I started my day with a lollypop. at first it was bitter,lime flavor, with some sour aftertaste, until i reached the sweet cherry center. Unlikable until the very end.
I remember that you said something, i remember the words rolling down my skin. Like the water runs over the mill in a quiet forest i heard them echoing deep in my mind, years after you have told me.
I can almost see it like a distant illusion a nocturnal distortion you, beside me with stars in your eyes like nebulas well disguised and I don't know the proper name for them
I can almost see it like a premonition of a self demolition you, carrying the weight of the world as if it will make you stronger and I don't know how to tell you it only makes you ache
I can almost see it or feel it like I'm hugging your bones goodbye for one last time but it's not crushing you as it would crush me
I reference chasmic pressure but I don't know how else to call a void what it really is home I call it home to wide eyes and slack jaws they don't understand there is comfort in nothingness there is a choice in no choice and there is a risk in taking no risk at all