his weight is pressing down on me
i can’t breathe
he loves me
he hates me
i can’t decide
which one of me
is the real me

I once believed myself alone
because the world did not know me.
I now know I am alone
because I know the world.

terrestrial
matter
breaking A
         P
           AA AA R
       * . •
                T
                    • . *
we will never learn.

The world seems different
it’s hard to explain
I got so used to
dancing in acid rain

But the rain has stopped
is that the sun?
There’s just no way
that I have won

The demons are hiding
I am no fool
so I’ll take this time
and refuel

For when they return
I’ll need all my strength
to overpower their
mighty wavelength

She lifted her head up high.
She looked up at the stars.
The star of which she once lifted up.
Lifted up within her own hands.
She got out of bed, grabbed the window,
opened it, and climbed out.
She climbed onto a star.
The nearest one.
Then she fell up.
She fell into the sky.
She was a shining ball of light.
Like the rest of them.