It doesn't stop
Yes, I'm done
But still I keep coming for your smile
I haven't been posting alot lately, sorry. My mind is a mess and every word that pops up in my head seems wrong.
Deleting my feelings
And there gone
I had some beautiful words in my mind but the disappear like your love has left my life.
I GOT AN A FOR MY HISTORY TEST AND I'M SO PROUDDDD
You can't control feelings.
Feelings control you.
I thought about this while I was eating a whole cake by myself and I have no regrets.
That will never be the same.
I want your hands on my hips and your lips on mine.
But it will never happen.
I know it is me.
It is my fault.
I loved you so hard, for so long.
But I've known.
There is another one.
Who is making you feel better.
More than I could.
If I was home right now
Then the only thing that was home,
Was my body.
My life doesn't have a purpose anymore.
How did I get so fuckt up.
I wanna talk
But I know
That I won't control myself.
So that's why I stare at te white wall infront of me.
But who is me?
That's a question that no one can answer.
I feel like running away to England.
The best thing is that I actually could.
So If I'm not online anymore
***** I'm drinking tea with the Queen.
20 Sept 2019: I don't know
This will be changed whenever I feel like it.