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Akshay Mar 2020
Who are we when sometimes even stars are alone.
There's a thin line between lonely and alone. I can be found on that line, every time.
Akshay Feb 2018
Are you still a friend?
Are you still a friend
Are you still a frien
Are you still a frie
Are you still a fri
Are you still a fr
Are you still a f
Are you still a
Are you still
Are you stil
Are you sti
Are you st
Are you s
Are you.
Not even friends she thinks
Akshay Apr 2020
I think we're so afraid of breaking
each others' hearts,
That we can't even start a conversation
in the first place.

That is unbelievably painful.
It's cruel how this world has turned out to be, is it our ego or the fear that we'll be breaking our hearts eventually?
Akshay Apr 2020
I might not be able to tell you,
that how much I love you really,
And it saddens me to even think,
that you,
could just walk away from me,
and you,
Wouldn't even bother to turn and look back,
But know this,
when you do carry on with your life, forgetting about me,
you will be taking my heart away with you,
These are silly words which you might not ever hear,
And I might have to take it to grave with me
It's rather hard to know that you're not gonna say some things to the one you love, because it might mean an end of everything.
Akshay Mar 2020
My love for you has lived within me,
And has died within me
Problem was, she never realized
Akshay Jul 2020
You wouldn't know,
How much love I'm holding in my heart for you,
And I'll never show,
Cause I know I'm not made for you,
Though when I feel alone,
It's only you that I want to turn to.
You've gotta let them go.
Akshay May 2018
I wish I could turn back the time,
When she wasn't in my life,
Take me there right now,
I wanna change how you've been found,
Lately I've been feeling this, changing on my hit list,.
I only know how to somber now,
My life I've been ******* around,
Dealing with the same ****, everyday I take some more hit,
It's hard as ****, too much but I can't quit,
Still I wanna tell you this, you're the only one I miss,
Having you beside me to kiss,
I only pray for this.
I wish there things that would make it easier for me to forget her
Akshay Feb 2020
I would fall apart from saving you from falling apart
Things you would do for them..
Akshay Dec 2017
Sky's drifting, mornings cold,
Dreams are lifting, truth unfolds,
Mom's have woken up, kids will too,
Dad's yelling, "kids get to school!"
And I'm sitting here, watching all of this,
How I miss the old days, how I miss the old me,
A life by the window pane, is so hard to see,
But what can I do, my legs can't hold me,
These crutches are there, but I'm too lonely,
Guess you still need time, not sure, just *******,
I've waited so long, feels like I can't no more, G.
What would the future hold?
Akshay Feb 2020
Love, does your heart ever get too heavy?
Does it beat slowly and you can hear it loudly?
Why does it happen only,
when someone so close to you,
says things for which you weren't ready?
Need my brain to fix my feelings
Akshay Dec 2017
Head over heels for that woman,
Stronger than nature is my love for that woman,
Don't ever talk too much, but when I talk, it's all about that woman,
Oh pretty woman.
Akshay Dec 2017
He just wanted to love her like the trees love water,
Just like the waves love oceans,
Just like the light that keeps a star so bright,
Just like the air that fills the breath,  
He prayed for that kinda love,
He was not aware that it was not enough to love her like that,
She is something else, a part of nature that heals itself.
Akshay Dec 2017
Walking in the woods, he disappears,
Lonely roads got his throat, but it's clear,
He just wanna go home, don't wanna be alone,
Walking in the woods, he disappears.
When it's clear, you hit the road and don't turn back
Akshay Mar 2020
If only you were beside me,
Your happiness would've been my greatest destiny.
Need you by my side.
Akshay Mar 2020
I've learned today that,
No matter what,
There's something beautiful about being able to lose for you.
There's satisfaction in winning with you, but there's more joy in losing with you.
Akshay Jul 12
I know I've lost the battle,
As I barely am able to stand,
But at least let me fight,
While I still can.
I wish there was someone just like you I could meet
Akshay Dec 2017
I've lost everything for you,
I can't feel anything for you,
I lost my ability to love, the ability to give,
the ability to trust, when someone's in need,
the ability to see, the ability to heal,
the ability to grasp, what I need,
someone give me hope, someone give me strength,
I'm losing my breath, I'm losing myself,
You made me become who I was afraid to be,
who I was afraid to be and never had I ever dreamed,
Balling up a fist, this time it's more of a gist,
Calling the darkness deep in, they say I'm the cutest,
Down on my knees, feels like I was born for this ****,
Giving up on me. I'm giving up on me.
You come to a point of realization that it's okay to give up. And that hurts so badly.
Akshay Dec 2017
Money can't buy you happiness when you're old.
Love might.
But memories, definitely will.
What would you wanna have when you're old?
Akshay Feb 2020
Teach me how to unlove you.
Just **** me already
Akshay Oct 2019
Something's burning,
A deep desire is lurking,
to be in these thoughts
it's daunting.
mind is a sick place. I need to learn to control it.
Akshay Mar 2020
Why'd you have to come into my life?
Now I think I can't live without you in it 24x7!
The only greater wish ever: I need you 24x7
Akshay Mar 2020
Poem,
isn't enough.
Words,
aren't enough.
Letters,
aren't enough.
Ideas,
are too much.
Thoughts,
can't get enough.

There'll not be a special time, special day, special moment where I can say I love you too much.
Because every moment, my soul, my mind, my plans, my future, my actions are for you, because of you, and unfortunately I wasn't enough.
Tell me, why is that special someone for whom you'd do anything, can't see that they're it for us.
Akshay Dec 2017
Her passion is what motivates me,
Her courage is what gives me the strength,
Her presence is what makes me feel alive,
Her innocence is what makes me feel scared,
Her soul is pure, full of love and cure,
All of her is mine, I'm not hers though.
What she deserves is what she wants.
Akshay Jun 2023
When it's time to love you,
You go away,
Are you embarrassed?
Or too ashamed?
I've told my feelings, not to see this day.
If you're worried about upsetting me,
You don't need to sway
I've been broken one too many times,
I've gone numb Anyway.
Can't be surprised for millions of heartbreaks
Akshay Dec 2017
Open up , I won't scare you
I'll be honest, I won't dare to
Just wanna hold you, I won't let go,
I'll be there and want you to be there too.
Don't just keep it up to yourself.
Akshay Aug 2019
Am I needed here, on this planet?
I question myself this every morning, every night.
I then see my mom and dad, their silly jokes and big smiles,
my sister on a call missing out on all of this fun, saying how badly she wants to join us, and I think to myself,
Why am I sad? Is it because I'm mad, or me just being paranoid on things that are bad,
I feel depressed. Am I depressed?
I don't get it, it's too complicated. It's confusing.
It's noisy, then it's all silent.
Its okay. It is going to be alright.

I'm gonna be worth it.
Akshay Dec 2017
I guess it's true,
When you're in love with you,
The true love will find you.
That's the secret everyone should try to implement.
Akshay Feb 2018
She is a diamond, worth more than a soul,

She is a spirit, heart pure as gold,

A lesson, that she’s honest but it’s sold,

A hold, you belief once will come to life,

A time, which you hope will never come to an end,

She’s something, a force you cannot control,

The power of which you will never be sure,

She could be gone, you know you could never hold

What is she, a heart breaker or healer, God only knows,

But she’s amazing and always will be a purest form of love

which could ever be born and never gets old.

But now it’s over, you did what you could,

it’ll remain in your history, the times you never told,

Shes an angel born only for lucky souls.
This came out just after I told her how I felt about her, I'm writing this openly in a belief that it would heal my pain. Bit by bit, I try to heal.
Akshay Dec 2017
The war, the cry,
Few are hurt and few die,
The scars remind, that their worth is like,
Diamond that shines, but only some can buy,
Strong and bold.
Scars they told, is what makes them feel alive,
So much pride, for the country they'd die,
For all it's worth, they're glad to serve.
For all the soldiers out there, we're glad to have you.
Akshay Mar 2020
YOU are special to ME.
Facts.
Akshay Nov 2020
Thank you,
Your presence from the very beginning in my life was beautiful.
Thank you,
Your words from the very beginning to me were amazing.
Thank you,
Your laugh was always the best thing to hear.
Thank you,
Your courage taught me things that I always aspired to learn.
Thank you,
Your attitude towards different things was one of the best things about you.
Thank you,
I know you should get going but please do visit again.
Akshay Dec 2017
You're not meant for just loving,
You're a powerful force that needs nurture and pamper,
The kind of love you deserve is far more precious and doesn't exist in this world,
Your existence is so special,
that even the world doesn't know where to hold,
So strong, yet, so peaceful is your soul,
I wonder how you'd grow old,
in the hands of love or,
just a goner to be told,
I wonder if these words would ever reach to you,
cause these are the hands that your soul needs to hold.
You're very special than you think!
Akshay May 2018
I'm too hung up on you ,
I don't know what it takes, to make, you feel the same way,
All I wish is you would stay,
Could you wait, baby I want you to wait,
A little longer tonight, it's alright,
The night is just right, for you to just stay
I'll never let you go away, if you wake, right beside my head,
I promise you this, I'll never let you miss what happiness is, I'm just asking you to stay, so lay, right beside my head,
We'll look up in the sky, the night is so bright,
Moonlight makes it so shine,
I wanna see that smile that you hide,
Open up its okay,
It won't hurt to just stay, a little bit longer tonight,
So baby just stay, let your love guide you your way,
And if you're scared, take my hand, I'll show you the way,
If only you could stay, if only you could stay.
Writing can heal your soul? If it's true I wanna be saved.
Akshay Mar 2020
When I'm trying not to think about you,
I actually,
End up thinking a lot about you.
Can't stop.
TIL
Akshay Feb 2020
TIL
You can't have everything that you love
She's incredible
Akshay Mar 2020
I don't wanna get habituated to losing people even before they start to love me.
Akshay Mar 2020
Tomorrow came, said I need to relax, happiness is around the corner.
Everyday, a new hope
Akshay Dec 2017
One day this love for you will die,
And I won't be able to save it,
no one can,
Cause I'll be dead with it too.
Love till you die.
Akshay Jun 2023
Why do I miss you even more when I'm talking to you.
We've never met before, and I long to see you.
If this goes on, I'll ruin what we have and I'll lose you.
My feelings have been unclear, I'll probably want to disappear.
I'm tried
Akshay Feb 2020
We've gone from so much to so less in the fraction of an atom's length.
Akshay Jun 2023
I've got a chaotic mind,
Why would she love me.
Akshay Apr 2020
Hiding the truth
I drift away,
Holding my soul
Keeping me distant,
Same old reason
Please be gone,
I can't move on.
Hit another dead end
Akshay May 2020
Is it my heart, or is it my mind?
I know you're not mine,
But it still wants to fight,
Clouded thoughts,
Which gather in my head,
They block me from choosing,
From what's wrong and what's right.
There isn't a tiny bit of hope.
Akshay Feb 2020
I'm not an egoist, no
That is not the reason why I don't text you often,
I'm just a soul who has been lost for so long,
and who only needs a tap on his shoulder,
because I'm just too afraid to fall in love,
that I think I'm not capable of handling,
Can you hold me for a little while?
I keep dreaming about you all the time.
I see lines are becoming more and more bleak every time I try to rhyme when I think of her. I need saving.
Akshay Mar 2020
Do you know what's so **** scary?
Not knowing how long the next person you try to love, is going to take to break your heart.
Inevitable truth?
Akshay Jan 2018
Who are we?
Mysterious words coming out of purest souls?
Putting out deepest secrets that were never told
Heart is pure as gold, diamond sitting on a throne
Coldest days and coldest nights,
You know these are words aren't mysterious, they just rhyme,
Waiting to be heard one last time, everytime it's just one more time,
Celebrating the life as we have, born to relapse
****, is this how y'all feeling too inside?
You need to get hurt, if you you wanna feel.
Why
Akshay May 2020
Why
Why do we live
If not for love
Why do we give
If not for love
Why do we dream
When we're in love
Why don't you leave
If you no longer love
Akshay Oct 2019
These words are for me,
For I'm the one who's hurting,
I'm just healing myself.
I often wonder why we can't understand other's poems sometimes, but deep down it is the one who writes it knows the value of it.
You
Akshay Oct 2020
You
You COULD've existed in me instead.
Oh sweet you.
Akshay Dec 2017
You're a canvas, waiting to be done,
You're a poem, waiting to be heard,
You're the light, that's yet to reach the eyes,
You're happiness, that brings others a smile,
Your presence is amazing, even though you're far from reaching
Every time I think of you, I jot that down.
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