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Gray Jun 2018
A gentle breeze sways the fragile branch.
The hoard of dead leaves pours in like an avalanche.
Slowly they fall, slowly they plunged.
One green leaf is regrettably expunged.
He lays alone, he sets isolated.  
The sturdy oak is devastated.

A brutal breeze shakes the puny limb.
The sight of the leaves departing would make anyone feel grim.
Quickly they descend, hastily they lunge.
Another green leaf is regrettably expunged.
Both lay alone, both lay separated.
The sturdy oak is devastated.
Gray Jun 2018
The blanket is warm.
I am not like the blanket.

My room is warm.
I am not like my room.

The stairway is warm.
I am not like the stairway.

The kitchen is warm.
I am not like my kitchen.

The inside of my fridge is freezing.
I am freezing.
Gray May 2018
I wake up, it's already almost afternoon​.
My face looks like a gross greasy spoon​.
Now I'm hauling myself out of bed​.
I think to myself I rather be dead​.
I just don't understand why​,
My eyes just feel like they want to cry.​
Immediately I am collapsing down those wooden stairs​.
I feel like I'm descending into my own personal dark eternal despairs.
Now I am eating expired corn flakes​.
Here's another tally mark to my list of headaches​.
To answer your burning question​,
Yes, that's right I do have depression.

I'm on my way to my boring average school​.
I can already tell the day will be cruel​,
Just by seeing all the other loud students​.
Oh, heck I think I forgot to take my antidepressants​
I think I rather pass​,
On heading over to math class​.
If I don't finish all these problematic math equations​,
I'll be forced to take even more medications​.
Finally, the bell rings​.
Everyone else starts to pack up their things.​
I do the same as the rest​.
That's right, I am still depressed.
This one was meant for an ELA project i did awhile ago.
It's meant to be ruthless, but in a 'funny' kind of way.
Gray Jun 2018
The sun is up today!
But suddenly, the clouds start growing gray
Right now all we can do is pray,
"Please have the dark clouds delayed"
Just be ready when I once again say:
The sun is up today!
It's good having a small happy one every now and then.
Gray Jun 2018
Y’all know what i like to marry?
A great big round blueberry!

Oh, the way it tastes on my slimy tongue is very sweet.
Soon all other food items will be obsolete.

There are many reasons why blueberries are so great.
One reason is that they’ll surely cause you to lose weight.

What’s another reason why they're so impressive?
They will definitely not cause a mental illness that will make you depressive.

Come on pal, there’s no rationality to dislike.
Go on now, just take a bite.
Gray Jun 2018
Isn’t hard to comprehend,
How easy it is to lose a friend?
Over time they can just wash away,
It doesn’t matter how much they want you to stay.
Those kind of relationships can be very fragile,
Which means you must be always agile.
If you choose to keep your love for them unknown,
Then you might just find yourself all alone.
Gray Jun 2018
I scooped up a shovel full of dark brown dirt.
The midday sun beats down causing sweat to drench my t-shirt.

Soon this will be all over, right?
I guess i’ll feel more at ease when it becomes night.

Another scoop of thick hard soil.
With each motion i feel my burning arms recoil.

I cannot believe i got myself into this.
This is something I’ll definitely never be able to dismiss.

Is it wrong that I am barely feeling guilty?
I think i’m more concerned how my clothes are so filthy.

I roughly once again dig deep into the earth with a large amount of force.
Perhaps there will be one day where i’ll finally feel remorse.

Finally the hole is covered.
Fingers crossed that it doesn’t ever get discovered
Gray Jun 2018
I just cannot stand confrontation.
It’s simply the worst possible frustration.

Nothing can escape the spiteful comments that people thoughtlessly threw aside.
Might as well call it the friendship suicide.

All this yelling gets me feeling so worn out and tired.
Leading to me being uninspired.

I end up losing all forms of motivation,
And rather stay hidden completely in isolation.

Why would i want to stick around and listen to my friends argue?
It would be toxic to absorb in that painfully dark hue.

I would rather be alone than experience anymore confrontation,
After all I believe it to be one of the worst traits of any given conversation.

Wouldn’t it be nice if we all just get along?
Why keep contributing to making everything go so horribly wrong?
Gray Jun 2018
“What are you doing up so late?”
My friend has been asking that very question for six days straight.
“Why do you even care?” I respond with a rude tone.
Instead of them worrying i rather be alone.
“Are you doing well in school?”
My principal asks me as if i was some fool.
“Why should it matter to you?” i respond coldly.
With an attitude like that it’s no surprise she soon scolds me.
“Hey! You could hang out with us if you want”
A group of guys ask me nonchalant.
“So i can be bored all night long? I say with a frown.
Can’t anybody realize i don't want them around?
If you could only understand how i'm feeling,
I’d think you’d realize why socializing is so unappealing.
If you cannot make the correct guess,
Than it’s better if you chose not to continue to press.
This one is kind of edgy, so I guess it's from the point of view of a pessimistic person.
Gray Jun 2018
Hey! It’s me, the guy of your dreams!
Wow, what’s with you and all those awful screams?

Oh? You’re wondering how I got inside your head?
That’s a story for another day, so don’t continue to dread.

Okay so you’re really going to repeatedly ask?
Just trust me on this, it was no simple task.

All that matters is that I am finally here.
I hope you can tell that I’m truly trying to be sincere,

But it seems you’re not so fond of me.
I promise you, I’m the whole package, i guarantee!

I didn’t come here for nothing, so go on and hush.
It’s just.. Well.. I love you, and you’re my crush!
Someone wanted me to help them write a 'love' poem, and as you can see i am not so good with affection : )
Gray Jun 2018
Guess what?
I just ate an entire coconut!

Shell and all,
Because i aint a weakling y’all!

At first i must admit it was hard to crack,
But you guys know strength is something that i don’t lack.

Gosh the milk inside was ever so refreshing.
I swear to you those coconuts are a real blessing!

Oh great I’m once again starting to get hungry.
Do you guys want to share some among us three?

If not, i guess that’s alright,
But i think it would be best if you got out of my sight.
Gray Jun 2018
There sits the hungry homeless man.
When he reaches inside his pocket he found little.
The man would certainly need more to be bountiful.

On the other side of the street sits the noble wealthy man,
That man hasn’t ever had a single care.
In fact, he surpasses being a millionaire.

Suddenly the poor man faints due to starvation.
The noble man looks away.
That poor man is gross, and bares a horrible disarray.

The public walks past him, and does nothing in his aid.
That homeless man is dying.
And of course the public is denying.

Hours later, another homeless woman runs towards him.
Her tears will soon be shed,
For that man is already dead.
I don't know about this one, but it's worth a shot eh?
Gray Jun 2018
You tossed me on the heated ground.
Clank!
The way you could just get rid of me makes me astound.

One moment, you’re holding me tight in your firm hand.
Slurp!
Now I am resting here on the scolding beach sand.

I understand that you were once thirsty,
Argh!
But was it worth it because now this place is *****?
Gray Jun 2018
Beep! Beep! Beep! Beep!
No no! There’s no more time to sleep!
It’s so early, i might just give up,
But for some reason i decide to sit up.
Here i am now, climbing out of my warmness.
The amount of rest i got was certainly not enormous.
My hand rubs against my aching head.
I look at my watch, and i am filled with dread.
I have so much built up stress.
My hair is quite the mess.
I am the opposite of a total success.
Down the stairs into the kitchen, there he is, my dad.
Is he mad?
Oh no, he spotted me.
This isn’t going to end well, i guarantee.
This morning ritual we share seems like an anti jubilee
“Xavier, you stubborn mule!
Why must you always break my simplest rule?
Why must you always be late for school?”
I look at him and force a painfully strained smile.
His expression doesn’t improve. It just gets more hostile
Here comes another lecture that will probably never be done.
I guess this is what i deserve for being such an awful son.
Gray Jun 2018
I rather be at home in my own bed.

(When I’m asleep no one can hear me whispering.)

I like how everyone can be controlled inside my own head.

(When I’m asleep no one can hear me speaking.)

I can even pretend to view into my future by 'looking' ahead.

(When I’m asleep no one can hear me screaming.)

I really like how i can permanently make sure that i am never again misled.

(When I’m asleep no one can hear me weeping.)

I love being at home in my own bed.
Gray Jun 2018
I wish i could let go of all my cares.
Just as if they were all feathers scattered in the air.
My problems fly up left,
And my worries drift away towards the right.

I wish i could only keep all my emotions pure.
Good thoughts, wishes, hopes.
All of those would stick to me like glue.
Leaving me, a complete person.

I wish i could blend in with all the others,
And learn how to wholeheartedly accept affection.
If only i wasn’t so deprived from it,
When i was still young.

I wish i was able to concentrate,
Without my mind wandering off.
I feel like i'm floating through cool streams of water.
My thoughts, straying away like a pool noodle.

But, wishing isn’t getting, right?
I can wish and want all day,
And still end up with nothing.
In the end, my yearnings weigh equal to a feather.
Gray Jun 2018
Feelings that never end.
Over and over again they repeat.
Readiness to stop is unknown.
Each day each moment.
Venturing off into a timeline unknown.
Everything no longer makes sense.
Reckless behavior is bound to happen.
Gray Jun 2018
Empty white room only a light bulb remains.
“Stay here, and think.”

About what? Nothing to do, but look.
Looking at the light bulb.

Blank room.
Empty mind, empty mind.

They slam the door behind them.
Left alone for the first time.

Empty room.
Blank mind, blank mind.

What am i supposed to think about?
I plop myself onto the white floor.

Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing.
Light bulb hangs.

I stand up.
Walk towards.

Light bulb.
Pull switch.

Click!
Light!

But the room already was lit,
Despite the lightbulb being out.

Please, remove me from this place.
Blank mind. Empty room.

I have no light bulb inside my head.
They are disappointed.
Gray Jun 2018
Before i got out of bed everything was going okay,
But that’s before i knew that this was going to be the last good day.

I come out of my room and noticed my family gathered around.
The feeling in the room was painfully profound.

“What’s going on?” I asked in confusion.
I only wanted to end this feeling of exclusion.

Each one of them responded with a slight whine.
Their answer sent a shiver down my unsure spine.

“Please, I am very confused,” i say this time more intensely.
The fear building up inside was growing immensely.

Someone softly whispers, “Come on dear, just go back into your room.”
I can tell by their tone that they’re full of dreadful gloom.

Without hesitation i start to walk away.
What is with them today?
Gray Jun 2018
He is ill today.
He needs to sleep.
He cannot for he isn’t feeling okay.

His mind is drifting into the deep.
Everything he is imagining is distorted.
Perhaps it wasn’t a wise idea to count sheep.

His unreal body is slowly being contorted.
Why are things going this way?
This experience is truly horrid.

He was ill yesterday.
He needed to sleep.
Yet doing so made everything less okay.
Gray Jun 2018
Today I’ve just sat quietly in my desk chair.
All that’s on my mind is her potential affair.

How long has this all been happening?
I am no longer believing that this is something I’m only imagining.

For the passed six months she has been coming home late in the night.
The look on her lovely face indicates that everything's not alright.

I look at the clock, and it’s already way passed nine.
Nothing is turning out absolutely fine.

I open my desk drawer and pull out my old forgotten friend.
Tonight I will soon reach the final dead end.
Gray Jun 2018
My shirt is clean,
I feel as charming as a marine!

My shoes are shining,
I feel ever so redefining!

My hair is brushed
I'll never have to be rushed!

My teeth are healthy
This makes me happier than the most wealthy

Oh how I feel so blessed.
Trust me, I am not depressed!
One of my older ones I just recently found again.
Gray Jun 2018
What would happen if i suddenly got up and left you?
If i did so i might never return and basically start anew.

I never liked being around when you were.
You would always mock me and her.

Maybe when I’m gone you’ll realize that we actually mattered.
And if you decide to not don’t worry our worlds have already once been shattered.

In a couple years we might run back into each other again,
But let’s not worry about that until that happens then.
Gray Jun 2018
I see a single grape.
I cannot help but admire that smooth round shape.

Oh gosh how i love that deep purple.
That color almost makes me almost practically nonverbal.

Now i am pulling it’s skin back slightly
Wow! Is it sad how much this excites me?

The inside juices are somehow even better than before
This shade of green is one i truly adore.

The single grape is split in two.
Don’t you like grapes as much as i do?
Gray Jun 2018
Guess what i got you for your birthday present?
It’s certainly something that isn’t unpleasant!

Go on, take a wild guess! I’m sure you’ll be very impressed!
(If not, you’re going to make me depressed.)

This present is worth more than a million bucks,
And i guarantee it doesn't *****.

You know what? I’m just going to tell you now.
Come on buddy, get ready to say wow.

Your present is something you’ll never be able to resist.
This year, i got you this.
Gray Jun 2018
Boys and girls please gather around,
For today I’ll show you the new coolest thing in town.

This new thing is something that I am very proud to introduce,
Because today i am here to show you how to properly drink apple juice!

Now now, I bet you’re all think I am being cheesy,
Because drinking apple juice is something that’s incredibly easy.

Please settle down and allow me to declare,
That you have been doing it all wrong for awhile now, I swear!

I bet y’all just simply pour the apple juice in a boring old glass.
I’ve gotta say I’d give that way a pass.

The way that’s “normal” is obviously lame.
And if you think it’s fun then I’ll put you to shame.

In order to properly drink apple juice,
You must first go locate the Magic Moose.

Who is this Magic Moose i bet you’re currently wondering,
Well, the Magic Moose is a creature that’s extremely thundering.

Once you find him, you’ll be a step closer to finding your desired fruit,
But next you have to challenge him and ending the most perplexing dispute.

“What member of Magic Moose’s family is vegan?”
To save you some future trouble, the answer is Meghan.

The next step is- wait wait! Where are you all going?
Come on, don’t you want this amazing information that i'm bestowing?

Oh great. Now i'm talking to myself.
How come no one even listens to an intelligent elf?
Gray May 2018
I lay in the uncomfortable hospital bed,
Every day at this time i hear ringing in my head.
“What is wrong?” i ask the doctor.
She looks to me as if i shocked her.
The doctor responds, “Isn’t it obvious?”
I still don’t understand her unnecessary tone of opprobrious.
“Please ma'am, I need you to explain!”
I’m begging to know if i have gone insane.
Gray Jun 2018
So there i am, up on the stage.
Frantically trying to make myself feel assuage.

But it’s hopeless.
The crowd is soulless.

None of them are laughing at any of my jokes.
Perhaps i might of misspoke?

“Get off the stage you useless freak!”
Someone from the front row decided to shriek.

Abruptly my already anxious head is hit with an unyielding blow.
What is this red goop? A bright red tomato?

As i quickly walk off the stage i stuff my hands into the pocket of my jeans.
Well, i guess my dignity tonight was smashed into smithereens.
Gray Jun 2018
I look outside my unlatched window at the remarkable open sky.
Just to simply admire the world that i constantly love to descry.

Yet, today i see something different.
Today i see something entirely vehement.

In view up by my many oak trees,
There’s a strange creature that oddly puts me at ease.

Its body is a deep soothing shade of orange, while its face is the gloomiest black.
Suddenly, the bird flies towards me, instantly taking me aback.

The bird lands on my swaying shoulder,
And eventually allows me to gently nudge her.

Finally it rests on top of me,
Then i continue to gaze upon her tree.
Gray Jun 2018
Patter! Patter! Squish!  
Oops! Oops! Swish!

Watch out! Oh no! Don't step there!
We are not going to have enough to share!

I wish i had enough personal expertise,
To be able to successfully walk around all these spilled peas.
Gray Jun 2018
I want to be an explorer!

The statement made my parents gasp, "Oh! The horror!"
They cry, "Be an author!"
They beg, "Be a lawyer!"

I want to be an explorer!
Gray Jun 2018
Since i am always tired,
My boss got mad, and i got fired!
I am now really in apartment debt,
Which caused both my parents to be extremely upset.
My feet ache,
But i have no time to take a break.
My brain is stressed,
But don’t i need to continue to try my best?
My relationships are practically nonexistent,
But isn’t wise to be a little resistant?
I must declare,
I wish i had more time to spare.
Gray Jun 2018
Do you ever wake up in the middle of the night unexpectedly?
Even though your faint and sleepy, your mind suddenly goes wild.
Then, to your own dismay strange questions start to flow like a senseless stream..

..Flowing.. Non stop… insensible questions..

Have you ever wondered what the breeze tastes like?
It’s an odd question, i know that, but i bet it made you think.
What if the wind had a bittersweet flavor?
Or maybe a flavor that nobody could even begin to describe?

Have you ever wondered how the average pigeon views the world?
Yes, it’s strange to think about, i realize that as well, but i bet you’re slightly curious.
What if they are actually extremely smart?
What if they don't even think at all, and are just acting purely on animal instincts?

Have you ever wondered what your own house smells like?
When others come over they smell something completely different, right?
What if it smells really foul, and all the outsiders are just being kind to you?
Perhaps it has a normal smell, and i’m just dwelling on this idea too much.

I see how all these questions can be viewed as foolish thoughts,
But doesnt everyone think strange things?
There are very few who are audacious enough to answer honestly.
Would it be better if we all stayed quiet?
Usually i like writing poems that rhyme, but i figured it's better to always try something new.
Gray Jun 2018
Want to know what won’t upset us?
Well, it’s this amazing thing called a delicious lettuce.

It’s literally one of my morning routines
To feast upon this crunchy collard greens

To complete my lunch,
I simply just give it a good crunch.

It’s a promise that if you eat lettuce for a snack,
You will never ever have to look back.
Gray Jun 2018
Every time i taste a sweet mango,
I just want to stop everything and dance the tango!

It’s just so good!
If i could eat a million mangoes, i would!

I think it’s a good idea for me to give up everything and become one.
Doesn’t that just sound like a whole lot of fun?

Man oh man mangoes are so so nice!
I don’t think I have to say that twice!

The best part of it all is that it’s just so juicy.
My love for the beloved mangoes is larger than the mighty blue sea.

Loving them is something we all must believe.
If you refuse, you might as well just leave.
Gray Jun 2018
I once had a little bird named Milton.
Let me tell you, he was certainly not a villain.
As a matter of fact that guy was sweeter than most kittens.
He used to play around with all of the local pigeons.
Man, i sure did love that little Milton.
Gray Jun 2018
Something we all need in life.

An exceedingly useful helper to keep one together.

Nonsensical  people are sure to be lacking.

Inside your head you might be able to locate

To become whole again.

You’ll be more prone to yield before no man.
Gray Jun 2018
I look you deep into your eyes.
Why am i not able to see passed this new disguise?

All you are is a horrible monstrous fake.
What else more will you be able to take?

With your personality that’s is ever so brutally cold,
I will make sure that in your future you will never ever be extolled.

I know for a fact that you’re disgusting from within,
But now it’s getting harder to tell just by looking at your lovely skin.

Oh, soon I will physically not be able to endure this excruciating pain,
I realise now that you’ll only be satisfied when I have finally been slain.

I might as well send myself off while giving you my best wishes,
Because at sunset it’s destined that I will be sleeping with the fishes.
Gray Jun 2018
Some people think Ms. Rosemary is a witch
Even her clothes were somewhat kitsch
  
But she has the most polite set of manners
So can you blame her and her high standards?

Ms. Rosemary also sure loves to dance
Causing all who see her to go into a trance

Maybe that's why people have an itch
That Ms. Rosemary is a witch!
Gray Jun 2018
Its fur is gray and matted down.
Its whiskers are a bold shade of dirt brown.
Its teeth are yellow and jagged in a crooked smile.
Its claws are razor sharp and vile.
Its eyes are not white, and give off a feeling that puts anyone in fear.
Its tail looks like a dried up worm that’s been poorly stitched to its rear.
Its nose looks like a chewed up and spat out jelly bean.
It smells as if spoiled milk and rotten potatoes collided together creating a gruesome scene.
Put these all together, and what do you get?
Something that you soon want to forget.
Gray Jun 2018
The heat of the midday sun slowly cooks the top of my head.
I am not bothered by it, for i'm far too focused on the strange sight up ahead.
My parched mouth instantly waters at the sight of this mystifying thing.
“I’m saved!” I breathlessly gasp as i run towards the shimmering blue spring.
I run closer and closer, but the pool goes farther and farther.
The urge for me to drink grows larger and larger.
“What’s going on?” i ask in confusion.
Suddenly the truth hits me, this is nothing but an illusion!
My weak body drops and hits the scorching sand.
I was truly going to die in this unforgiving land.
Slowly my body shuts down due to dehydration.
This allows me to come to a bold realization.
When i first came to this vast desert,
I wouldn’t have ever dreamed that i could ever get hurt.
Gray Jun 2018
You know what i like? Orange.
In fact, i have like four of them in storage.

If you don’t like this tasty fruit,
I will personally give you the boot!

I mean, what’s not to enjoy?
I feed them to all the people i employ.

I’ll surely become suspicious,
If you don’t find oranges simply delicious!
Gray Jun 2018
I find it really hilarious,
That one can be so oblivious.
For instance, take the brown cow.
Some people believe they produce chocolate milk, but how?
Another one is swallowing bubble gum,
And believing it stays in your stomach for seven years, how dumb!
Finally, the stupidest one people still think is true,
It that some believe i still have feelings for you!
Honestly find this one really funny.
Gray Jun 2018
An unusual noise unprecedentedly awakes me.
At a time where i never once willingly arised.
In the darkness of my room, i try to adjust my sleepy eyes.

Unfortunately, it’s no use.
And i am forced to turn on the blinding lamp light.
I groan in annoyance and wipe away the sleep from my face.

I conclude I might as well get up.
Perhaps to make myself something warm to drink.
The rest of my body doesn’t agree, which causes myself some unwanted exertion.

While I’m creeping along the cool stairway,
I get a feeling I’m being watched.
I shake the thought out of my head. I live alone. Don’t be foolish.

Eventually i make it into my kitchen,
Where the feeling of uncertainty still follows,
I blink a few times for reassurance, and begin my usual routine.

Even though the time is far too early,
I still am able to heat up the water.
While I open my cabinet, i once again feel like i'm being surveyed.

This time that strange feeling doesn’t fade away when i attempt to remove it.
Apprehension soon rushes through me as well.
My hands start to shake, which consequently makes me drop my favorite tea kettle.

I additionally crumble downward, and melt into a tense ball.
That sensation of being stalked just grows stronger.
I wish i wasn’t so subnormal.
Gray Jun 2018
Opening up my front wooden door,
I already know it’s going to be an exciting day once more.

People. People. There’s so many.
People. People. A supply that’s plenty.

Down the street on a morning stroll.
It’s hard to be kept under control.

People. People. Never suspecting.
People. People. Always inspecting.

Alongside the sidewalk a dog frantically barks.
Luckily for me i managed to hold in my spiteful remarks.

People. People. I’m obsessing.
People. People. Keep you guessing.

It’s easy to notice your neck so fragile.
Perhaps today I’ll be more agile.
Gray Jun 2018
Isn’t it weird that you can take a nap and still wake up tired?
What’s the point of napping if it just makes me feel worse than before?

Isn’t it weird that people drink decaf coffee?
What’s the point of drinking coffee if it isn’t going to be caffeinated?

Isn’t it weird that i think these are weird?
What’s the point of me complaining?
Gray Jun 2018
I climbed into my car and bid farewell,
For i was off to go to some old hotel.
After several hours of nonstop driving,
I became closer and closer to arriving.
Even though the trip fueled my boiling frustration,
I finally reached my desired destination.
I got into my room, and jumped into my freshly cleaned bed.
Yet for some reason my mind has some built up dread.
Deep deep down i know there’s something i simply cannot deny,
Which is at some point i’ll have to man up and say goodbye.
Gray Jun 2018
Just let me sit here isolated on the kitchen floor.
Please, don't mind me. I rather not be a bother anymore.

If only me and her hadn’t kissed.
Now, it’s something i yearn to be dismissed

I don’t understand why they even care.
It just allows me to sink further into despair.

It’s honestly cold here where i sit.
I should get help, i admit.
Kissing a frog can can salmonella!
Gray Jun 2018
Here i am again working at my uneventful office.
If I am here any longer i think i am going to be nauseous.

Just simply being here is extremely boring.
To prove that to you just listen to my coworker snoring.

I am literally tired all the dang time.
And to be honest I am barely making a dime.

I’ve been here so long I don’t even care anymore.
Do you think anyone would care if i just died right here on this carpeted floor?

Everyone around me is braindead and cruel.
Maybe i shouldn’t have dropped out of highschool.
Gray May 2018
I wish i was able to look in the mirror and admire myself in delight.
Yet, whenever i do i cause myself a great fright.
The few friends i have, acquaintances really,
Aaron, Gregory, and dear old Billy,
Are often telling me I have a quality that will one day be enshrined.
It’s easy to see that they’re just trying to be kind.
I know this sounds depressing,
And i am usually really good at suppressing,
But it’s just so hard,
To always keep up your guard.
So this is it, i've finally cracked
I guess i’m very easily able to distract
Here it goes, i am going to say it
No longer shall i force myself to delay it,
I just wish without giving myself a great fright
I’d be able to look in that mirror and admire myself in delight.
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