you know how long I waited
for your lips to touch mine
now you here and
I feel weird inside
sadly to say, is not the same

there are not butterflies
my heart rate is normal
last night that amazing feeling
that we used to have, was gone

you look beautiful as always
but you are not her, by far
the woman I felt in love with
she will never come back

all I have are the memories      
they belong inside my heart
next to our broken dreams
please go, let my healing start

All I wanted was for
you to be happy
all I saw, were your tears
and heart break

All I want it was to
give you a lovely home
all I saw, was sadness
and your wishes to run

all I want it was to
erase your pain
all I saw, was how
miserable you were

now after all
was said and done
I feel sad, hurt, broken
because, I gave you
my best but, my best
was never enough...

Who are you?
Why do you look like her?  
you are nothing like her
she is sweet and caring
and she loves to be with me
she dreams of a life together
with a big house and kids
you don't have her smile
her soft touch or tender kiss

Who are you?
Why do you look like her?
I don't understand, why?
are you taking her stuff
and walking away, why?
you can't be her, because
she wouldn't leave
she wouldn't hurt me
she wouldn't cause me
so much pain, or treat
me the way you do
she wouldn't break
my heart, crushed my dreams or leave me
here broken and alone
Who are you?
What have you done
with her?....

When I dream, I see
this beautiful world
It has everything
I always dreamt of

I am happy
she is with me
our garden is so colorful
our sky is blue
our stars are bright
I can't believe how
beautiful this
world is...

When I dream, I feel
my heart beating
with love and happiness
my soul feels
no pain there are
no scars my soul
and heart are free

I wish I didn't have
to wake up, I wish
this was not just
a dream, I want
to open my eyes            
and still be here
living in my dream
where there is
not pain or hurt,
not past or broken
dreams...

but my reality is
different and
it hurts like hell
to open my eyes
and to wake up
to my real life,
I don't know
what to do or where
I go from here...

We were two broken souls
that met in the darkest night
forgot about the pain
in their own hearts and
took a chance at love
one more time.

We were two dreamers
that never saw the red flags
we only saw what we wanted
love, happiness and the stars,
we thought we could win
because this was our time
how naive of us

First we laughed at the chaos
we created in our lives
then we walked away
as if, we hated each other
for not being able to bring
love and happiness to our lives.

In the end, nothing changed
we were two broken souls
that met in the darkest night
we gave our best shot at love
but our pain was greater
we truly never had a chance..

Where do we go from here?
now that our hearts
don't beat to the same rhythm
now that our souls
are walking at their
own pace

Where do we go from here?
now that our dreams
of together have died
and our thoughts don't
Include each other anymore

Where do we go from here?
there are no more roses
in our garden of love and
the singing birds do not
sing our love song


Where do we go from here?
most likely to a world
right before we met,
right before the first kiss,
right before we made love

Where do we go from here?
maybe to a healing place
where our hearts could rest
and rebuild for what is next

Here I am again
in this place that
I don't recognize
in this quiet room
with an empty bed

Here I am again
seeing my dreams
all so far away
like someone
took them
and run with them

I try to make sense
of all of this,
but my mirror
laughs back at me,
I guess it doesn't
know how much
all of this hurts,
but is OK

I rebound from worst
some left me for dead,
but the fighter in me
won't give up
because he knows, that my
kingdom is not far from here

Why did your eyes stop
reflecting my image
Why did your smile
disappeared from your face
even though you were
in front of me
You were fading away
a little bit at the time
What happened to us?
We were so happy and in love
the night before
making plans, building
dreams that now
will never come to pass,
I don't understand
When did love flew
away from us
How do I tell my heart that you
will not join us tonight,
I don't know
I feel your absence and
it hurts inside
You are my greatest lost
our memories, I will keep them
they will survive the
test of time
always remember you are
my most beautiful
memory of real love and
you will always live
inside my heart

I dreamt of you
In my darkest nights
when I felt hopeless and
didn't want to wake up
you extended your hand
you illuminated the way
with the light of your eyes
you took me out of my prison
with a broken heart, not
knowing if there was hope
you didn't give up, and kept
showing up in my dreams
night after night,
some called me crazy
others just laughed, but
today the sun is so bright
I look next to me and here
YOU ARE, the same beautiful smile
the same light in your eyes
which helped me scape
those dark nights
today you are here healing my heart
telling me that there is not walls
that a dream of love
could not break apart

You ask me how I feel
I don't know what to say
I don't know how can you
understand if you never
felt this way
I feel like the flower feels
when they are pull from
their own garden
I feel what the night feels
when the moon is absent
I feel what the morning feels
when the sun is not shinning
how can I explain it to you
if you don't understand it
You ask me how I feel, I feel broken like a part of me
has died
I feel like you took the best and  destroy it, I feel sad
You ask me how I feel, I feel
like a fish out of the water
gasping for air before dying
You ask me how I feel
sometimes I feel dead inside
a big part of me left with you
I feel in a way that I could not
describe and I don't think
many people will understand
You ask me how I feel
I feel like yesterday was
all a lie
a dream, all in my head
one thing is true,
I will never love
or trust the same way again  
You ask me how I feel, I don't know because this is
so hard to describe
I feel like I loved and lost, this has left a deep hole
inside my heart...

Where are you?
why can't I find you?
I keep on looking for you
everywhere I go, but
I don't seem to find you
I keep dreaming about you
the most beautiful dreams
I see you smiling, I see your eyes glazing looking at me
I see everything so nice and clear
then I wake up my bed is empty
my life is missing something, YOU!
where are you?, please tell me so that I could go find you and bring
you here with me, I don't want to
wait for destiny or that beautiful
day we will meet, I want to
find you now please just tell me
where are you?....