ok okay

ok okay Sep 2

1:21 am

Darkness has permeated my space
I wish to be an astronaut
And leave this empty place
There is nothing here but echoes
One day my mind might leave without a trace

Lying alone in my bed
A dream away from peace
I see nothing
And feel less
I wonder what life means

I think it is time for change
Maybe when my blinds are open
There will be a sunny day

ok okay Aug 27

Falling Alone

Why is falling so easy
My words must be too much to take
I feel like nothing matters
Until someone utters my name
Love is so easy
Maybe it's fake
All around me is chaos
It is so hard to change
Time waits for no one
Yet I wait for fate
Why is falling so easy
Life is too much to take

ok okay Aug 24

Made my Day

Your words allure in the depth of night
From my phone you are my light
Winter came and brought the cold
But suddenly my heart feels warm
Worries and troubles slip away
These night talks have made my day

ok okay Aug 21

Away

I always try to look for what's beautiful
But sometimes the world feels so ugly
That I just want to dream

ok okay Aug 18

Missing

It's so easy to understand others
Yet when I look in the mirror
I see an empty picture

ok okay Aug 12

The Falling Stars Can Watch Us Dream

Take me beyond these rainy days
Clutch my hand
Let's go away
I can write us to another place
Where no shadows exist
A great escape

A meadow can find us
And hold us near
All our fears will disappear

We can watch the seasons change
The faded colours will not stay

The falling stars can watch us dream

Nothing is truly as it seems

The ending could be interpreted in a couple of ways. I see it positively :)

ok okay Aug 1

Hold Phone Sideways

Grey has become of the sky                     Blue has taken control of the sky
Bewitching the street lights below            Alluring the birds below

Empty sidewalks                                       Buzzing sidewalks
Crowded clouds                                         One single lonely cloud
This must be a dream                                This must be a dream
I feel empty                                                 I feel complete
Absent                                                          Present
Is this to be alive                                          Is this to be alive

I can not see the diamonds up above        I can see the diamonds up above
It is lonely here outside                               It is lovely here outside
This day felt dreary                                    This day felt joyful
The night feels numb                                 This night feels sympathetic
Unlike the crowded clouds                        Like the blue sky
Hollow is my mind                                    Fulfilled is my mind

Grey has become of the sky                      Blue has taken control of the sky
Bewitching my sunken eyes                      Alluring my hopeful eyes

Hold phone sideways