you are a outsider,
so not normal,
who would you,
be,
yourself,
you are a outsider,
just like me,
would you say,
your being true,
to what you,
believe in,
or are you,
someone who,
cases the trends,
you are a outsider,
you fight for life,
not the trends,
your you,
believing in you,
your a outsider,
in joy being,
one,
their are so,
little left,
dont turn on,
yourself,
be you and,
love it,
your a outsider,
so what,
your not normal,
believe in yourself,
dont be boring,
your a trend,
breaker,
your you,
and thats what,
matters the most,
you scream for,
you but only you,
dont let the world,
change you,
be a outsider.

with you
i just want to cuddle.
all day long and never leave,
with you,
i just want to kiss,
all day and forever,
with you,
i just want to lay on top,
and sleep with you,
with you,
i want my dreams to come to,
with you,
i am happy,
i never want that happiness to end,
don't leave me.
i can't sleep without you.
i just want to be in your arms.
i don't want to be with anyone else,
i want to marry you.
would you marry me.
i could kiss you forever.
i would sleep on top of you.
i would never leave your side.

would you help,
if you could,
the scares,
would you help,
me if i would,
to bleed out,
or would you,
watch as i scream,
would you help,
if it was not me,
could you help,
i dont come for,
anything,
all i ask for,
is help,
i dont want to,
bleed,
do you even care,
to help me,
i was their,
to help you,
dont just watch,
really help me,
would you help,
i am falling,
bleeding to death,
all you can do is,
watch me,
would you help me,
please,
would you help,
if i was rich,
please help,
do you want,
to see this face,
everywhere you look,
please help,
can't hold on,
much longer,
please hel.....

When you're feeling down and blue,
And life is being cruel to you.
Just remember you're not on your own.
I'm always there; you're never alone.
You might not be able to see my face all the time,
As hard as you look around the place,
But close your eyes and think of me,
And before you know it there will be me.
Keep me in the midst of your mind,
And life will seem easier, I think you'll find,
So when life gets too dark to bear,
Just close your eyes and think of me

I am feeling a feeling,
So sweet and loving,
One i can't stop,
Asking for,
I love this,
Feeling so much,
One that u know that,
Your really for,
One you been waiting for,
You even been looking for,
This feeling is love,
Love from the one u care about,
One that u fall in love with,
You have everything,
Love is you and him,
Love is true with that one.
You know that he ain't going to leave,
Hes all about you,
He don't want anyone else,
He's yours,
That's love.

Have u looked at the night sky,
How it shines at night.
That's everyone that u lost.
They are with u every step of the way.
They never leave unless you forget.
They leave a big hole in your heart.
There footsteps will never,
leave the greatest of all of use.
Every lost that we lose is,
only shapes us into,
the person that we are today.
With everything gone by people will never forget.
When they always

i never know what happiness was,
until i meet you,
you make me happy,
when i see you,
you make my heart skip,
what love i have for you.
i never know what that felt.
what is this feeling i feel,
butterflies in my stomach,
would you be mine.

I have fallen in love and can't get out.
I pushed and pulled but nothing came out of it.
I screamed and yelled but was never heard from.
I tried to leave love but that was hard to do.
As you have taken my heart for good or worst.
You taken my hand to gid me to my path.
When i had lost it.
you taken my hand just as easy as you taken my heart.
You were the one that never left and you were the one for me as I was the one for you but could not see.
I could not reason I had a friend and a great guy by my side at great times.
Which then cause me to fall in love and i beat myself up for only to reason with myself to see that you were never going to leave so easily.
You are my soul. You are my everything.
But i have fallen in love never want to get out.

People ask me whats wrong
I cant tell
My lips are quite as a wolf
I want to yelp and be heard.
Can i cry and be heard.
But people just are them
Them to the point they just can’t hear.
Others seem to just don’t care,
Well at least i have my family.
People that can’t leave me so easy
People care about me mostly family.
I love them as much as they love me.
We fight and have down sides.
But at the end we all love one another.
We can’t leave because when we need one another
We are there for one another as family
I love them so much and to much.
I never want to leave or say goodbye.
I never wanted more than my family in my lifetime.
My family holes a great place in my heart.
I love u guys so much.

do you see,
my pain inside,
but my smile,
throws you off,
good but bad,
i need to talk,
i am breaking,
apart slowly,
crying inside,
pain going,
wanting to cut,
dont you see,
pain crying inside,
my eyes telling,
a story,
my face says i,
am fine but i,
am not,
pain comes,
in many ways,
but mine is the,
same heartbreak.

Family is first,
They say,
Well they leave,
Have fun,
One only left behind,
Sadness rised over,
They having fun,
They laughing in the back round,
Shuuu. Little one,
Is you fall sleep,
Dream happy,
Be happy,
Alone don't be scared,
It's the darkness coming over,
You only cry yourself a sleep,
Don't be scared,
You only left behind,
Your loved,
Your happy now,
Your not left behind,
Your happy with the one u love,
He's your forever,
No more sleepless nights,
No more hiding under the blankets,
No more crying,
Your not left behind.

you finally got in,
your happy as hell,
cheers for you,
now your marrying,
the girls of your dreams,
Cheers for u.
you finally got everything you want,
you got kids and your happy,
Cheers and cheers.
I am truly happy for you,
you finally don't want to die,
you got everything you wanted,
what else do you want,
you are happy as hell,
cheers for you,
you finally look at life,
at a bright light,
your happy,
cheers to you,
lets throw a party now.

what is this going down my face,
water from my face,
i don't understand,
i am fighting this feeling,
when the fight gets hard,
they fall with nothing,
i cry as the fear of lost,
i am crying to love someone,
when they hide from the dark,
we are alone,
tears falling,
coming down your pretty face,
not wanting to do anything,
head in the clouds,
fighting the teas.

Dont cry,
Your fine,
When you cry,
You lie to yourself,
You can't breath,
Just calm down,
Don't cry,
You only hurt,
Yourself,
Don't cry,
You will only,
Show weakness,
You are powerful,
Don't cry,
You have no reason,
Your on your own,
You will only,
Let him win,
You can't fight,
Your on your own,
Don't cry,
Your only lieing,
To yourself.

is it wrong that i like you,
could be if only,
my feeling would leave,
funny thing is that,
they will not leave me.
and i don't care,
i love that i love you,
that will never end,
that might be wrong but oh well,
should i care about what people think,
they probably will not find out,
this is nothing wrong that i love you,
i want to tell you but can't
i don't know what you feel,
your feeling matter to me,
you love me too.
and i love you so much more.
bestie/boyfriend i love you.

Your own family,
hates u,
They don't talk,
They don't text,
They don't say anything,
They don't care,
About you,
They don't ever,
want to see u again,
The pain hurt,
Your heart flys out,
Ripping you to,
Places,
Hating yourself,
Telling yourself u are hated,
That your unwanted,
No one cares about you,
That pain grow,
Bleeding out?
Well that's only your,
Heart bleeding,
You have no family,
You only have yourself,
You only have to love you,
You can only help you,
The problem is your mind,
You ain't ready to forget,
You ain't ready to leave,
Your the daughter,
You only want love,
But all that love and support,
Is gone now.

Alone cant be found,
on a boat,
you will see,
beside a land,
you will find,
me on it,
alone untouchable,
fighting for life or death,
can't breath,
surviving alone,
finding friends in,
my mind,
only crazy inside,
pushing and pushing,
to live,
only to find,
myself alone,
on a boat,
by land.

i ask myself why,
people say only time can tell,
but only people fail to reason,
that not only people fail to reason,
that time is it own thing,
what u act on is u,
can't stop that from changing,
this world is mean,
never going to end will it,
people will hurt me,
i can only tell myself,
it is only words,
they can't hurt me,
fight them,
make them hurt,
change the world,
make a difference,
make it great again.

My fear grows by the daylight. It never falls but it will not stop growing. It falls into my life like no other. It burns like hell has nothing to hide. The truth me told life is a game of fear. No matter what u do the pains and fear will grow. It eats u up like the four of July. U never know what hits u until it does. And pain grows with a flash of life. Never to be awaken again.

To the two i could not say hi
I was happy that i was going to
have two babies.
I could have held u and been ur sister
I could have said i love u and meant it
Someone that i could mottle for.
Someone that could have brought
The brightest out of you.
Someone that could have shown u the light.
Someone that could have made u smile.
Someone that could made u laugh.
But you were gone and,
now sadness has came over are heads
And know we can only think of you guys
What greatness this family would have been.

you are not hated,
you only want the best,
for you,
why care,
if people hate you,
only you should,
love yourself,
be you,
dont hate or fight,
you are unhated,
pushing for people,
to like you,
when all they,
will do is,
judge you,
your unhated,
you have many,
people who love you,
people will hate you,
but you are unhated,
cant be the best,
without being you,
hater will hate,
but never hate you,
you will never hate yourself.

Should I give up
Is there anything to life for
Giving up must be right
I am in to much pain
Your not here that's why
I am giving up
I need you in my arms
I can't give up so easy
if you are right here.
You said you would marry me.
But now you are millions miles away
Tell me how this will work.
Just let me give up.
Stop trying.
Just stopping fighting for me
You never cared in the first place
I am with someone better anyways.
Will you stop.
Just give up on me.
You will never get me.
You will never succeed.
My man will hurt you.
I would back off.
If you know what's best
Then give up.
Give up on me.

i have travel,
world wide,
to find you,
only to be,
lit down by you,
would you,
travel alongside me,
to the world unbelievable,
would you see,
a new world,
with me,
be your side,
or would you,
lit me travel,
alone to a,
new world,
would you make,
a new  world,
with me or,
say forget it,
i gave you everything,
and this is what god,
gave to me,
would you travel,
to end of the earth,
or would you dead,
would you give people,
what they want,
or would you be free spiritual,
like me,
travel with me by your side,
be FREE.

why you laughing,
on wait let me,
find a reaction,
well at least your happy,
you taken everything of mine,
and left me with nothing,
i tried to give you,
a chance,
but could no longer,
you broke me,
i probably will never,
be able to find a other,
you were the better sweet,
i loved you so much to lose you,
i tried to not lose you,
but you left,
i never know,
what to do now,
i fought for you,
and you gave up,
you moved on,
left me for nothing,
you said you loved me,
you played everyone,
but mostly me,
well your gone,
playing with someone else,
dont come back,
because i picked,
up the pieces,
i been thinking of,
the world without you,
better with you gone,
your the player so,
your the **** boy,
so dont come back,
lost love but not,
my faith to myself,
not needing a man,
to make me happy,
i only need the,
love for myself,
so jump right,
on to someone else,
because you can't,
have me no more.

would the world stop,
if i would,
be gone,
only time could tell,
slowly every minute,
to every second,
the world does,
not stop,
should the world just,
stop when you ask,
nicely for it too,
no the world,
is made so we,
can keep moving,
to remember every,
soul we lost,
to every members,
we have with them,
the world would,
never stop moving,
if we were to stop,
the world from moving,
then where would,
we be in time,
we would never know,
we have to move on,
cant hold on,
then it must be time,
not everyone will,
cry for you,
you can be,
trapped in time,
by yourself,
but you have,
to move on,
cant keep crying,
you have to let,
go of things,
its unhealthy,
you need to keep,
moving just like,
the world does.

you are the one,
i never felt,
happiness, love, caring,
i never felt,
that you ain't the one,
you are the one for me,
i never want to lose you,
your the one,
i love and care about u,
hold me tightly,
never let me go,
sweet talk me to sleep,
calm me down with your powers,
holding me tightly,
never let go,
i want you forever,
you are the one i been looking for,
hold me tightly,
because your my safe and sound,
you are the safe house,
you are my protector,
you are my key to my heart,
you are my everything,

can you see,
my blood coming,
from my eyes,
so red you,
could scream,
would you help?
can you see,
the blood from,
the scares,
you gave them,
to me,
dont you love,
what you did,
the blood coming,
from my body,
did you hear the,
last word i said,
maybe not,
you just working,
in my blood,
can you see,
my heart,
still beating,
in your hand,
my last words,
i love you,
can you see,
i still loved you,
can you see,
my last breath,
by you,
why did you do,
this to me,
i gave you,
everything,
and you just,
hurt me,
in the end.

your in pain,
do you see mine too,
you think it ain't hard for me,
you got to be kidding me,
your the one in pain,
Laughing my *** off,
your **** funny,
your pain is my pain,
don't got pain,
well fine,
but see the pain,
i cry blood,
i don't feel like i am alive,
hard to breath with the,
amount of blood i lost,
your pain is a game,
your so funny,
for not even thinking about me,
your pain is mine,
go on and give me pain,
you know u want to,
put a knife in my back,
there blood already,
you can add more pain,
you know you want too,
just do it.

People ask me whats wrong
I cant tell
My lips are quite as a wolf
I want to yelp and be heard.
Can i cry and be heard.
But people just are them
Them to the point they just can’t hear.
Others seem to just don’t care,
Well at least i have my family.
People that can’t leave me so easy
People care about me mostly family.
I love them as much as they love me.
We fight and have down sides.
But at the end we all love one another.
We can’t leave because when we need one another
We are there for one another as family
I love them so much and to much.
I never want to leave or say goodbye.
I never wanted more than my family in my lifetime.
My family holes a great place in my heart.
I love u guys so much.

Oh friend
Oh friend
When i see you cry,
All i want to do it cry,
I ask you why,
You just pushed me away,
I just want to help.
Oh friend,
Oh friend,
Why oh why do you do this to me,
Push me away,
When i didn’t do anything.
Oh friend
Let me help you,
I want to be there for you,
Stop pushing me away,
You hate it when i do it to you,
so stop doing it to me.
I love you sister.
I love you friend.

the sun will always rise,
when i will fall,
i cry when i fall,
i cant fall again,
i build up walls,
i cant breath,
i try and try,
i cant no more,
i am fallen,
i can see the,
light going and going,
its getting darker,
i no longer cant see,
i run hit walls,
and fall,
but i found away,
i found a window,
i found light within,
i found my true colors,
the trues of them all,
i pulled them out,
i finally won.

Why is life so mean
I did nothing to hurt anyone.
And everyone hurts me i retire.
I asked myself what i can do to change
People push and pull
But my heart remains in pieces.
I sit in pieces just asking
Why am i here.
Once left here in life
Next thing i know i am left alone.
noone wants to be around me
I want to cry but can’t
I try to find the words to say,
But can’t unless its mean.
I tell the truth and everyone leaves.
Why am i still here.
Can i get out.
Is there still time.
They turn on me like its nothing
Like i have no feeling
Everyone thinks i am mad but i am not i want to hang but just leaves me heart broken.
Oh why do i care i just be me.
Because everyone turns on me.

oh cold,
you are in many,
shapes and forms,
you can be,
inside me or,
outside,
you can be pretty,
i will hate you,
my body,
will be cold,
or i could just,
be sick,
oh cold,
i can guess,
what you are,
but cold never,
will come,
i will fight and fight,
no reason to come,
because i will,
win,
if i cant then,
so beat it,
have fun in it.

My daddy love me,
I love daddy more,
He holds me tight,
He never lets go,
He cuddles with me,
He says I love you,
I love daddy more,
I hold his hand,
So tightly,
So he knows I love him,
He smiles,
I smile,
He looked out for me,
As I looked out for him,
He always he reads me,
a book at night,
Then as I close my eyes,
He whispers in my ear,
I will always love you,
He kissed me goodnight,
I love him more,
He keeps me safe,
And I love my Daddy.

i have been,
wishing on a star,
a start a new life,
so great and loving,
i have been,
wishing on a star,
to be older i would be,
i have been wishing,
to have a family,
to make you happy,
i been wishing for,
someone great like,
you to be by my side,
i been wishing,
but only one wish,
came true,
you are my wish,
and surly my,
dream man,
i loved you from,
the start,
you been the,
wish i wanted,
i finally loved my wish,
you been my heart,
you always been the,
wish i asked for,
i never could wish,
for anything better,
i could wish,
and wish for,
everything i could,
but the wish i have,
is to have you,
so all my wishes,
came true.

I have your back,
As long as you got mine,
Sweet or not,
Holding you in my arms,
Seeing you cry,
Holding you tightly,
Telling you everything will be fine,
I got you,
I have since day one,
I will always fight for you,
You only wishing for me,
Holding you tightly,
I always have you,
Baby you don't have to worry,
I always got your back.

do you see me,
do you see the pain you gave,
the blood coming,
you see i am hurt,
my back all ****** as hell,
you want to scare,
so much ******,
i know this,
it don't hurt like you think it does,
it's just blood that comes and goes,
you got to scream,
you said it will hurt,
your only playing in my blood,
you used me,
now i am ****** ******,
you think i am going to forgive,
your just a ****** murderer,
you think i should give up,
you think this pain is there,
your funny,
the pain is gone,
i ain't even alive,
do you see me breath,
your just gone and dead,
do you see i ain't playing games,
your just the player.

are you happy,
now your gone,
with someone else,
wish you with me,
but you cheated,
so who cares,
your with someone else,
are you happy,
dont see right throw me,
you only used me,
dont you see me,
so happy dont you,
think,
i dont think so,
we were happy,
i never wanted to leave,
but you kicked me out,
dont you see my happness,
your gone with nothing left,
are you happy,
you just dance around,
but you only act,
your not happy i can tell,
why your the one that left,
so your the one to be,
happy,
cant you tell,
your own happiness,
your the one who cheated,
so i dont care.

you are like my,
rose i would,
say,
could you hold,
me like you,
love me,
love us time,
would you take,
me everywhere,
you go,
or would,
you leave me,
would you help,
with the pain,
could you help,
roses are nice,
would you,
say,
i am right,
next to you,
in love.

How deep is my love?
You asked me before,
It’s deeper than the bottom of the sea,
So far from the shore.
How strong do I love you?
You inquire of me,
Stronger than diamonds,
I promise to thee.
How brightly does our flame burn?
You may wish to know,
Like the core of the sun,
And it continues to grow.
How beautiful am I?
You often request,
This is an easy one,
Your prettier than all the rest.
Will I follow you forever?
You say with eager eyes,
You are my comet and I am your tail,
Eternally pursuing, for I know not otherwise.

i love you,
cant you see,
you blind to my love,
i showed you everyday,
i tried with all my heart,
you are the one that left,
so i moved on,
get over with it,
i found someone better,
your gone and i am happy,
stay out of my life,
your a *******,
but i loved you,
i was so sweet and loving,
i cared about you so much,
your the one that left,
so grow up,
self love is what you need,
i don't care about you anymore,
i found my true love,
so thanks for breaking,
my heart into pieces,
i found someone better now,
someone that loves me,
someone that cares for me,
someone that loves me for me,
so thank you.

when i first met you, i known that you were the one for me. i was always lost in your eyes for hours and days as well. i lost my words it was like the primalar triangle. you came into my thoughts as well as my daydreams. i never could not think of you. your name was like the big ocean blue. i never thought for once that i would end up with you. but i did and i am glad that you were the one that i found. my love is like the big ocean.

alone cant be found,
on a boat,
you will see,
beside a land,
you will find,
me on it,
alone untouchable,
fight for life or death,
can't breath,
living alone,
holding on with a hand,
about to slip,
about to fall,
hurting inside,
what is going to happened,
you only going to cry your eyes,
you will forget me,
i only on a boat by land,
surviving and holding on,
you don't ask questions tho,
you only care about u,
i am down and scared,
i only holding on,
alone and scared as all hell.

you are not alone,
you got friends,
you have people on,
your side,
no need to cry,
you are you,
you have,
people that love you,
only time can tell,
you got family,
you don't need,
a guy to make,
you happy,
your happiness is,
within you,
your not alone,
look around,
you have everything,
you desire,
you are loved in,
many ways,
so your not alone,
dont think you,
are because,
your not.

*** i found,
something inside,
so great feeling,
i dont get this,
feeling,
what is it,
i cant tell,
only writing or poems,
can tell,
i dont get my,
life so well,
so talent but hurt,
alone but am i really,
fighting for what,
loving is stronger than,
anything in this world,
cant you see oh love,
fighting and fighting,
for something i believe in,
love for you love for me,
love for everyone,
oh love you are great.

can you see,
the stars shinning,
so bright, so great,
can you see,
the moon,
so many shapes,
so close but,
still so far,
can you see,
me,
so close but,
still far away,
i am like the,
world,
so on my own,
but bright,
shinning but,
still breakable,
can you see,
i am like glass,
you can see,
throw me.

would you say,
the world is the same,
could you tell,
the world is not,
their is town broken,
gone to pieces,
but no one to help,
could you see,
me helping get food,
sources to live,
could you move,
people into rich homes,
people homeless for the winter,
no family for different,
no killing people,
no homeless people,
food to eat everywhere,
differences need to be made,
people need to help one other,
no need to have one other,
no need to have fear,
because your not alone,
their are people to take you in,
stay warm for the winter,
i have been wishing,
for a big differences in,
the big apple.

see me as me,
you can tell,
the heartbreak,
open doors,
everything has a part,
it turns on me,
look everyone i am,
falling apart,
eyes red as fire,
fire hurts everyday,
i burn everyday,
see the marks,
i am hurting,
see the pieces,
look at me,
i am ending,
the light i can see,
the one calling for me,
does anyone care,
for me.

Help me!!
Can anyone hear me,
I am scared,
I can hear fear,
I can’t breath,
Someone anyone,
HELP ME!
HELP ME!
I am losing it,
I can’t hold on,
Help me now,
I need help,
Can someone hear me,
I am calling your name,
Please come,
Don’t leave,
I am scared,
I have never felt,
This much fear,
HELP ME,
HELP ME,
I can see the light,
It is coming closer,
I am not ready to dead,
I have so much more to life,
Please save me,
HELP ME,