Awake,
Driven by the rush of blood that flows through my veins,
Eyes wide open as the raindrops fall on my face,
The storms have stopped,
My hurricane.

Mundane,
Yet I still keep going,
I don't care what it takes,
I'm going to be happy,
I won't let myself make me prosaic.

My caricatured heart,
You made,
You put it on display,
Laughed at what you hate,
Yet it was yours anyway.
We got too satire,
A monotonous childish play,
That everyone will eventually execrate.
Nevertheless, don't be ashamed,
Because you're not the only one going through the pain.

As the sun shined through my dismay,
I lie awake at a commonplace,
The continuous mess that I used to numb away,
I'm leaving this abyss of heartaches,
I'll climb 'till I see the light of day.
just some of my final thoughts about my situation before
Mr Quiet Oct 12
I'm questioning everything and I got something to say,
Being heartbroken, secluded has made me completely insane,
But overall I felt dumb and then it all suddenly hit my brain,
Why did I let me break me when I know in the beginning you won't stay?

Hurting myself with doubt, always making me down, you didn't tear me down, I did it all by myself.
"But maybe I could've done something"
Maybe I should shut up and just be on my way,
You're done with me,
And I'm moving on,
End of the debate,
Yet I'm not done with this song.

I'm questioning everything that exists in my brain so it can exit and I can be me again.
Can I be me again from the time I was ten and so careless without me breaking hearts and losing friends?
Can you forgive me after all those bad events and hopefully we can talk about it using past tense?
But nevermind, I guess we are those past tenses.

Thinking about all the times we had fun and had a good laugh and had a good run,
Reminiscing times that ended our hearts,
From beating for one other,
'Cause now we're apart.

And now I am done,
Breaking myself 'cause now you're having fun with all your friends,
It's time for me to stop,
It's time for me to stop.

On and on again.
Stop.
why do i keep thinking she'll come back, it gotta stop tbh
Mr Quiet Oct 9
I've been spending all this night alone,
I've been giving all this love to myself,
I hope you're not just on your own,
But I'm still giving all this love to myself.

I could say the thoughts of you in my head my farewell,
I could say I'm alone but I'm still gaining happiness from myself
I'm no longer bothered with the thought of you with someone else,
'Cause my mind is focused on me for once,
I couldn't care less.

So this is my goodbye,
To all the troubling thoughts that entered in my mind,
Don't get me wrong me wrong though,
I don't hate you,
But having you in my head seems to make me upset,
But no more,
Not anymore.

You are not the problem,
It's my head,
I keep making myself sad for pointless reason in the end.
I don't want to blame you and myself,
Mistakes happens even if you are or aren't perfect.

You don't deserve all this hate,
My mind & soul tried to make,
You are just human,
It's okay to have mistakes,
But we're through,
Because I'm not letting me and you,
Do the same things we used to do,
I hated that cycle so it's better if you also try to move.
im gonna stop myself from being pathetic for once
Mr Quiet Oct 6
Minds have made up and the decisions are clear,
The universe said "no" and now we are here,
Regrets have filled your mind and our memories gives me fear.
Never again, no.
Never again.

Your absence is a warning that you don't want me near,
So my heart had let you go so I could wipe away my tears,
And turn it into art,
To make use of how I feel,
Even though all I wanted was for it to dissappear.

My empathetic-self has shut down to spare my soul from another pain,
Another heartbreak that I know I will soon obtain,
And now I realized the epiphany I should've knew back in our earlier days.
This zemblanity that was blinded by our ******, childish ways.
Thinking our problems would just all go away and thinking it was the universe that put us together was to blame,
But in the end it was just our mistake,
It just wasn't our fate.


































But hey,
It's not your fault,
In fact I should be the one to blame,
And I know I should've stopped it but now it's already too late,
And I wish that I could just go back to those times just for one day,
I could've made a change for the both of us,
To take back all the pain.
All the pain.
All the darkness that was brought to us that lead you and I to shame,
And made us look pathetic and took our only hope away.
But now times have changed.
We suffered the consequences and hated the pain and hated each other and now you hate hearing my name,
But hey,
That's okay,
That's okay.
Because now I have moved on, and I hope you too,
This zemblanity we embraced together was an experience for you,
Now I hope you know what you should and shouldn't pursue,
And don't let anyone blind you like what you know I'd do,
Goodbye,
My dlut,
But please know that I will always love you.
people change, people move on. but the feelings we had back then were real and we shouldn't deny it. Yes, i have moved on, for real this time, but she'll always have a place in my heart.
Mr Quiet Sep 30
Can't you see me in the darkness?
Dancing hollowly to strive for a desperate happiness.
I can see you're being ruthless,
But I hope that you're also feeling this,
As you hide it through your bitterness.

This is the start of a heartbreak.
Feeling this guilt because of my mistake.
This is the start of my intoxicating mess.
Hopefully you'll get over me,
And you'll forget me just like the rest.
mixed emotions got me like
Mr Quiet Sep 28
You
You,
Brought my soul to paradise,
You,
Also made me feel like I want to die,

You,
Are like an angel when you smile,
Too bad we fell apart,
Can we go back to the start for awhile?

You,
Are always in my head.
Please,
Don't let go, don't lose hope.
Stay with me instead.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 8/14
Mr Quiet Sep 28
You are,
The joy in my life,
I feel,
Only comfort & delight,
With you.

You are,
Like a blanket,
That keeps me warm in my,
Cold room.

Please let me have this feeling longer,
Even though I know,
We're gone soon.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
Part 7/14
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