With empty eyes
What could you see
The man in my mirror lacks stability
His hair is long
And his mind is dreamy
He wants to starve himself
Because he enjoys the feeling
Black clothes are his favorite
Because he thought they might stare
He dyed his hair blue
Because he thought they might care
He tells himself things that most people would fear
He thinks hes the lowest
Because his mind never leaves

With empty eyes like mine
It makes it hard to see

I try to escape it
But I swear I am losing it instead
My mind does not go when I want it
And fades away when I am scared
I feel sick to my stomach
This pain never goes away
I lose connections with others
And get stuck in the rain
Deep down inside
I feel like I am going insane

My fantasies are far from perfect
Because it always rains
They love me
They hate me
And then they all go away
Is this fantasy or reality
My tears will surely say
Oh well
At least tomorrow will be another day

It's raining leaves on a windy autumn day
My heart feels mellow
But my essence stays
Blue skies and sunshine
Are hidden far away

Beyond this canopy
My stress falls astray
These thoughts are hungry
I just want one good day

But here the river flows
It feels dream-like here
Maybe the forest knows

Between the plains of emptiness
Beneath the fragile stars
Above the molten core
Lies a man who dreams of nothingness
And everything all at once
His mind has found bliss
The earth found his body
And enlightenment saved him from his storm