Up 36 hours
Then crashing for 28
Depression she says is there
Bi Polar never leaves
Depression and Anxiety all at once
Frustration builds
Brain will not slow down
Exhaustion is near
Passing out is close
Sleep will come one way or the other

She is down
But anxiety is pulling the other way
Nothing, I can really do
Just let her know I’m here
Cannot experience what it’s like
Just support and love I give
Make sure always to be available
A ear and shoulder when needed
It’s a helpless feeling
Not being able to fix it
But you do help because you are there

To the one person
In my life that makes
Me smile
Is important to me
Brings me happiness
And Joy
Thank you
And
I Love You

I know yesterday was bad

Life pushes hard down on you at times

Today not much better at all

Depression & Anxiety pulling opposite directions at same time

Dealing with people, **** that

But tomorrow there is always hope

You matter to me

Your worth so much to the small group that loves you

Remember I LOVE YOU
NEED YOU
WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU

The time we have to spend apart
I realize how important you are to me
How much I Love You
Us being apart is a brief moment in time
Us for a lifetime is my promise

Feelings
Pain you let loose
Love revealed
Beautiful words
Tears
Smiles
Laughter
Good days
And bad
Heart ache
Happiness
Letting go
Or revealing
True feelings
Can’t hide
Any longer
Let feelings flow
Good or bad

When you are apart for seconds
You are still connected

When minutes pass
The intimate connection is still there

If hours pass you have to wait
But still feel her next to you

When days pass you realize
How important the person is to you
As you wake in the morning
They are not there

No good night kiss
As you are ready to fall asleep she is not there
No awaking at night and looking at the most beautiful women you have ever met

The waiting is hard
Whether it’s a second, minute, hour or a day
When you love someone
All you want is they are by your side