The life that I have now and the one that I should have are close to one of the same.......it's just the woman in it I have not to mention a name
She is my soulmate and my destiny.......and in the words of the lord it was meant to be
I wait till the sun sets and rises a million times for this woman I speak of......for it was written from the heavens above
Real and true love need no words and I know she feels it too.......and the the whole world knows it's true
This may be the last time I write of this subject but the universe is taking control of this......the least I want or need to see her face and one more kiss
In life there is only one true love love made for each of us.......and in my mind and in my heart I know that we are one....and from my voice there are no words to discuss
Her and her family mean everything in the world to me......as soon as the next full moon the whole world will see.....

Again in love did I fall for her......that sparkle I did see within those eyes ...the smile that captivated me...... it did it again .....just like remember when
Her beauty it is deep within .....not just on the outside.....for years it has kept me mystified
For it was in the dream I had about her last night......the stars were in full affect and Oh so bright
This woman is not just a past love but a part of me.......not only when I close my eyes it's when they open I can see
To be back in her world this is just not what I want for it is our destiny .....she might not be aware of this but it is how it supposed to be
For it was written in the stars along time ago......we must give it another chance to grow.
The memories come back from time to time.......and the tears fill my eyes and for this I must rhyme
My eyes look old and weary from all these tears........my love for her has been growing for years
I hope I find out soon what becomes of it all the bad things that have been said by people on the out side......there is no way it would ever change the tide
This woman that changed my life forever .......she is still in and to leave my mind she will never
If and when she does return......all the lessons she taught me she will learn.

I try to listen with my ears but the only sound I hear is that of silence......I try to see but my eyes there is no vision....in my head it makes no sense
The light of love is within my heart......but to see this you must feel it and of you it must be a part
That light that once was shining so bright has gotten a bit dim....this is why I must relight the fire in my heart deep within
I know this light of love in my heart will regain its power.......I know if we work together we can rebuild this tower
If you look deep within my heart the love light that lives inside will be bright once more and this will happen before we are knocking on heavens door...

I said I am moving like a freight train....but I am trying not to go insane
Although I am in so much pain...I am still moving like a freight train
My love for her is so intense......I sit and to all of it I try to make sense
But I am still moving like a freight train .....trying to keep from giving insane
The pain I am in cuz I miss her so much.......and with reality I still lose touch
But I am still moving like a freight train.....maybe I am better off taking a jet plane.
This woman and the world I try to live in.....they are both always in my head.....and always remind me where I have been
But here I am still moving like a freight train.......but I am still trying to keep from going insane..
Everyday and night my life has got me going from left to right.....I keep falling but I won't stay down.....I refuse to walk through it always wearing this frown
But again here I am moving like a freight train...and trying to no end to keep from going insane
......(talk ) as long as this train keeps going strong ..I will always remember right from wrong
Because I am moving like a freight train.....and who knows if I will ever go insane.

Yes I think of her everyday.....yes I want her in every way
She lives in my dreams......she is and always be a part of me so it seems
I feel her by my side......her warmth is with me deep inside
This I cannot escape.....and as I think I love the feeling everyday I wear it like a cape
As I think of the many in the past .......no one had the power of the spell on me that she has cast
The love that I still hold for this woman could not be matched.....it is as if my thought of any other woman from my mind has been snatched
The story from which my poems have been written are all true......but my feelings for her will never be through
I will work hard and pray for the rest of my life to have her again by my side......it will be together into the sunset we will ride

Look under your coffee cup sweetie I left you a note to make you smile.......hopefully it will keep it there for a little while
I love to leave you messages and tell you how I feel......I know deep in your heart you know this is all real
To say I love you and that I care....to not say anything it just wouldn't be fair
These notes that I  leave they come from the heart .....and you better believe they have right from the very start
Now I leave you with this note to say how this love I will always have deep inside....I wrote it with a smile upon my face I hope it does the same for you ......because on these notes it comes with love and I hope you know my feelings are true.