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I've been thinking longer and harder of a subject that should not arise so early in my life
Why do we work so hard to grow and leave a mark on our world and want to stay forever?
Not enough chances being taken, we don't have that long
Nor will we ever...so I thought
Many thoughts have been thought
Everything must go, like a bad business going under
But life seems so great through these eyes, and these eyes are young;inexperienced
If life make me want to stay the afterlife must be even better
For forever can exist in such a place where everyone will know your face
We can make a great life now, after it's all over we can make an even better one
Work hard now so that our souls have a chance to play harder in the unknown
These tired eyes have closed
To dream of better days, better times
"One day I will get out of this god forsaken place"
Too many times I've had egg on my face
I've always been lost in reality but the gravity is much worse
No choice or chance for me to grab, we can't all be winner eh?
In my head is the safest, come take shelter
For reality comes knocking with much more than harsh words
Choices to make no time to waste
Time to get out of this god forsaken place
Off to the land in my head safer than a fallout zone
No trouble in sight, in my head...all alone
I'm so tired, with nothing more to say I am going to hit the hay...yea I went there
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I'm so high it gets me off
Clouded judgement, instant gratification
No worries no troubles just eyes glazed over looking like bubbles
Clear as glass my choices too
From your hand to mine yea from mine to you
Spit fire back and forth
The fun only gets louder from here
Imagination takes over words become useless
Ride the sounds, let them take you away
Forever  lost in this high today
No time to bleed, to wait and see
What you're trying to hide, just want a peek inside
Don't wanna rush, push, or shove
Don't gotta show me no love
Just don't keep me on the counter, and forget about me
An old game you don't play, gathering dust, stored away
Stop taking pieces of who I was, to build who I am now
No clue how to feel, if this is real
We've grown too similar it's pushed you and I away
Take it from me stay away it will bring us closer apart
The further you are away the more I can feel my heart
What war are you waiting for?
Building up your walls to prevent me from storming them
Have a torture chamber ready for the first to care
Guns ready to shoot off in defense against your weakness
Moats to be filled by your tears over the years
Let down your gate and let me walk in
I promise to turn this castle of emotion
Into a warm beach with a view of the ocean
I gave the last of what I had
To you to ruin, yea my bad

Nothing worse than sensing the end
Of a great friendship sinking below the status of a great friend

It was my fault, and mine alone
I was like an annoying neighbor ringing the bell
Not picking up your phone, your heart saying there is nobody home

You made me love like a kid and take responsibility like an adult
But I guess one of us wasn't ready to grow up...you
I don't give up, it's not in my nature or creed
But this is pointless, and the most sensible action at this point is to leave

You once made my feelings grow, eyes veer away, speech slur, and heart follow
But instead of falling into the arms or sorrow
My heart and mind can rest easy because there is always tomorrow

New time, new day, NEW
At this point I just want to forget about you
That's it for me now I don't care what you do
When you start-stop a thousand times
can't think straight or throw down a decent rhyme
Rage quit give up on the spot
It's easier than to finish?
Yea I think not.
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