HEY-
I’m going out.
It’s not too late.
Brianna’s house.
You know that’s safe.

Hey, I’m sorry I smell like cigarettes. I’m sorry my eyes are red. I know it’s later than we said and now you want me right now dead!

Hey, I’m sorry I went out. I wasn’t in my bed. You woke up in the middle of the night and thought that I was dead!!

Paula would knock me out
Paula would slap me in the face
Paula would lock me me out
Paula would hit me on my face

I don’t know why I’m still here I cannot can’t see through my tears I’m lying on a bed that’s not mine crying through my our her fears

Paula would knock me out
Paula would slap me in the face
Paula would lock me out
She would she would she spit in my face

don’t you know how much I
love you I love you I
only want what I
think is best
for you I
really do know best I
will take care of everything honey I
promise you I
just want you to be happy I
just want you to behave

She’s not kissing
I’m not kidding
Do you think this is a joke
Die
Die
Die
Die die die die die
No one’s kissing
No one’s missing
No one’s opening their eyes

I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry

She almost said

Jackie Did It
she “got out,”
un-alive

not sure where wrong was
but I know how the turn goes

crooked and awkward
standing in almost place
with a half flat wheel
and a broken face

it wasn’t my fault
it wasn’t my fault
it wasn’t my fault

You know what I’m like

when I’m bored.

(I meant that, to be insulting
-Insinuating festering aggression,
and a girl you ****** 5 weeks ago.-)

If it’s not me,
it’s no one, and every one, and you

Alone in a full bed
with several jagged blankets
and a cat that’s almost dead.

I want everything
or nothing at all.

There. I said it.
Jealous and uncomfortable,
giving you the go ‘head.

a scarf wrangled around
my shoulders at 2am.