Minds have made up and the decisions are clear,
The universe said "no" and now we are here,
Regrets have filled your mind and our memories gives me fear.
Never again, no.
Your absence is a warning that you don't want me near,
So my heart had let you go so I could wipe away my tears,
And turn it into art,
To make use of how I feel,
Even though all I wanted was for it to dissappear.
My empathetic-self has shut down to spare my soul from another pain,
Another heartbreak that I know I will soon obtain,
And now I realized the epiphany I should've knew back in our earlier days.
This zemblanity that was blinded by our ******, childish ways.
Thinking our problems would just all go away and thinking it was the universe that put us together was to blame,
But in the end it was just our mistake,
It just wasn't our fate.
It's not your fault,
In fact I should be the one to blame,
And I know I should've stopped it but now it's already too late,
And I wish that I could just go back to those times just for one day,
I could've made a change for the both of us,
To take back all the pain.
All the pain.
All the darkness that was brought to us that lead you and I to shame,
And made us look pathetic and took our only hope away.
But now times have changed.
We suffered the consequences and hated the pain and hated each other and now you hate hearing my name,
Because now I have moved on, and I hope you too,
This zemblanity we embraced together was an experience for you,
Now I hope you know what you should and shouldn't pursue,
And don't let anyone blind you like what you know I'd do,
But please know that I will always love you.
people change, people move on. but the feelings we had back then were real and we shouldn't deny it. Yes, i have moved on, for real this time, but she'll always have a place in my heart.