I searched for reasons through all these years
and now it proves me all so wrong.
All of that hurt, so many tears,
and what was it for? It's all gone.
I thought you better,
I thought you changed,
I walked the extra mile, all for a lie.
Just to be fooled one more time.
You use people to get what you need,
you use them just as it suits.
And then you drop them as if they were used toys
To find new objects for your joys.
I thought you better,
I thought you changed,
and if the world would know me story
you would look very lame.
This is no goodbye
This is no farewell
This is simply you don't deserve me anymore

Half a century is over now
It doesn't feel that long at all
Time flew by so incredibly fast
But now with 50 life gonna be a blast
Because 50 is not a state but just a number
And it's all down to mind set to feel younger
So today I am celebrating all these decades
Whatever the future brings, I will embrace
Some of you are part of my life story
So I'm thanking you in poetry
With a 'cheers to us all' let's raise our glasses everyone
To years ahead of good times and loads of fun
Thank you to all of my online friends for all the memories
We met on the net and over the years became family
You know who you are
And I treasure you, be you near or afar
❤

You witness cruelty around you
Harassment and bullying so true
You know you have to stop such abuse
You can't prevent souls getting bruised
And yet it all goes wrong
Coz bullies grow so strong
You feel exposed, you feel so helpless
All those attacks coz they are jealous
Your hands are tight, you bite your tongue
And yet it feels even more wrong
A game that can't be won
Not when you are left alone
What else to do than let all go
Where is the purpose to keep going on
I safe myself coz no one cares
This battle isn't theirs
Though it should be, they should stand up
And protect those exposed as a back-up.
This world goes wrong
When bullies are let going strong.