You COULD've existed in me instead.

Is it my heart, or is it my mind?
I know you're not mine,
But it still wants to fight,
Clouded thoughts,
Which gather in my head,
They block me from choosing,
From what's wrong and what's right.

I might not be able to tell you,
that how much I love you really,
And it saddens me to even think,
that you,
could just walk away from me,
and you,
Wouldn't even bother to turn and look back,
But know this,
when you do carry on with your life, forgetting about me,
you will be taking my heart away with you,
These are silly words which you might not ever hear,
And I might have to take it to grave with me

I wish I could turn back the time,
When she wasn't in my life,
Take me there right now,
I wanna change how you've been found,
Lately I've been feeling this, changing on my hit list,.
I only know how to somber now,
My life I've been ******* around,
Dealing with the same ****, everyday I take some more hit,
It's hard as ****, too much but I can't quit,
Still I wanna tell you this, you're the only one I miss,
Having you beside me to kiss,
I only pray for this.

I'm too hung up on you ,
I don't know what it takes, to make, you feel the same way,
All I wish is you would stay,
Could you wait, baby I want you to wait,
A little longer tonight, it's alright,
The night is just right, for you to just stay
I'll never let you go away, if you wake, right beside my head,
I promise you this, I'll never let you miss what happiness is, I'm just asking you to stay, so lay, right beside my head,
We'll look up in the sky, the night is so bright,
Moonlight makes it so shine,
I wanna see that smile that you hide,
Open up its okay,
It won't hurt to just stay, a little bit longer tonight,
So baby just stay, let your love guide you your way,
And if you're scared, take my hand, I'll show you the way,
If only you could stay, if only you could stay.

Are you still a friend?
Are you still a friend
Are you still a frien
Are you still a frie
Are you still a fri
Are you still a fr
Are you still a f
Are you still a
Are you still
Are you stil
Are you sti
Are you st
Are you s
Are you.

She is a diamond, worth more than a soul,

She is a spirit, heart pure as gold,

A lesson, that she’s honest but it’s sold,

A hold, you belief once will come to life,

A time, which you hope will never come to an end,

She’s something, a force you cannot control,

The power of which you will never be sure,

She could be gone, you know you could never hold

What is she, a heart breaker or healer, God only knows,

But she’s amazing and always will be a purest form of love

which could ever be born and never gets old.

But now it’s over, you did what you could,

it’ll remain in your history, the times you never told,

Shes an angel born only for lucky souls.

Who are we?
Mysterious words coming out of purest souls?
Putting out deepest secrets that were never told
Heart is pure as gold, diamond sitting on a throne
Coldest days and coldest nights,
You know these are words aren't mysterious, they just rhyme,
Waiting to be heard one last time, everytime it's just one more time,
Celebrating the life as we have, born to relapse
****, is this how y'all feeling too inside?

One day this love for you will die,
And I won't be able to save it,
no one can,
Cause I'll be dead with it too.

You're not meant for just loving,
You're a powerful force that needs nurture and pamper,
The kind of love you deserve is far more precious and doesn't exist in this world,
Your existence is so special,
that even the world doesn't know where to hold,
So strong, yet, so peaceful is your soul,
I wonder how you'd grow old,
in the hands of love or,
just a goner to be told,
I wonder if these words would ever reach to you,
cause these are the hands that your soul needs to hold.

I've lost everything for you,
I can't feel anything for you,
I lost my ability to love, the ability to give,
the ability to trust, when someone's in need,
the ability to see, the ability to heal,
the ability to grasp, what I need,
someone give me hope, someone give me strength,
I'm losing my breath, I'm losing myself,
You made me become who I was afraid to be,
who I was afraid to be and never had I ever dreamed,
Balling up a fist, this time it's more of a gist,
Calling the darkness deep in, they say I'm the cutest,
Down on my knees, feels like I was born for this ****,
Giving up on me. I'm giving up on me.

You're a canvas, waiting to be done,
You're a poem, waiting to be heard,
You're the light, that's yet to reach the eyes,
You're happiness, that brings others a smile,
Your presence is amazing, even though you're far from reaching

The war, the cry,
Few are hurt and few die,
The scars remind, that their worth is like,
Diamond that shines, but only some can buy,
Strong and bold.
Scars they told, is what makes them feel alive,
So much pride, for the country they'd die,
For all it's worth, they're glad to serve.

Open up , I won't scare you
I'll be honest, I won't dare to
Just wanna hold you, I won't let go,
I'll be there and want you to be there too.

Her passion is what motivates me,
Her courage is what gives me the strength,
Her presence is what makes me feel alive,
Her innocence is what makes me feel scared,
Her soul is pure, full of love and cure,
All of her is mine, I'm not hers though.

Money can't buy you happiness when you're old.
Love might.
But memories, definitely will.

Walking in the woods, he disappears,
Lonely roads got his throat, but it's clear,
He just wanna go home, don't wanna be alone,
Walking in the woods, he disappears.

He just wanted to love her like the trees love water,
Just like the waves love oceans,
Just like the light that keeps a star so bright,
Just like the air that fills the breath,  
He prayed for that kinda love,
He was not aware that it was not enough to love her like that,
She is something else, a part of nature that heals itself.

Head over heels for that woman,
Stronger than nature is my love for that woman,
Don't ever talk too much, but when I talk, it's all about that woman,
Oh pretty woman.

You're worth the wait,
For the greater good, you're worth the trouble,
For the long lost peace, you're worth the war,
For the happiness, you're worth the love,
For memories, you're worth the time,
For everything, you're worth the effort.