unbearable to bear
so i just lay there and stare
what should i do? i’m unaware
now i’m trapped in this snare
can’t go anywhere
don‘t know where, but i am somewhere
no one is there
seems like there‘s no air
don‘t wanna be there in nowhere
but i keep waking up in this nightmare

feels like weights drag me down
deeper and deeper
i’m screaming, but no one hears me
alone
alone in this deep water
getting darker and darker
so cold, i can‘t move
paralysed
all i can do is wait
wait until i‘ll suffocate
wait until i‘ll die