If we could turn back time,
would we do it all again?
Would it all stay complicated
or would we manage to be fine?

If we could turn back time,
would we still say all we said?
Would it still be all so hard,
or would we see beyond the games?

If we could turn back time,
would we still hurt each other?
Would we still try to make it up,
and would we still feel it's worth it all?

If we could turn back time,
could we just raise above?
Could we hold on to each other?
Could we make it better than the past?

Maybe I'm not around
quite as often as I used to.
Maybe I don't post threads
quite as often as I used to.
Little things I should have said and done
I just keep to myself now.

You are always on my mind.
Maybe I didn't tell you
all those many, many times
but I often thought of you
hoping you would be fine
only wanting for you the best
as I know you need to rest.

You are always on my mind.
Tell me, tell me what you're doing with your time.
Give me, give me one more little sign
to keep me satisfied, satisfied.
Little things I can imagine in my mind
how you're killing your time.

You are always on my mind.
Maybe I'm not around
quite as often as I used to.
Maybe I don't post threads
quite as often as I used to.
Little things I should have said and done
I just keep to myself now.
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that I know you.
Maybe I didn't tell you
quite as often as I should have.

I need to go
and save my soul
I can't pretend
to not be friends.
I need to flee
and just save me.
It's draining on my soul,
I leave a word and go.

Years have run and passed too fast
holding on to anything to last
the long-livity of our friendship
with adoration and loyalty in our relationship

But then you realise the time has come
where you keep living missing the sun
the days get colder and greyer
making you feel like a sad player

You're holding on to a lost cause
but in your heart you need a pause
from all the sadness and hurting
as you can't handle the burning

No more energy to face the madness
when the heart's filled with so much sadness
my love will never die
but it's time to let it fly
and eventually
one day it will come back to me

A promise is like a sweet wine
like a nectar by the ancient Gods,
the sweetness to hold on,
that warms your heart
and lifts you up.

A promise to be there for you,
a promise you will never walk alone,
a promise to stay in touch with you,

and yet such promises are like a breeze,
said today but gone tomorrow.
What once lifted you up
is pulling you down,
what warmed your heart
rips it apart.

When time comes to say goodbye
remember he will always be nearby.
Memories to treasure and hold on
of a friendship that grew on and on.
He left his footprints on your heart
to comfort you and have a new start.
He will always stay close to you
wherever you go, whatever you do.

My friends and I - what irony!
When you see people come and go
then wonder when your turn will show.
Just sit and wait
like on a ticking bomb
with a delay.

My friends and I - such irony!
They play their rules and games
to see how long they'll get away.
The choise is yours
to say or stay!
Where lies your heart?
How much to take?
... until you break?
My friends and I - the irony!

Here's the hint I've been asking for,
of a top secret event and more.
Speculations were all over the net.
Maybe some of people even bet
about all the possibilities
and how about the probability
of a calendar or video shooting.
The album cover would also be suiting.

But here comes the little hint,
of some photographic print.
Looking elegant in every tux,
like a model of Grand Deluxe.
The bomber jacket, coats and shirts.
Oh dear, not forgetting those two birds,
on a body smooth like a baby's ****.
Oh what did he do, our Captain of Pop?

Knock, knock, little bird!
May I come and disturb?
I come to say hello
and I want you to know
I'm wishing you a good day,
hugs and good vibes on your way.
Now come out of your cocoon.
Or do you want us all to swoon?
Knock, knock, little bird.
How about a word?

Half a century is over now
It doesn't feel that long at all
Time flew by so incredibly fast
But now with 50 life gonna be a blast
Because 50 is not a state but just a number
And it's all down to mind set to feel younger
So today I am celebrating all these decades
Whatever the future brings, I will embrace
Some of you are part of my life story
So I'm thanking you in poetry
With a 'cheers to us all' let's raise our glasses everyone
To years ahead of good times and loads of fun
Thank you to all of my online friends for all the memories
We met on the net and over the years became family
You know who you are
And I treasure you, be you near or afar
❤

When you feel for disappearing
then take my hand
and let me help you healing.
I'll wave my wand
to lift your broken wings
and learn to fly again
like a butterfly in the wind
so take my hand, my friend.

Hurray, hurray, my day has come.
I'm celebrating another twenty-one.
How could this year turn any better?
A competition is the big matter!
There can't be hardly any dull,
when commenting becomes my fun.
Enjoy the place, come over here!
Pick me, pick me, my dear!
This would make my day so very great,
even when it's seven days to wait!

where you bottle all up,
where you put your past back in a box,
where you decide to exist
and live the feeling.

One of those days
where you feel the sun on your skin,
where you embrace the world,
where music makes you dance
and makes you feel good.

One of those days
where you can't stop smiling,
where the world smiles back at you,
where people lift you up
and touch your heart.

One of those days
where every song makes you sing,
where you know you took the right choices,
where everything makes sense
even your existence.

When the road looks rough ahead,
Just remember what I said.
There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you.
We stick together and we see it through.
As years go by,
Our friendship will never die.
You gonna see,
It's our destiny.

I searched for reasons through all these years
and now it proves me all so wrong.
All of that hurt, so many tears,
and what was it for? It's all gone.
I thought you better,
I thought you changed,
I walked the extra mile, all for a lie.
Just to be fooled one more time.
You use people to get what you need,
you use them just as it suits.
And then you drop them as if they were used toys
To find new objects for your joys.
I thought you better,
I thought you changed,
and if the world would know me story
you would look very lame.
This is no goodbye
This is no farewell
This is simply you don't deserve me anymore

He comes in disguise,
is charming and wise.
He changes his roles,
so no one knows.
He sings to the world,
makes our heart whispers unfurl.
He enlightens the day,
in more than one way.

Here he sits all cool
waiting in his dressing room.
Before he takes the limelight
and gets the photos right
he decides to have a quick glance
on the forum posts by his fans.
And now we're sitting here
all delighted and full of cheer
coz the picture's so hot and yummy
we can even see the birds on his tummy.
All shaved and lovely tanned,
we admire his body in Robbie land.
Makes our hearts beat faster
while we're waiting for the master
to reveal the date of his album
that we're waiting eagerly to come.
Come on, Rob, let the news explode
coz being patient is such a long road.

When I look you in your eyes
And the world around me dies
There is just you and me
And the air filled with electricity.
A rising flame, a burning fire
Of emotions full of desire.
When I look you in your eyes
And the world around me dies.

You witness cruelty around you
Harassment and bullying so true
You know you have to stop such abuse
You can't prevent souls getting bruised
And yet it all goes wrong
Coz bullies grow so strong
You feel exposed, you feel so helpless
All those attacks coz they are jealous
Your hands are tight, you bite your tongue
And yet it feels even more wrong
A game that can't be won
Not when you are left alone
What else to do than let all go
Where is the purpose to keep going on
I safe myself coz no one cares
This battle isn't theirs
Though it should be, they should stand up
And protect those exposed as a back-up.
This world goes wrong
When bullies are let going strong.

Your time has come
we wonder why
and just like that
it's a goodbye.

It was such a pleasure
to have virtually met you
and I am sure
you, too, enjoyed the tour.

Now memories is all we have
of laughter and pleasure you gave.
Be blessed in heaven,
dear Spencer,
you gave us a treasure,
for ever.

Monday comes, you're feeling ace
until you ****** realise
that Mickey Mouse and Donald Duck
just truly give a f@@k

realising makes you speechless
who could have imagined such a rudeness
but well, it opens up your eyes
when you finally then realise

cyberspace is not the place to stay
coz there's always one who finds a way
to make you cry
when you just wonder why

Where all pulls me down.
Where life is bittersweet.
Where my heart is aching
and I can't shake it off.

One of those days
where choices have a bitter taste
and secrets are a heavy burden,
slowing down my energy
for the sake of everyone involved.

One of those days
where nothing seems right
but anything else would be wrong.
Where I wanna shout and scream
and let it all out.
But choices are done
and out of my hand.
Secrets a burden to carry till the end

Here comes the Champion of the night
he raises his fists; first the left, then the right.
You think you have a chance with him?!
But wait till he's all glittering
That's when he is ready for the fight
and becomes the Champion of the night!

They call him 'The Eye of the Tiger'
coz he makes you fly high and higher.
When his fist hits you
There's nothing you can do!

He comes with glitter and in tiger pants.
Believe me, that's why he has a chance.
All the girls are at his feet,
and no enemy to defeat.

The Captain of Pop
who would have thought,
with just one party fight
became the Champion of the night!

If we could stop the sadness within us,
by simply flipping the switch,
feel the happiness that should rule us,
like the naivety of kids,
then the sun would shine for us
and the smile on our face
would reach deep inside us
to let our spirit sparkle with funny wits.

So many years have already passed
the memories of you will always last.
You taught me people are never gone,
as long as we remember them
they keep living in our heart
until it's our time to part.
So till I'll see you on the other side
I'll live my life with a smile
coz we are never gone for real
as life is more than what we see.

When introversive meets empathy,
it drains you emotionally.
Compassionateness becomes your curse,
where is the switch for the reverse?
Words you read are making noise,
a silence that destroys.
You run and flee from such a place
and yet you're not up to win that chase.
A vicious circle!
Confusions! - internal

Tear drops on my heart.
Can you ever heal of a broken heart?
The wounds so deep
when you fall apart.
Memories keep chasing me,
a certain sadness in my heart.
Will that always be?
You can put a smile on
and carry on ... but truth be
you can't heal of a broken heart.
It's coming back to remind me
Tear drops on my heart.

Who lifts you up
when your wings are broken?
Who makes you smile
when you lose that feeling?
Who gives you reasons
when you can't get the why?
Who catches your fall
when you feel for tripping?
Who understands
when it's hard to explain?
Who can you trust to be your friend
when you feel alone?
Who will stay and not walk away?