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I’m going to try this one last time
I don't really know how to say this or where to begin but let me start off by saying that I know nothing could ever blossom between us, I MEAN I HOPE IT DID. We have not known each other for a long time, about a year and a half at most. But I do know this; I have feelings for you. Whether they be of infatuation or of actual love, I know not. What I do know for certain is that you are kind, beautiful and one of the most fantastic people I have ever known. You are precious to me and I couldn't bear to see you hurt. I'd just about lose my mind.
Maybe after college, we'll drift apart, talk less, and maybe never see each other again. But I need to get this off my chest. You are so surreal that every moment I spend with you makes me wonder if I'm dreaming. Maybe I'm in some fantasy land living out my wildest dreams. Maybe I'm daydreaming of things I long for, but that could never be. Maybe, just maybe, I'm not dreaming at all and this is all real. I don't know what is what anymore when I'm around you I just lose my train of thought.
Now, I know that you do not feel the same. I mean how could someone like you fall for someone like me. And I know you say you feel like a villain in this story... but to me, you’re just an amazing person that I have feelings for. Maybe I'll find someone else to pine over and love, and maybe this is all just in my head. I've never been in a relationship and I wouldn't know the first thing about being with a guy. So perhaps this is just my heart testing my abilities, seeing how I could perform when I'm head over heels for someone. If that's the case, then I'm glad it was you who first made me feel this way. I made me so happy when you would ask for my jacket… and when you would get close to me and put your head on my shoulder… oh and when you let me hold your finger for that mere 10.5 seconds all I felt was bliss.
I know you and I haven't had much time to really connect and get to know each other, and I know that if we got together it wouldn't be for long. I accept that even embrace it. Hell, just spending time with you is something I look forward to. That’s why I would lend you my jacket… so I had an excuse to see you in the morning ... so you would be the first person I talk to but I don’t want an excuse to see you I want a reason to see you. Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure. You are wonderful, and talented and kind. And when you gave me that hug in the bio room (even though we smelled of dead shark) it made me so sad… cause that’s all I ever wanted from you… I just want a second of direct physical contact with you and you managed to give that to me… but then I realized that I wanted to hug you a little longer… but I’m not able to do that out of free will. I wish I could see you smile more often, cause you have a really nice smile.  If someone were to ask me why I like you I would say I don’t know why I like you I just do. I don’t know if it’s cause you’re not fake. I don’t know if it’s the way your eyebrows arch up when you talk. But I do know one thing for sure I like you very much.  I know you're going to make a guy happy one day. I just wish that guy would be me. So, here's to you, my dear.
A love letter i wrote for my crush
So... today you asked for my jacket and my heart skipped a beat ( in a good way)

After you broke me I didn't think that you would talk to me or ask for my jacket but.... you did.

I just wish that this meant that you are contemplating the idea of liking me?

So... I'll just be here waiting for you.
This is a poem about my crush ... he broke me but then he fixed me and i hope i don't break anymore.
Do i love you?

I don't know if i love you.

Cause if something would happen to you..I don't know if i would care  or not.

Cause after how you've treated me...You have no ******* regard for my ******* feelings.... I just...i just don't know how i still think of you and why I even care about you...if you don't even care about me...****
  Mar 2019 ALEX DRAKE
Lyda M Sourne
It's 3am

I'm on the phone
No one's awake and I'm alone

It's 3am

The radio's on
Songs are played on lonely station

It's 3am

I'm in my bed
My eyes are open and sleep has fled

It's 3am

I'm on the balcony
The sky is dark and just quite scary

It's 3am

Some windows have lights
Could they also not sleep tonight

It's 3am

I'm still awake
When will life ever give me a break
Insomniac nights are the worst. And it's been going on like this for quite awhile.
  Mar 2019 ALEX DRAKE
Tiana Marie
She was like music,
and I longed to dance.

Her heart was the beat,
and I begged for the chance.

Her words were the vocals,
and I was put in a trance.

Her smile was the melody,
and I fell in love at first glance.
  Mar 2019 ALEX DRAKE
Love isn't blind,
blind are those,
who never loved.
  Mar 2019 ALEX DRAKE
I don't feel special,
I'm not unique.
I want to cry
but I can't even speak.
My hands reach out,
but they cannot hold
a single thing
but the bitter cold.
Everything's frozen,
I feel lost.
Even my tears
have turned to frost.
When I cut my waist
it bleeds black.
I'm so deeply gone
there's no way back.
This is goodbye
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