you in December.
You really took a toll on me but
you were right, it wasn't meant to be.
I think I'm back with making poems!?!?
It doesn't stop
Yes, I'm done
But still I keep coming for your smile
I haven't been posting alot lately, sorry. My mind is a mess and every word that pops up in my head seems wrong.
Deleting my feelings
And there gone
I had some beautiful words in my mind but the disappear like your love has left my life.
I GOT AN A FOR MY HISTORY TEST AND I'M SO PROUDDDD
You can't control feelings.
Feelings control you.
I thought about this while I was eating a whole cake by myself and I have no regrets.
That will never be the same.
I want your hands on my hips and your lips on mine.
But it will never happen.
I know it is me.
It is my fault.
I loved you so hard, for so long.
But I've known.
There is another one.
Who is making you feel better.
More than I could.
If I was home right now
Then the only thing that was home,
Was my body.
My life doesn't have a purpose anymore.
How did I get so fuckt up.
I wanna talk
But I know
That I won't control myself.
So that's why I stare at te white wall infront of me.
But who is me?
That's a question that no one can answer.
I feel like running away to England.
The best thing is that I actually could.
So If I'm not online anymore
***** I'm drinking tea with the Queen.
20 Sept 2019: I don't know
This will be changed whenever I feel like it.
I'm not even hurt.
I'm not confused.
I'm happy, because of a person who is not you.
Thankful for my bestfriend LMAOO.
That *****, I love her
My words make sense in my head.
But not on paper
I'm crying because of some serie AND I NEED TO STOP ****
If I'm only something that's in your way.
I still feel the anger of the fight I had 7 months ago.
I laugh at it now, even though I probably shouldn't.
lol anybody wanna chat?
I wish that I could reach out to your heart and hold it.
But your heart is an earthquake.
Just like mine.
I feel lost and I can't use Google maps for mental health.
All these emotions,
all these perfect feelings to put on a paper.
But still nothing seems right.
I hate this more than myself lmaooo
All the words that I wanted to say,
a re gone
I need to take a deep breath and calm down.
But I can't.
The look in your eyes are drowning me.
I can only think of one thing.
And that is pressing my lips against yours.
I'm such a **** hiihi
Me: hahaah you should dye your eyebrows blue.[jokingly]
My gf: sure[serious]
Two days later..
gets picture of blue eyebrows
My mental health is like a rubber band.
If you pull it too far, it will get tight.
Until you pull it to hard.
definitely not one of my best
If i don't make it through the night, don't hurt yourself. There are alot of people that can replace me.
Can i just not be in pain fore more than 8 hours.
I can't hold on any longer.
The words of the people i love cut deeper in my hart then my knife does. I tell myself every night that i can do this.
But all i tell meself are lies to keep me going. I see the truth in the lies that i tell.
And if you keep lying to yourself, you loose all the trust that wasn't even there.
This is a mess but that` bc i don`t have my grammer check on this laptop.
Delete me from this world
I can't live without:
It's a short list but it saves me everytime.
Standing on the edge of the bridge.
Breathe, just for the last time.
And jump for the last time.
I'm so not okay. I can't stop crying, lol
There I go again.
I was just doing fine.
Everything was fine.
But then it hit me.
I'm not fine.
Save me thank you
Slowly everything is getting darker.
You barely see the teardrops falling on ground.
You don't see the lights any more.
It's all gone.
I really should get some sleep
Your red cheeks
You make me drunk
The only thing is, you're actually good for my heart.
Lately I have been writing love poems and I like it much more so yeah
Baby, just come a little bit closer.
I want to know your touch again.
OWHHH BABYY BABYY BABBYYYY OWHHH
just for u some justin bieber
I want you're love.
I don't care how you give it to me.
I want it.
All of it.
I'm so egotistical, my love.
All I get is pain when your not home.
Baby come back
LOVEEE ME YOU WHOOOOREEEE
Months ago we stayed up until 3 am talking.
Now I can't even say hey to you without having a mental breakdown .
It isn't your fault
I cried over my friend.
I told him that he should never do it again.
He was so stupid.
I said that he couldn't do stuff like that because i don't want to lose him.
He's like my big brother, and I don't think he realises it.
Don't do that again Scott
I'm going to count how many days I haven't cut myself.
Yesterday it was 14 days.
Today it is 11 hours ago.
I'm sorry for the people who had so much faith in me.
I'm so sorry.
If you can't handle this, please don't follow me. I don't want you to feel bad because of me.
I'm going to count how many days I haven't cut.
It's been 14 days
If you can't handle this, please don't follow me.
I was standing in purple light and you said that you remembered that the first thing you thought was: "**** she's ugly."
I burst down
Than after we walked out of the light.
And you said that I was the most beautiful thing you've ever seen.
I'm sorry, this is such a bad "poem"
It's about someone that I love so maybe that will make it up?
The feeling of the saltwater getting through my hair, is amazing to.
The balance you make while standing on your board, like you're finally completed.
Like my heart is on the right place.
I don't feel anything.
I believe what you say of me.
Her I am, feeling again.
Why do you say those things to me?
I don't wanna live anymore. I can't hold on, I'm sorry.