If only for today

I'd love to hear you say

The words that mean so much

Loving ones that touch

My soul aches to hear spoken words so true

Please let the words come through

All day long I wait for you

But when you arrive your words are few

Happiness is all around

But here there is none to be found

A joyous moment to be shared

You once would have cared

You are always distant, never really here

This is it, the end is near

When I needed you most
You took up the post
In the depths of my despair
You were always there
Through thick and thin
You loved me from deep within
If you ever had doubt
The spark of love never went out
My life has been hard to go through
I would not have made it without you
But no more will you have to be there
To rescue me from my despair
You are no longer to stand at this post
And give up the most
Now I set you free
From a life of being there for me
You are free to fly
Up higher than the sky

This is love ❤

Do I except
This disrespect
Is it over
Or do I just rollover
Do I ignore
What has gone before
The heartbreak you bring
Has left a nasty sting
From the dream I have woken
Is it forever broken
Has it all ended
Or can it be mended

You never say goodnight anymore

You always used to kiss me before

Now you turn your back and look away

All night long this way you stay

Behind your back my tears flow

If only you'd turn and say hello

Would you pay to come inside
Come and see the secrets I hide
Would you want to take a look
Inside this tightly padlocked book
Come and see what you could find
In the depravaties of my mind

Stuff hidden away
Forever ever and a day
Unpleasant sadistic thoughts
That really shouldn't be bought
Come and see what you could find
In the depravaties of my mind

Things stored away for years and years
Things that would bring the sane to tears
See a twisted world of sin
Where there is no choice but to give in
Come and see what you could find
In the depravaties of my mind

Don't stand there at the rim
Delve deep into the grim
Things will never be the same
Once you have witnessed the insane
Come and see what you could find
In the depravaties of my mind

If all I ever had was you
My life would be so blue

Your wilful neglect is plain to see
Your loving glance a painful memory

Despite what people say
I will love you till my dying day

Again and again I look into your eyes
Trying to unlock the secrets they hide

Your heart is full of regret and sorrow
Regret for a path you did not follow

A journey we started together
Will now not last the promised forever

As I delve deeper your eyes are not clear
A look you give, fills me with fear

How easy I am to replace
Somebody new to to take my place

So take your regret and your sorrow
And your lust for a brighter tomorrow

I will go on with my life
And no longer be the unloved wife

A love once returned
Can never be re earned