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Timur Shamatov Jan 2019
To a beat of a heart
I can write you
A Song
and with every word like
Michael Jackson
Thrill You...

But waste my beats and
I’ll twist every word
like a
Rope Around Your Neck
and
**** You.
Oh you know dating be crazy.
Timur Shamatov Jan 2019
Little after 2am, I was texting driving home
Time was slipping into mounds of sand
You were joking, playing games
Texting me that it was early and
You haven’t got your kiss
Texted you that anything was possible if
You came and brought Champagne
Mind fuzzy, lost in thought
Seemed my drive it took forever cause
Your reply, it never came
Parked my car and thought to call you
Just to see if you’re awake
Never got the chance to do it cause
I saw you at my door
Flames of red and curly hair
Freckles on your cheeks, smile on your lips
And in your hand a bottle of Champagne
Beautiful way to end the cold and sad December.
Timur Shamatov Dec 2018
Staring at you through a glass of
My self-inflicted barrier of thought
No matter what I say or do the
Message isn’t getting through

“Darling can’t you sense the pain of
  cuts upon your blood-soaked hands as
  you’re trying to assemble the pieces of
                            my shattered heart....”

Lips upon my tear-soaked eyes
As we spend our final night
Knowing that your tenet won’t come true
As I watch you struggle through affliction

“How can you try to mend it in the dark,
         specially when someone else has        
                     stolen some of it’s parts...”
Not long after being dumped I met a beautiful soul who tried to bring me back to life through love... I hated myself for hurting her because I wasn’t ready for Love nor did I thought I could at that time. I hope our paths cross again so I can show you what you meant to me. Thank you.
Timur Shamatov Dec 2018
We can talk all night
About the things we like
Or we can take this time
To turn each other out.
You know you wanna it too
Tonight my times’ with you
Kiss you there, and touch you here
Close your eyes we almost there.
So close to heaven
Flouting on cloud nine
Clear your mind
Tonight we gonna fly.
Cause when I kiss your neck
I touch your soul
And when I pull your hair
You’ll lose control.
Now baby wouldn’t it be sweet
If all night I was with you
Hold you tight and
Kiss you through and through....
When she’s too far so we start with a little texting back and forth...
Timur Shamatov Dec 2018
As you hang with your new crew
To the sky, raising shots celebrating
Things that, as adolescents, we used to do
Know as I hang with new crowd too
I too, reminisce over **** we used to do.
I miss one of my best friends. ***** how it all ended. But I do hope he is happy and healthy. Much love to you Mike and your family.
Timur Shamatov Dec 2018
Expectations can be such a misery
Misery of unexpected truth
Truth that blinds us
Us that expectation have tore apart
Apart from what we knew
Knew that in the end we weren’t true
True be the misery of expectations too
Running through my thoughts...
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