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Mr Quiet Aug 2018
I could give you the entire universe but then I would just be giving you yourself.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 14/14
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27.1k · Sep 2018
Sinta
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
At sa iyong huling ngiti,
Walang magpapalit sa iyo,
Ikaw ang aking langit,
Sinta,
Ikaw ang buong buhay ko.

At ika'y malalasing sa aking pagmamahal.
Kahit gabi o sa init ng araw,
Ako'y lalakad hangga't kasama kita.

Ikaw ang humahawak sa puso ko,
Pwede ba ingatan mo.
Sinabi ng aking utak, bibitawan mo daw.
Pwede mo ba sabihin na mali siya?
i should write/speak more using my first language smh im a disgrace to my own country lol
19.6k · Nov 2018
Acceptance
Mr Quiet Nov 2018
"No one will accept you."
Said my conscience to myself.
So what's the point of not being alone?
When no one's there to say you're not going to hell.

And you define my identity as a tragedy,
You don't want my truth so you just deny.
So for once in your ignorant life,
Please have an open mind.

And if you decide to stop your fight,
Maybe we can settle this conflict,
And have a good time.

"You're just confused, you're too young for this."
Yet you expect me to give chocolates to a girl,
And give her a kiss.
Double standard at it's best,
Just accept me as myself.
Don't think I'm perplexed,
I know who I am and you can't change who I am and tell me to be someone else.

You say you worship Him,
You say that He is LOVE.
You say He washed my sins,
Stop acting like I'm a criminal.
Stop saying that we'll go to hell,
You're like the Pharisees.
You spread the opposite of what He tells,
Hypocrites,
You homophobic, extremist wannabes.

And I'm a Christian kid,
I believe in Him,
And if you think He hates me for my sins,
Then go ahead,
Let's settle this.

Let me believe,
That He still wants me.
And let me see,
From your actions,
He still wants me.
The "You" stands for every homophobic people i know
12.8k · Jul 2018
Philophobia
Mr Quiet Jul 2018
She has a pretty low self-esteem,
"Talentless and disappointing",
She said to me.
She hates herself for what she has become,
For she lost herself when she tried to care so much,
It broke her heart.

Now she blames herself for everything,
And hates it when I try to be,
So nice,
So kind,
Because she knows I'll take the blame for her every time.
And it's not like she even did anything wrong,
And to be honest she's hiding the fact that it's all my fault,
Because she doesn't want to lose me,
Yet she's losing herself for me.
Please love yourself, at least, for me.

She loves to paint her mind in black,
Just as she also paints her words in lilac ,
Although as she tries to drown in her lies,
Her heart's getting too heavy that she'll have a cardiac attack.

Though if only you could see,
How much you mean the world to me,
Your existence is more worth it than you said it to be.
So when you say you're always ******* yourself,
I can give you a list of why and how that's *******,
I'll give you a list why you make me feel,
So happy.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 10/14
Mr Quiet Aug 2018
Suffocating from the hatred you keep giving yourself,
I'm so worried sick about you, don't want you to feel unwell.
Just here trying to make you happy as much as I can,
Yet you always end up depressed,
But **** that,
I'll always love you even after the end.
I'll make sure that you're really fine,
And if not I'll give you a billion reasons why,
Why I'm ******* glad you exist and why I don't want you to die.

Ask me why I care so much about you?
Well you've given me a reason to smile,
You were there for me during my loneliest nights,
And you gave a whole new meaning in my life.
How am I not suppose to love you and hold you tight?
'Cause you were there for me, so I'll always be here for a laugh or a shoulder to cry.

Maybe I care too much,
I don't know,
I don't care.
I'd rather have thoughts of you more than anybody else,
I'm afraid of losing you,
I'm scared.
I fell to fill in your empty heart,
And I knew the risks and consequences I dared.
I care.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 13/14
4.6k · Jul 2018
Butterfly
Mr Quiet Jul 2018
I'm sorry,
I cannot ease your pain and cure your sorrow,
I cannot give you enough love for your bottomless heart,
Nor enough hope into your fragile life,
But that is not an excuse for you and I to give up,
I will still try,
Even if you still cry to sleep,
Late at night.

I will never fix what you hate in yourself for only you can do that,
But I will always be there if you want someone to listen.
I hear the echoes of your agonizing mind and I can feel the pain through your eyes,
I know the screeches of your soul and tears inside your lies,
I know and feel your emptiness every time you say, "I'm Fine."

And I hear you laugh,
I see you smile,
I hold those precious memories for I know those small periods of time is still valued,
Never forgotten,
Never denied,
For I remember those times and know for a fact that you'll still be alright.
Because I will never give up on you,
For you are just in a cocoon right now,
But I see within you,
A butterfly.
Hello! This is a poem that I made for my friend that is suffering from depression and I just want to let her know that I'm here for her, don't worry though, I'm still gonna try to comfort and help her no matter what so she'll be okay. Also this is the first poem I published in this website so feel free to criticize and leave a comment, thanks.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 9/14
3.9k · Oct 2018
Epiphany
Mr Quiet Oct 2018
Awake,
Driven by the rush of blood that flows through my veins,
Eyes wide open as the raindrops fall on my face,
The storms have stopped,
My hurricane.

Mundane,
Yet I still keep going,
I don't care what it takes,
I'm going to be happy,
I won't let myself make me prosaic.

My caricatured heart,
You made,
You put it on display,
Laughed at what you hate,
Yet it was yours anyway.
We got too satire,
A monotonous childish play,
That everyone will eventually execrate.
Nevertheless, don't be ashamed,
Because you're not the only one going through the pain.

As the sun shined through my dismay,
I lie awake at a commonplace,
The continuous mess that I used to numb away,
I'm leaving this abyss of heartaches,
I'll climb 'till I see the light of day.
just some of my final thoughts about my situation before
3.6k · Sep 2018
Guilty
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
Waking up,
To just feel all the regrets in my head,
I didn't know where it lead,
Now I'm waiting for the world to end.

Seeing you,
And all the things we used to do.
And remembering what I did to you.
I caused this and now I'm seeing you,
With somebody new.

It's all my fault,
I hurt you and I broke your trust,
We shared our souls and I ripped it apart,
We promised we'd make it and now here we are.
Here we are.

I'm dancing in the darkness to distract my pain and sadness,
And you're probably in your room,
Crying and hoping it'll all end soon.
Oh how I was so stupid and I could've done something,
To prevent all of this from happening,
Now I'm just lying down in silence.
Wishing to travel back in time and make everything alright,
And I know it's just a fantasy but I'd rather dream than waking up and feeling this guilt inside.
This guilt inside.
I broke your heart and now you're feeling "fine".
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I don't want you to cry.
i never thought thought i'd break her heart and now i hate myself more than anybody else.
3.5k · Jul 2018
Do you love me?
Mr Quiet Jul 2018
To every sad songs,
To every sappy poems,
To every sentimental quotes,
Will you think of me?
And when you post those stories with all those heartbreaking words,
Will I think of me?

Have I ever made you happy?
And when I think that I've made you laugh and smile,
Are you just lying to me?
Because if I'm the reason why you're always breaking,
Please just tell me,
I am truly sorry.

You say you're a bad liar but then what does that make me?
A fool that wants to believe,
That you really are fine, that you really are clean.
You say you've already told me all your secrets,
But tell me honestly,
Do you really love me?
You told me so many times that you love me,
But do you love me?
Do you trust me?

To be honest, no words can explain the way I love you,
Have I ever I told you?
You're the only person I ever said "I love you" to.
I'd rather see you leave me so you can be happy,
Rather than you being sad with me,
I'd rather see you happy,
Than say you love me.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 11/14
3.2k · Sep 2018
Conclusion
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
I know you're moving on and I know that you'll be so strong,
If you can overcome your grief then hopefully you'll get over me,
I hope to see the day you'll pass by me and I won't even notice,
'Cause I'm not so used to seeing you so completely filled with focus,
On the joy you have received and all the life you've yet to see,
So hopefully you'll realize,
You are actually all you'll ever need.

Yes, I am a fool,
And yes, I have made many mistakes,
You won't forgive me, so I will just be on my own way.
'Cause I know the things that I know I used to say,
"You deserve the best."
So I should know you don't want me anymore,
You're happier when you see me less.
So I'll just go away,
Never again will I give you my mess.
I'll just go away and hope that you won't ever experience this again.
Be blessed.



























...and at this moment, I realized..
...that you and I deserve to be happy...
...and now I know I shouldn't empathize,
the demons that live in you and I,
I guess we both need to say goodbye,
and I promise this will be the very last time.
I'm done feeling this load of guilt and self-hatred,
hopefully you too.
I guess I'm done.
I'm done with the thought of you.
To the person that used to love me, you deserve someone better than me, I hope you find that person.
3.1k · Mar 2019
read this if you're ugly
Mr Quiet Mar 2019
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**** you beautiful *****
:)
2.7k · Sep 2018
Blanket
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
You are,
The joy in my life,
I feel,
Only comfort & delight,
With you.

You are,
Like a blanket,
That keeps me warm in my,
Cold room.

Please let me have this feeling longer,
Even though I know,
We're gone soon.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 7/14
2.7k · Jul 2018
Losing You
Mr Quiet Jul 2018
Hold on to me.
I cannot even bare the thought of losing you,
For you are already a part of me,
You are the sole purpose of why my heart beats.

Loving words,
Caring heart,
Breathtaking presence,
You tear me apart.
You love me so much,
As I also love you,
No words can measure the weight of my heart.
Where do I even start?

I'll always remember those times,
When we kept talking about our lives,
We talked and talked 'till past midnight,
We talked and we felt love inside.

You were there for me,
At my loneliest times,
During those depressing nights.
I thought no one would be that nice,
But then you proved me wrong,
And held me tight.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 12/14
2.4k · Sep 2018
Walang Utak
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
Maraming parusa,
Kapag nagmahal ka,
Hindi ko naman sinasadya,
Ako'y walang utak.

Atake mo na ang aking puso,
Kasalanan ko naman.
Nadamay ko na ang iyong buhay,
Ang iyong kawalang-sala ay pinatay.
Ako'y walang utak.
it was all my fault.
2.4k · Sep 2018
Till The End
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
And if I lied one day,
About how I feel for you,
Please know that moods can change,
But my love for you remains the same.

Crossed my heart and pinky promised,
I hope to God you stay awake,
And yes, I know promises won't last that long,
And yes, hearts can fail.

But I know that my heart is yours,
So please take it for it beats for you,
Till the end.
"When You Used To Call Me Mine"
Part 1/14
2.1k · Jul 2018
short poem for myself
Mr Quiet Jul 2018
Woke up, feeling bitter emptiness,
I only breathe the polluted air.
Love is here to make a mess,
Love only exists to bring despair.
Haha I'm so emotional.... and lame.
2.0k · Sep 2018
Beloved
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
And at your last smile,
Nobody will replace you,
You are my paradise,
My love,
You are my whole life.

And you will be drunk by my love for you.
Even at night or at the scorching sun,
I will walk along aslong as you're with me.

You are holding this heart of mine,
Be cautious with it.
My brain said, you will just drop it.
Can you say that he is wrong?
this is just the english version of "Sinta" incase you wanna know what it means hehe
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 2/14
1.8k · Mar 2019
truth.
Mr Quiet Mar 2019
Do men really just ignore the fact that women bleed every month and have *** and still manages to have the energy to handle men's *******? Like bruh, women really are superheroes.
now dats the TEA sis. HAPPY INTERNATIONAL WOMENS DAY!
1.7k · Sep 2018
Message From You & I
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
You and I,
Need to make you realize,
The worth in your life.

You are loved,
And I love you.

Trust me,
You don't want to die.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 6/14
Mr Quiet Apr 2019
I found myself sleeping on my life,
A reluctant and dependent soul was I,
I need to learn how to be by my side,
Inside my mind is a beast that's dying to be on the spotlight,
Inside me is more than what you have yet to see with your eyes,
A flower blooming so high it can reach up above the skies.

It took me months just to figure out what I have to decide,
I need to let our memories go because I don't want to live a lie,
Don't want to be anchored down with your voice and your smile,
I need to realize you don't want me anymore and I'm just in denial.

I've got to stop crying and I don't want to whine,
I don't need to drink wine just to get you off my mind,
I can no longer see you in sight,
I now just see the past I have once left behind.

I'm more than a romantic with no other purpose deep inside,
I want to break free and find what I have put aside,
My ambitions and my passions and my goals in my life,
I'll show you my other side.

Good morning, and in case I don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and good night!
Inspired by The Truman Show
1.5k · Apr 2019
Man
Mr Quiet Apr 2019
Man
An introspective voice within my mind have made me who I am today and in these days it gets harder to adapt and understand what our society and normality keeps spooning in our hats which overweight our minds to execrate what we can't understand.

In life we know we can't always have what we desire but despite the feeling of envy we should respect others and be inspired by their wealth and health to lead us into better paths of life which is only handed once so why not use it to help the tired and homeless and also the hopeless who you see at school but don't know they cut their wrists when they're alone in their room.

Sometimes you gotta realize depression exists, not only through shows that makes it look so legit and cool which we should not tolerate and we should put a stop to this, mental illness ain't a trend or an aesthetic and now its making me ******, I can see your IG stories, stop glorifying the things that made people cancel their existence. And so many people have gone through this, through anxiety and therapy and medication, and it don't help them if they were born with homosexuality 'cause their parents are part of the reality that they'll kick you out or beat you down if you were LGBT and I'm sick of all that nonsense if you're a Christian just like me, if you believed that God is love then why are they facing inhumanity.

I'm so sick all you Christians acting like the Pharisees,
Claiming you worship the God of love and then go curse the LGBT,
You really are a homophobic, hypocritical, narrow minded freak,
Go ahead and spread the Gospel even if you can't act what you believe in,
And please do read Romans 12 if it's the truth you wanna seek,
'Cause after all your lies, love should be without hypocrisy.

I'm just saying, I'm sick of society and all the hopeless things that they have done to me. I'm a slave for money and to the economy yet I know deep inside none of it benefit me or my dreams. But I won't care, nobody will mind 'cause I'm just another one of your "typical" guys so who am I to say such things like "love yourself" and "spread peace" when the world makes arrogance and ignorance its centerpiece.

Be kind, work hard, have respect and be decent.
How is that so hard for people especially to those who believe in God who's love and the model of perfection and correction and is supposed to teach aggresion is wrong but they keep raising their banners saying "HELL TO THE GAYS" and all that we can do is pray for better days.

But I won't take it anymore I'll use my voice as fire, hitting every ears that hears me and hope that this will inspires to make them think and make them realize the truth of the liars, the world is far from perfect but it can be decent if we tried harder. Man...
man...
1.4k · May 2019
You Win, I Miss You
Mr Quiet May 2019
It's been too long
I long for you when I'm alone
And even if I'm not
I know it's not that easy to move on

It's been too long
I was so slow and now you're cold
You pretend like I don't exist
You act like we've never met at all

You win, I miss you.

Can't take it anymore
I know you hate me for all I know
You don't want to see me
Can't stand to see me at all

It's been a year and we're still playing games
Ignoring each other as we pass by the hallways
Now I think of the days where we chat all day, all night and still had our ways
Our jokes, our laughs, our nights at Sundays.

You win, I miss you.

I'm moving on
But it takes so long
I'm moving on
Yet I still play our songs
******* why am i like this
1.3k · Mar 2019
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Mr Quiet Mar 2019
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1.2k · Nov 2018
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Mr Quiet Nov 2018
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You love to fall for people that you know you barely even know,
Yet you get upset when you don't get all the cuddles because your brain is slow,
Ain't that funny though?
You fall only to feed your ego.

Miscommunication which lead you to feel feelings for someone you know isn't into your charm,
Now you're confused when she told you she don't want your affections 'cause she knows she don't want any harm.
You romanticize the feeling of your loneliness which creates this void for the hopeless romantic,
Which was all just you and your narcissistic conscience and now you've just redirected your own tactic.

Exaggerate your friend's intentions to convince yourself that they only want your love,
You only cared for them when they cared about you because them caring for themselves, for you, isn't enough.
Don't be surprised now that you're on your own,
You knew you were a snitch,
Because you crave for anyone's attention and affection 'cause you're too hollow to have yourself fixed.
i have no idea wut im writing about... Well i do but im not entirely sure.
1.2k · Feb 2019
Modernity Has Failed Us
Mr Quiet Feb 2019
Dying romantically over a bridge,
Taking snaps on our phones as we cut our wrists,
Let's go make fun of all the suicidal kids,
Mental illness is the trend,
Let's make money out of this.

Post tweets.
Tell them about you wanting to end your life.
Click. Send.
Now lets brag about how many people retweet and like.
IG stories.
The highlights of the night,
Show them your depression.
Then delete before sunrise,
Pics of sad poems,
Then pics of memes,
#relatable, right?

We're like a sponge filled with heavy solemness,
As we sqeeze our anxieties and drink our stress,
We all use drugs to treat our mess,
But we ain't redeemed yet,
Sweet Jesus, please make the pain less.

Drink out of misery,
It all turns out fine,
The first thirty minutes will be heaven for your mind,
Enjoy what is left,
Ignore and leave your problems behind,
They'll come back for sure but atleast you had a hell of a time.

Put the chemicals in,
Snort the*******,
If you're not gonna shoot in your school,
Atleast destroy your brain.
Put the chemicals in,
Enjoy what is left of your sanity.
Crystal ****.
Amphetamine.
A minor inconvenience that leads your death into ambiguity.

Our insecurities has never been more expressed or shown,
From all the popular kids with all their Gucci clothes,
Go ahead, make money out of the things that you don't know.
Go ahead, make money out of us since we're the joke.

We are the joke.
kids don't want rifles, they want Supreme.
1.1k · Sep 2018
Moon
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
I don't want to be sad when I look at you,
But the fact that the world just wants us to be two,
It gives me gloom,
And I know it makes you depressed too.
I just want to lay on the grass,
While we look into the moon.

We can't change our fate,
Unfortunately,
A day will come where you won't have me.
A day where we say our goodbyes and be,
Drama queens.
Please don't cry on that day,
Because it hurts just as much,
As when I see you leave.

Oh, please don't cry...

Just cheer up,
Oh, please cheer up for me.
Oh, please don't cry,
Don't cry when you see me leave.

I'll always be there when you look into the moon,
Because by then,
You'll just be....

Looking at me too.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 4/8
1.1k · Sep 2018
4 AM
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
Been walking with you lately in the dark,
It seems as though we're gonna have another start.
Yet this time without each other, yes,
I'm very self aware that we're gonna be apart.

And I know that you notice how you made me worried,
'Cause I want you to know,
How much I genuinely care about you.
'Cause your loss of hope is beating me down,
So I'm sorry that I keep trying to move that frown upside-down.

At least that temporary smile will still come around,
And when it happens I hope you enjoy it as,
As much as I have now.
Depression feels eternal again,
Now nothing bothers you anymore.
People say "Only you can save yourself.",
But you lift my soul when we talk just because we're "bored."

'Cause when you say you're "fine" I just want to hug you tight,
Until my heartbeat reaches your spine,
Until it makes you smile.
Now I lie awake until 4 AM,
Because now everything reminds me of you again.

And I know you don't want me to care so much,
But I just want to let you know,
You deserve the love you've given to me too.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 5/14
1.0k · Sep 2018
Forever?
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
Time flies by so fast,
It feels like a heart attack.
Each second I spend with you,
Could inevitably be my last.

But is it ever going to change?
This feeling we have,
Will it last forever?
Even though we know someday we'll stop,
Stop talking and forget our names.

Why can't we just spend our days,
Talking about our life,
Our dreams and our ways.
Or why can't we just spend our nights,
Gazing at the stars,
At the ocean skies,
Beneath the moonlight.

Someday we will change,
Hopefully...


Just not today.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 4/14
1.0k · Oct 2018
i'm loving myself tonight.
Mr Quiet Oct 2018
I've been spending all this night alone,
I've been giving all this love to myself,
I hope you're not just on your own,
But I'm still giving all this love to myself.

I could say the thoughts of you in my head my farewell,
I could say I'm alone but I'm still gaining happiness from myself
I'm no longer bothered with the thought of you with someone else,
'Cause my mind is focused on me for once,
I couldn't care less.

So this is my goodbye,
To all the troubling thoughts that entered in my mind,
Don't get me wrong me wrong though,
I don't hate you,
But having you in my head seems to make me upset,
But no more,
Not anymore.

You are not the problem,
It's my head,
I keep making myself sad for pointless reason in the end.
I don't want to blame you and myself,
Mistakes happens even if you are or aren't perfect.

You don't deserve all this hate,
My mind & soul tried to make,
You are just human,
It's okay to have mistakes,
But we're through,
Because I'm not letting me and you,
Do the same things we used to do,
I hated that cycle so it's better if you also try to move.
im gonna stop myself from being pathetic for once
1.0k · Sep 2018
Silent Thoughts
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
All those thoughts,
Silent thoughts,
Are gone.
We don't want to have perplexed talks.

Try to keep an open mind and try to think because instead of judging quickly, you're just being annoying, like do you want to be dead?
I have some thoughts in my head that seems to keep coming back, can't seem to take it anymore, I'll just release it instead.

Tell me all the times that you mocked what I loved, tried to sink my dreams when I had all my hopes up. Said the world won't think I'll ever be enough for them, so I keep myself to myself, afraid of judgment so I just pretended to be someone else.

But what if I loved myself? What if I loved myself instead? 'Cause that's what they keep saying in my head. They think it's easy to love ourselves. Well.

Well I have concluded in my mind that nobody will be that nice even if you try so hard to make other people realize about the things you do for them and hopefully they'll make amends for the stupid things they've done or say that ruins your entire day, but I just won't be enough for them.

I'm just saying, I'm sick of society and all the pointless things that they have done to me. I'm a slave for money and to the economy, yet I know deep inside none of it benefits me or my dreams. But I won't care, nobody will mind. I'm just another one of your ''typical'' guys so who am I to say to love yourselves when our world gives us so many things to sell, like violence, ***, ignorance and all the ludicrous gun shells.

But love yourself, right?

It's harder to love yourself when the world makes many standards about ourselves. You can't eat too much, cannot say what you want if it's not what they want to hear, you cannot do what you love, cannot do what you love. 'Cause you know the money is not enough, not enough. And if you try to be yourself maybe the world will accept you, if you're normal. 'Cause you know if you come out, your parents will open the door and hope that you never come back, so is it really worth all that? To not have your family's back? You can choose what you want, but prepare for some feedback.

Talk about school, talk about dreams, talk about all the plans you have that seems to be a mess if that make sense 'cause you have no idea what'll happen next. But that's okay, it's not your fault that you're a mess, 'cause I gotta confess, the world don't want you to be the best.

We don't deserve this.
tbh i dont even know the full meaning to this 'çause I didn't think much when making this, I was just in a very bad mood smh.
973 · Sep 2018
You
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
You
You,
Brought my soul to paradise,
You,
Also made me feel like I want to die,

You,
Are like an angel when you smile,
Too bad we fell apart,
Can we go back to the start for awhile?

You,
Are always in my head.
Please,
Don't let go, don't lose hope.
Stay with me instead.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 8/14
828 · Aug 2019
Penpal
Mr Quiet Aug 2019
Does it hurt? Loving someone you will never meet?
And i oop-
801 · Mar 2019
please forget me
Mr Quiet Mar 2019
Your life hurts and I can't save you,
And I feel like hell for promising better days,
You're depressed and I'd I hate to hate you,
I know my love won't fix you so I prayed.

I tried, I tried and I tried.
But you still cry, cry, cry and cry.

I feel so selfish for leaving you,
I knew you were hurt and broken.
I knew you had family issues,
And then I made you not believe in love again.

Promises were broken,
We were going down,
We knew where we're going,
I guess we're both criminals,
And victims at the same time,
We were both too young,
But deep inside I know it was my fault all along.

Please forget me.
701 · Apr 2019
Wallflower
Mr Quiet Apr 2019
Breathe in
Breathe out
You can make it past midnight
You can endure the crowd
Locked eyes
Small talks
Don't stare for too long
Don't talk to the walls.

But as the walls talked back and as the crowd faded away
I found comfort behind the silence
The sanctuary inside my pain
I saw no eyes
I saw no face
The only thing I saw was the infinite thoughts of my brain
A void of eternal sunshine that have put my attention astray
Avoid the sounds of each voices that comes outside of your inner-space.

Emotions
Commotions
An introduction to my soul
A faint whisper of my conscience speaks to me
Warns me of it's own destruction
Warns me of what could behold
What it fears
What it loves
What it trusts
What it holds
The complex continuity of my emotions in which my mind can barely control
Leading to a mass of questions from my cerebrum that leaves my answers untold
Why am I like this?
Confusing the wisdom that I already know.

As the sound of the crowd faded smaller and smaller
I fell in my cosmos and began to question everything
And everything became meaningless
But to find the meaning in the meaningless has become the same question as to why we exist.

Breathe in
Breathe out
You can make it until midnight
You can endure the crowd
Locked eyes
Small talks
Don't stare for too long
Don't talk to the walls.
this is a poem i guess
623 · Dec 2018
tbh
Mr Quiet Dec 2018
tbh
All my feelings stayed the same,
With the hope of someday it'll just fade away...
But I know it won't,
Yet I know we've changed,
But I wish you'd know,
I still feel the same.
ye
579 · Sep 2018
The Start Of A Heartbreak
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
Can't you see me in the darkness?
Dancing hollowly to strive for a desperate happiness.
I can see you're being ruthless,
But I hope that you're also feeling this,
As you hide it through your bitterness.

This is the start of a heartbreak.
Feeling this guilt because of my mistake.
This is the start of my intoxicating mess.
Hopefully you'll get over me,
And you'll forget me just like the rest.
mixed emotions got me like
557 · Dec 2018
Belief
Mr Quiet Dec 2018
This hollow feeling that I want to erase,
In which leaves me to the temptation of every distraction I have yet to face,
I want answers and I want faith,
I want to believe.

I encountered you for some time,
Felt the Spirit but the doubts still intertwined,
Coincidences and Feelings are what I thought entered my mind,
Or atleast that's what I thought.
But then again who am I to say that,
I am lost.

I constantly find a way to disperse myself from finding the truth,
And I want to know it but I'm in disbelief of You,
I feel nothing but feelings that is chemicals in my brain but I still want to believe it's your calls that makes me question my faith.
Is it You?
I want to know but I feel like I'm being pulled when I get closer to the truth.

I want to believe,
I'm lost and I beg and I plead,
And I just want You to cleanse my belief,
Make it all stop,
I want to feel redeemed.
here's me questioning my faith in God yet again. Yay
533 · Feb 2019
2018
Mr Quiet Feb 2019
Car lights.
Sunday nights.
Backseats.
Swing set.
The smell of you hair.
Familiar scent.
Your eyes.
Our stares.

Love you to the moon? I'd give you the universe if I could.

4 AM.
Late texts.
Birthday note.
Lying to my parents.
Self-harm.
Your face.
Our break.
Silence.
Self-hate.

Car lights.
Sunday nights.
words are images that is in your mind, here's a few words that makes 2018 mine.
528 · Sep 2018
Deep Inside
Mr Quiet Sep 2018
And as I lay on my bed in the middle of the night,
It just never stops, doesn't it?
I have pushed away the memories and emotions like you wanted me too,
I haved pushed it all away for myself too.
But...



Deep inside....




I miss you...



I miss how you'd look me into the eyes as we told each other jokes,
I miss how we'd make each other laugh when we knew things would get worse,
I miss how you'd write hidden notes on my books so when I study I have a reason to smile,
I miss how you'd lay on my shoulder and forget about the entire universe just to have that moment with me,
And then you'd fall asleep,
Knowing you were safe on my shoulder.
And then you would wake up and gave me that look...


The look that no words can verbally describe for it has gone way beyond words and literaure for description,
But it felt like I was already in paradise.


But deep inside, no matter how much you hate me and have gone through such lengths to forget about me and wished how we should've never met and how you wish I would just dissapear....


And I wish I could hate you too and just regret every single memory with you so it would be easier to forget you and move on but.... **** it...



I love you.
I want to go back. Why can't I just go back?
522 · Dec 2018
smh
Mr Quiet Dec 2018
smh
quite ironic that my heart tells me to let go yet it still beats for you
careful now its sad boi hours
513 · Mar 2019
Introvert
Mr Quiet Mar 2019
I find myself in the middle of the classroom, surrounded by all my friends, I am quiet.
I find myself in a living room with my family, I am quiet.
But why?
Is it the laziness to speak to others and waste their time over an episode of awkward silences?
The fear of talking about something I am interested in and them disagreeing about it and proceeding into an hour debate and argument?
The awareness that my opinions aren't the same with their's?
The awareness that my opinions doesn't really matter to them because all they want me to be is to be someone that just follows along in their rules and their humor and their interest and will instantly brush me off if my opinions doesn't go with their's?

I live in fear of the consequences of my thoughts that is in need of a voice outside of my skull, thoughts that were meant to be talked about and acknowledged yet it is now belittled and pushed away.
I live in a world of blasphemous people and hypocrites, claiming that they welcome everyone, accepting of all voices and people, but I have seen their true faces and their hidden smirks behind their fake compliments.

I am not quiet but I am cautious.
Introverts are not flaws but are a result of a loud society, unacccepting of voices that doesn't compliment their thoughts.
503 · Mar 2019
Cherry Blossoms
Mr Quiet Mar 2019
Look into the ceiling,
Watch me go all over the world with you.

Hands held tight till we bleed and
Hopefully we'll make our scars have a new
Meaning to the stars that we'll sleep in.

Cherry blossoms raining.
We can turn our lives into a film,
Where we dance in the planetarium.
The petals in your eyes that's falling
Tells me that the seasons going into an end,
But i know you'll come back again,
I'll make sure i'll be there stronger than a stem.

Well hello
Again.
Is this the end,
Or the winter that spring can't seem to comprehend?
to be honest i dont even know what i was saying
492 · Jan 2019
Sunday Nights
Mr Quiet Jan 2019
No,
I'm not even gonna lie,
I still miss having you by my side.
Oh,
I would like to say hello,
But I know that ain't helping me to let go,
Of you.

But now I'm always reminiscing,
How did I ever lose you?
And now I'm always getting the feeling,
That you're also trying to forget about us too.

No more lying,
I still miss the smell of you hair on my shoulder.
No more hiding,
I still miss the smile you give when I come over.

Text me back like we always used to,
Tell me 'bout your day and I'll always say "I love you",
Like usual.

Sunday nights were highlights of my week,
Where we'd hangout in the backseat of the car,
And I'd always catch you falling asleep,
On me.

I know you'll never know what I feel,
'Cause we're not more than friends.
I would like to say "I love you",
But I can't...
I can't.
my friend actually wrote the ending of the lyrics a long time and today it inspired me to write this whole poem/song so thanks
491 · Aug 2019
Star Trek
Mr Quiet Aug 2019
Stuck in this train
We're hours away
From the memories we've yet to create
Stars form to collide
To expand
And to die
Here we are on this warm day

Do you wish to stay?
Do you miss the train?
Do you think we're made this way?

Time only moves and people are what changes
You shouldn't hold on to something if it has already faded
A form of writing can save you from all the emotions that you hated
And for that we found each other through all those empty pages

Do you wish to stay?
Do you miss his face?
Do you think we're made this way?

I feel homesick
Can't sleep
My pain away
I know you feel
The same way

Empty pages
We wrote
Our mistakes
Now i give it to you
My friend

Who knows
Maybe friendships
Transcends through lifetimes
I give you the back pages
Of Star Trek
To a friend who shared a part of her soul into the back pages of my book, our poetries are written in the depths of my heart in which I will never forget.
440 · Mar 2019
Denver
Mr Quiet Mar 2019
The boy lost in love
Confliction and confusion
Yet truce still arise
a haiku of a character i made named Denver
432 · Mar 2019
kids
Mr Quiet Mar 2019
I just want to be an adult.

I don't want to pay taxes.
I don't want to pay bills.
I don't want to book my own appointments.
I don't want to buy my own pills.

I just want to be an adult.

I don't want to pay rent.
I don't want a 9 to 5 job.
I just want my parent's money.
'Cause I don't know how to apply for a job.
I don't want my own kids.
I don't want responsibilities.
I don't want to do groceries.
I just want to do as I will.

I just want to be an adult.
can I be an actual 9 year old again? those were peaceful times.
Mr Quiet Dec 2018
How do people expect me to move on if everytime I look at you, all the memories of us punches me in the face.
smh
418 · Oct 2018
Zemblanity
Mr Quiet Oct 2018
Minds have made up and the decisions are clear,
The universe said "no" and now we are here,
Regrets have filled your mind and our memories gives me fear.
Never again, no.
Never again.

Your absence is a warning that you don't want me near,
So my heart had let you go so I could wipe away my tears,
And turn it into art,
To make use of how I feel,
Even though all I wanted was for it to dissappear.

My empathetic-self has shut down to spare my soul from another pain,
Another heartbreak that I know I will soon obtain,
And now I realized the epiphany I should've knew back in our earlier days.
This zemblanity that was blinded by our stupid, childish ways.
Thinking our problems would just all go away and thinking it was the universe that put us together was to blame,
But in the end it was just our mistake,
It just wasn't our fate.


































But hey,
It's not your fault,
In fact I should be the one to blame,
And I know I should've stopped it but now it's already too late,
And I wish that I could just go back to those times just for one day,
I could've made a change for the both of us,
To take back all the pain.
All the pain.
All the darkness that was brought to us that lead you and I to shame,
And made us look pathetic and took our only hope away.
But now times have changed.
We suffered the consequences and hated the pain and hated each other and now you hate hearing my name,
But hey,
That's okay,
That's okay.
Because now I have moved on, and I hope you too,
This zemblanity we embraced together was an experience for you,
Now I hope you know what you should and shouldn't pursue,
And don't let anyone blind you like what you know I'd do,
Goodbye,
My dlut,
But please know that I will always love you.
people change, people move on. but the feelings we had back then were real and we shouldn't deny it. Yes, i have moved on, for real this time, but she'll always have a place in my heart.
415 · Mar 2019
Jules
Mr Quiet Mar 2019
Deep into her wounds
She has never found herself
Nor will any man
But only pain will free her
She said to herself
another haiku.
My new EP "s e r e n d i p i t y" is out now on Soundcloud! Hope you enjoy it :)) https://soundcloud.com/user-630763630/sets/s-e-r-e-n-d-i-p-i-t-y
415 · Jul 2019
Winter
Mr Quiet Jul 2019
The inevitable end
Yet the endless beginning
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