Is it me
The reason why i may not be good enough
Am I too given
Did I love you too much
This life I'm in doesn't seem worth living
Your phone rings and she answers
The reason why I may not be good enough
Just a thought
As the melody sings a tune to your heart
Like a drug it Soothes the pain
Closing your eyes to vision peacefulness
Leaving your troubled day behind you
Your mental lays in another world
Long Soft Relaxing Music
#peaceful #Music #drug #soothing
I feel like an opened book with various huge words that no one understands.
Here I am telling you exactly how I feel but you completely ignore it because the words I chose was the truth.
Flooding me with the I love you's and the good memories that you thought would change my mind-my feeling remains the same
I wish you could just leave it at our goodbyes instead of making me seem so cold .
Early every morning
I see a person I once knew
Tears run across my face
The thought of having you
I wish we were where we use to be
The feelings were mutual - I could tell by the way the way I'd look at you.
We are so close in person but we have we been in our minds cause I feel we've been distant
This isn't any of your BUSINESS
Why do you care about
What I'm doing ?
HOW I'm doing it?
When I'm doing it ?
Let me satisfy your thoughts by letting you know to
Mind Your BUSINESS
A strong woman you are
Determined & Intelligent too
We disagreed often
Just like sisters do
Shared plenty of laughs;
No one could replace u
My Dear Sister
**Sisters 4 Ever
Overcame just about everything in life
Mothers death was the first
Raising five younger siblings
Clothing Bathing Cooking and so much more
With God I stood strong. I was only 10 years old.
Fathers abuse was second
He really showed me what wasn't love but I felt in my heart I was showing grace by understanding his frustration over his deceased wife.
The beatings (Slaps Kicks Punches Abandonment). The Blood. The sadness.
His loud threats. Words that were mistreating. The pain.
Yet I love this man but can't find respect for him.
Started off as not caring for nobody.
As I matured into this woman I started to want this thing called Love.
I was afraid because I felt I didn't know how.
Come to find, that I love and love well but I'm receiving a cycle of being mistreated..
I'm still standing Strong
Rapes. Abandonment. Drugs. Guns. Kidnapping. Abuse. Race Issues. Prostitution. Fighting. Thefts.
What's wrong people??
Victims or Perpetrator why aren't we content about life itself.
Yes we will go through trails. No life isn't always fair. But; learning to love thy neighbor and help other people can make a huge change in Today's Society. If we learned to care for one another ALL OF THEE ABOVE ACTS wouldn't happen.
To my victims Please dont live with suffering in your heart and allow that person who caused you harm power over you. Take your life back forgive them for your self healing!!!
We Need Change
If only you knew how much you make my day from a text message or the gentleness of your voice
How foolish would I be if you weren’t my choice
First time we chilled in your room we sung and dance with one another
So I thought **** it I’ll take one step further
Two conflicting mindsets whom seek perfection
We can’t away from each other
Infatuated with our reflection
Because of you I Laugh a little harder Cry a little less and Smile a little more
Ooohhh how I despise to see you walk out the door
I like you because your you.
And that’s all that matters to me.
I choose to love you because it’s a choice
In my actions you’ll see
Hopefully not a day late because by then that’ll cease
I know that last line appeared harsh but time truly waits for no one
My love unmeasurable and unconditional if you’ll open your eyes and see me in front of you
You’ll notice you’ve already won
In a dark place
where everything use to feel so perfect
Lips are Silenced
where words held meaning and use to be spoken
Two of us we gathered
where the world may have thought we could've been broken
here's where deception came
and disappointed the both of us.
Forgiveness was given
Promises were in order
Until they became broken again
How could I trust thee untruthful
or look in the eye of someone who cant look into mine (Thee Cowardly)
My mental thought of you as mine everything but NOTHING'S TAKEN for one day you won't just see you shall understand what this could have been
My 10th Birthday
I woke up with this weird feeling;
And you telling me everything will be fine
Well that was just a (Sad Song)
You left for work
I wanted you to spend my day with me
but you decided to make some money
its only for a few hours
Well that was just a (Sad Song)
That afternoon I received notice that you are never coming back
Why At All?
Eyes cried a river.
Your Favorite Song played which once was sung filled with joy-
Now its a
Now All I Have Left is Memories
IN LOVING MEMORY MOM
Looking into my own eyes
I see what others try not to see
Others just see a beautiful face
And by the way I carry myself and dress
They assume I grew up in a wealthy home
I've been through life
(Days with no food, Molestation, Kidnapped, Beatings, Hardworking, and etc)
I just chose not to let it eat away at me
This girl (Me) has cried so many tears
And has worn this huge rock on her shoulders for so long she knows God has something so precious for her at thee end
Looking into my eyes
I am a strong woman
Every last person I was with told me this is forever
We would live happily ever after
In my mental- I was an disbelief
Cause I've heard this all before
You will have to show in prove
Make Me A Believer
Keep the spark that we held in the beginning
Hold my hand ✋ when situations become tough
Call or send a text when I'm running through your mind.
Make Me A Believer
I believe one day I'll find Love and hold on to it until death due us part
I'll Make You A Believer
Fighting that person in the mirror
Flashbacks of your future is what’s feared most
Why couldn’t you standup
Why are you so silent
SPEAK UP !!!!
No one can hear you
Are you really going to allow this to happen
I guess so cause like a coward you’ll crawl back into that bottle
Drink away the Shame caused by pain
Knowing this is temporary satisifation
Here’s your chance to seek help
Although it’s tough and heart felt
As you begin to think to speak
Your drowning in water with stones tied to your feet
OPEN YOUR **** MOUTH !!!
Because you truly need this help
Too embarrassed to say
I stood up walked out because I didn’t want you to find out this way
There’s something troubling about me
Why must I remind myself how much I love you
Am I scarred deeper then my eyes see
Silent foot steps while your sleep
Just to make sure your still breathing
Anxiety; maybe these feelings are far more extreme
Has life thus far took a toll and is eating away within
All The torture
The failures and descent on my part and supervision
Am I afraid of ME
I see you and I see my world
Something no one will destroy or tamper with
I see you and wonder how was I so wonderfully blessed
I see you and the reflection mirrors me
And reality kicks in
Life will throw stones at you unexpectedly and I can’t save you from everything
And that’s where I find myself locked in a stronghold with loud thunder and hard cold rain
When you were just a little person what did you want to be ?
We’re you motivated to strive for what you see?
Doctor Lawyer Business owner or Actor ; take your pick
But as you gotten older you realize it’s not that easy to get
Ambitious you are you’ll do what it takes
You close your eyes and Dream cause you’ll be there one day
Deep sense of affection devoured her cold heart
Running warm blood through her veins
Feelings of comfort as Love starts
He takes her hand and they romanced across the floor
Mistakes are made because she’s so use to being in control
Bright lights are watching so he genuinely ask to switch roles
One step at a time they learn from each other
Didn’t allow those bright flashing lights to distract them
They grew to be eternal lovers
The root of any relationship is UNDERSTANDING because their precious love is demanding
As he tossed her up with a firm grip on her waist
She through her hands up while he slowly spun an a circle
It appears signs of happiness and freedom from pain; cheering had gained as the lights dimmed purple...
— The End —