IamJayMack Oct 18

Once the itch sores my leather,
The belt in the bathroom,
Unto the decay thou art born,
Rot from first infant gasp,
When struck with abandon,
Pant and like the fuck feast,
Where Hell is a holiday,
Life ain't fit for the living,
Escape to oblivion,
Swim in despair,
To itch and itch again.

IamJayMack Sep 25

She is the colour of my sea,
Dead at every passing glance,
Every touch burn like hellfire,
She snarls and all heaven falls,
Silent scream and sunken teeth,
Into shoulders that heave,
Kitties claws draw blood,
I taste her bitten lip still now,
As she does the kisses I laid,
On her collar burn,
And I'll show my love,
In a cloacal kiss,
Even now.

A girl from yesteryear walks back into my life (albeit slowly) so I've dug this out my journal from that halcyon summer.
IamJayMack Sep 19

Worlds away,
Poles apart,
In this or the next,
I'll conquer your heart.

IamJayMack Sep 3

My ship stands abandoned,
Rocking, riding, rolling in the tempest,
I stand ashore on Helena,
Waiting, watching, wanting in self exile,

I will rise again; Allied with time,
Time is your foe; True as hair grows,
Enjoy your prime; I've yet to see mine,

When my coffers cough coin I will spit fire,
As sure as you know that the sun will rise,
No winter ever lasts; long as they may seem,
And in the dead of the night I am recovering,
With the passing of time I grow stronger,
At the end of the maze is the monster,

Check your horizons daily; keep a vigil,
One cold day you'll be spent and vulnerable,
You'll find the mountain beacons burning,
A thousand sails paint the distance white,
With a fear you simply cannot ascertain,
I fall, but I rise, I rise again.

IamJayMack Aug 31

Do you remember,
The warm air rise,
Under the crescent moon?
The fairy lights like embers,
From an ivy woven pergola,
Through your closed eyelids,
Flickering sunbeams crash,
As you walk your wary way,
And all the summer screams,
The thunder torrents smash,
How we danced in the rain?
Do you remember?

IamJayMack Aug 29

You could be mine,
But you really fucked up,
You were too scared,
And I thought you were tough,

You could be mine,
But you couldn't see,
How perfect we were,
And all we could be,

You could be mine,
But you fell in line,
With anxious depression,
And yours came to feed mine.

IamJayMack Aug 24

Love is obsession,
An infectious disease,
Overwhelming your being,
Brings the hard to the knee,

She got in my bones,
My blood and thy soul,
Until life all around me,
Become lost in the hole,

Beware the temptation,
Benign though it seem,
But love will consume you,
L'est you become me.

Natalie
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