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770 · Apr 2016
Porn
This Guy Apr 2016
"sometimes you have
to
burn bridges
to
prevent yourself from
coming back
again"
****
593 · Oct 2016
Somebody
This Guy Oct 2016
Now if we see each other
There's no us anymore
Only you and me

I had been destructive
Hoping for that day
Made bad decision
Got busted

Still im not enough
Im weak
I know that
I am wrong now
And i'll shave to live with this

Until then
Im gonna be somebody
And I dont wanna be that
This Guy May 2016
You will always be the door that would never close

You will always have a special place in my heart

You will always be
my one that got away

I do love you
and yes,
I do want to spend my time with you

but as hard as it seems,
We need to say our goodbyes,
We need to let this go,
We need to go back

So, goodbye, my love.
I am really happy with what we **had.
561 · Apr 2016
Untitled
This Guy Apr 2016
she may be here
but my heart
*wanders
555 · Apr 2016
Cover
This Guy Apr 2016
be sure to be ready
as this ends
you'll wake up numb
stressed out
burnt out

ready to give in
to lay down everything
for your happiness
but you never give up

to feel everything again
to cross out the mistake

but you need to realize
this is not just for you
but for others

It will hurt

so much
so be right

cherish your memories
as it will never fade
you'll always have that

smile about it
and accept the
*hard truth
543 · May 2016
Latch
This Guy May 2016
and yes it may be the last
because it's me who can't make up my mind
I have no direction ahead of me
and yes, issues are always chasing me

I maybe a fool on letting you go
but I know for now, he can be the one to treat you so
but who knows when, if that time will come
where our paths will cross again

and in that moment I yearn,
in that moment i crave,
in that moment i hope,
and in that moment I long
open and end
536 · May 2016
Destru....
This Guy May 2016
Oh how I wish she was you

But then again,

I can just *hope
532 · Apr 2016
Serene
This Guy Apr 2016
lingering in the horizon of its paradise
overlooking the beauty of your soul

funny, how it seems
to think that every moment being with you seems perfect

but hidden in its background
are the lies

lies that are needed to be created,
to share memories
to express feelings
to wander lost souls

and be one

be one even if
be one if only

and have that
what ifs

stay in you
all throughout

so let time be your friend
treat her special
as you wish you had gotten
more freedom out of it
523 · Jun 2016
L O V E
This Guy Jun 2016
i'll always smile, us happened
I'll always love you, Chaila
You'll always be with me
in my heart
in my life
.
.
.
.
until then
514 · Sep 2016
R E G R E T S
This Guy Sep 2016
I know the love I left *behind.
512 · May 2016
Love
This Guy May 2016
I like myself when I am with you
I am happy in this right kind if wrong
512 · May 2016
Perspective
This Guy May 2016
being wrong doesn't mean you're always not right

as

being right doesn't mean you're always not wrong

Life is on how we see things and always know that everything is relative to change and differences
495 · Apr 2016
Before we go
This Guy Apr 2016
tell me
everything

because

i want answers

i
need
an
answer
you don't forget the night, that night
470 · Apr 2016
Entrends
This Guy Apr 2016
I am here
..

Running away
...

From reality
....

To see myself
.....

To find myself
......

To be happy.
444 · Oct 2016
Nobody has life figured out
This Guy Oct 2016
Everybody is scared. Everybody feels alone. Everybody doesn’t know what to do next or what their purpose in life is. You have to stop worrying and just go with it. Life is beautiful and so are *you.
http://thoughtcatalog.com/mary-elizabeth-francisco/2016/09/26-things-you-absolutely-need-to-learn-about-life-by-26/
431 · Apr 2016
Back Again
This Guy Apr 2016
It was late.
It was dark.
It was my heart trapped with a vice.

I can't imagine how
It felt like forever

Being with you relived
My inner memories

It brought back what
Was lost in forever

Thank you for staying
Thank you for saving
What is left inside
408 · May 2016
Hooked
This Guy May 2016
I want you
to be the one who would treat me right
X
#x
407 · May 2016
unto the beginning
This Guy May 2016
and
a
new
chapter
in
life

starts
now
405 · May 2016
hoping
This Guy May 2016
AND AT THIS VERY MOMENT
I CAME BACK TO WHERE I WANT TO BELONG
I KEEP REMEMBERING THIS PLACE
AND SO I WAIT
HOPE
PRAY
CRY
LOVE
LOVE
LOVE
.
.
.
I CARVE MY LOVE WITH A STONE
I KNOW IT WILL FADE
BUT STILL
.
.
.
THIS PLACE REMEMBER
382 · Jun 2016
Why?
This Guy Jun 2016
why do you have so many reasons to stay with her

and not enough
.
.
.
for *me?
****
378 · Apr 2016
Reality
This Guy Apr 2016
YOU DESERVE BETTER
We feel the love we want to feel
376 · Apr 2016
The Story of This Guy
This Guy Apr 2016
Let me tell you a story,

I never thought of being confused in a certain way that it rattles every nerve out of my body.

So there's K, who I am dating for almost 3 years. We had spent quite a number of adventures and shared so much memories together and I can say that I love her, and that is because I really do.

Problem is, I'm so caught up of her being my world. I revolved around her, she controls me, possess me, bury me, and I am tired, so tired of living a life like that, living in another person's happiness.

I was lost.

until one day, I was decided to be found

Her name was C

Yes, like the tea, and it rhymed with shy which is not certainly who she is.

She's this amazing beautiful lady who is very lovely and happy to be with.

But Uh-oh she has a partner.

I tried to be intact with myself but,

as time went by, we got very close with each other and didn't realize that we are creating a deeper degree of relationship we can't pull out off.

C, C-la..
showed me my way home
showed me a different perspective
made me feel comfortable
found me
held on
stayed

I am unfair
I am broken
I am lost
I am unworthy
I am a pain in the ***

but she accepted

and so, we continued to go out.

Held our hands
Stargazed
Hugged our emotions
Laid down
Kissed the pain away

Is this worth it?

Because certainly she's not worth of being treated like this and I do not want to pretend. It hurts as I am lying all over again with myself.

So now, here I am.

All over again.

Confused.
Trapped.
Broken.
Greedy.

For the love I want. On how selfish I can be.

"Choose to be right", they said

Well I did,

but HOW DO YOU CONTINUE?!

I want to be happy. To have something for myself. To be me.

But I can't.

I remember those nights with her. I remember how our hands fits. I remember how she let me play with her hair. I remember how I whisper on her ear, the scent of her, her lovely face with that wide forehead which I love to kiss, her hug, that warm tight hug that told me everything's gonna be fine.

Oh, how I long to stay by her side.

This was supposed to be perfect.

Us, we are suppose to find happiness.

Now, I leave it all to the Universe. I am too tired. I pray for enlightenment, for the signs, what shall I do? What shall we do?

I will leave for some time

*I hope to find an answer
I hope to find you.
P.S. I never left, I never can, not this time. It's too soon. This is too real.
365 · Apr 2016
This
This Guy Apr 2016
This - was never my intention
This - was never planned
This - was never I thought about

But as spontaneous as it seem, I fell in love with This, I fell in love with You.
360 · May 2016
-
This Guy May 2016
-
Sorry if you've been destructive.
Sorry for your plans.
Sorry for being unfair.
Sorry for making you feel confused.
Sorry for hurting you.
Sorry for bringing out the sadness in you.
Sorry for always being there.
Sorry for making you feel that way.
Sorry for rushing.
Sorry for the pain.
Sorry for the issues.
Sorry for the awkwardness.
Sorry for wanting you.
Sorry for not being strong.

Thank you for memories.
Thank you for the shelter.
Thank you for letting me into your life.
Thank you for the hugs.
Thank you for the touch.
Thank you for the kisses.
Thank you for letting me be.
Thank you for believing in me.

Love, Thank you & Sorry.

*I
   l
    o
      v
       e
           you.
356 · May 2016
You deserve
This Guy May 2016
http://thoughtcatalog.com/nica-rodriguez/2016/04/you-deserve-a-love-just-like-this/
(C) Nica Rodriguez
351 · Feb 2021
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350 · Apr 2016
Me
This Guy Apr 2016
Me
you can be home
you can be lost

you can be happy
you can be crushed

what matters is
in that short period of time
you are* yourself
you find yourself

*you are genuinely happy
we see things that disappear
#2
348 · Apr 2016
Unfinished
This Guy Apr 2016
counting down the days
3
2
1

---

I...
then what?
340 · Apr 2016
Never
This Guy Apr 2016
if there is one thing
i will adapt from you

it is to never
say
'sorry'

even if it hurts
even if it bleed
even if it eats you

because you wanted that,
you know you were happy,
those butterflies flew

and most of all

you did not 'regret'

for your time spent,
your memories shared,

her laugh
her touch
her fragrance
her face, that beautiful face

it is worth it

----

so long

...

I am never sorry

as

I will never be
324 · Jun 2018
Hi
This Guy Jun 2018
Hi
You told me I don't know you, yes, I don't.
But I know a part of you that no one else does.

You told me I don't know what you're capable of. Yes, I don't.
But I know a few things.
I know you're capable
Of living,
Of breathing,
Of caring,
Of feeling,
Of loving,
Of writing,
And of being happy

Always have something to look forward to.
Keep writing!




Love,
That Girl
318 · Apr 2016
Empty
This Guy Apr 2016
Start over again
It hurts so much
To see you leave
To give up on this

But it is
What is "right"

****.

This really hurts
Literally.

Stressing the **** out of  yourself.
****.
Take me wherever, my destiny
Lead me
Guide me

For I am broken
Lost and broken

Goodbye..
309 · May 2016
Untitled
This Guy May 2016
It's now time to say *goodnight
305 · Apr 2016
If
This Guy Apr 2016
If
you are in
a commited relationship

you do not find
perfection
in others
but i found it in you
304 · Apr 2016
Forward
This Guy Apr 2016
Feel free to
See the world
Ahead of you
295 · May 2016
:(
This Guy May 2016
:(
I love you
I am starting to love you
I want to love you
295 · May 2016
Closer
This Guy May 2016
One step away,

*h
  a
    n
      g
        i
         n
           g
293 · May 2016
SFO to MNL
This Guy May 2016
To know what it's like to love somebody the way I love you

To know how it feels to **** yourself with bad habits

To know what you want, know you'll never truly have it

Please go easy on me tonight

Cause I'm losing my lover to the arms of another

Please go easy on me tonight
282 · May 2016
Silence
This Guy May 2016
Darling do you hear me scream?
277 · Apr 2016
Untitled
This Guy Apr 2016
it's pounding,
my heart

i don't know
if it's a good thing
or not

i just wanna be the same
i don't wanna play no game

i am in *shame
271 · Apr 2016
Please
This Guy Apr 2016
stop breaking hearts
269 · Apr 2016
Find you
This Guy Apr 2016
Always be
true
to yourself
266 · Oct 2016
Oh fuck
This Guy Oct 2016
Just take me away
Pleaseeeeeeeeeee

I am so tired
I am so lost

I do not know what to dooooo
264 · May 2016
Untitled
This Guy May 2016
well, who should I give credit now?
261 · Apr 2016
Chances
This Guy Apr 2016
and in that
moment

i
knew,
it was **forever
259 · May 2016
We did
This Guy May 2016
didn't
**"we?"
252 · Apr 2016
I
This Guy Apr 2016
I
am asking you to go

because i cannot do it myself

but when you uttered those words

i realized

I can never leave
251 · Sep 2018
SUD is Genius
This Guy Sep 2018
Sila
Di Makatulog
Sana Bumalik
Waiting for the next MV
246 · May 2016
Answer
This Guy May 2016
Do you?
remember
**who you were
232 · Sep 2018
Ang Kuwento Nating Dalawa
This Guy Sep 2018
Tayo, Sa Huling Buwan ng Taon
Sequel!!!
222 · Apr 2016
Traps
This Guy Apr 2016
You said hello
We meant goodbye

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