Just a single thought of you shakes my very being.
Sending tremors straight down to my core.
This feeling pulsing and echoing throughout my veins.
Straight to my lungs, making it so hard to breathe.
Your laugh, has me trembling, reminiscent of a choir.
Your personality, kindhearted, sweet, and comical.
Your accent, melting me like ice cream on a hot summer day.

Just a single thought of you shakes my very being.
Sending tremors straight down to my core.
This feeling pulsing and echoing throughout my veins.
Straight to my heart, pumping fast as if on caffeine.
Your presence, calming, laid-back, relatable.
Your demanour, silly, upbeat, adorable.
Your beauty, an unparalleled charm in this world of billions.

Just a single thought of you shakes my very being.
Sending tremors straight down to my core.
This feeling pulsing and echoing throughout my veins.
Straight to my stomach, excited and terrified, unresting as it disharmonizes with the rest of my organs.
Your willpower, to endure through hardships life scathes you with.
Your passion, able to pursue what you wish, and with no regrets.
Your talent, unique and detailed, parallel to your drawings.

Just a single thought of you shakes my very being.
Sending tremors straight down to my core.
This feeling pulsing and echoing throughout my veins.
Straight to my legs, fluttering and weak just imagining you speak.
I know you don't like compliments, but it's hard to hide the truth.
I could banter, and talk for decades as long as it's with you
I could wait forever, as long as it's for you.

Just a single thought of you.
Makes me feel the way I do.

Anytime.
We talk, I always say that;
"I'm okay."
But ever since that cold day in November.
You crushed my heart, yet act like you don't remember.
Anytime.
I press a stick of tobbaco against my lips.
It subtly reminds me of your kiss.
But anytime I smoke
I start to choke.
Not from the cigarette.
But just me, remembering all the good times we have.
As the tears stream down my face.
The elusive mist takes the place.
Of what we could've been.
Of what I wanted us to be.
But in the end.
It's just the smoke and me.

My demon,
My demon,
How you have corrupted me!
And showing me everything we could never be.
Leaving me to question my morals,
My ideals,
My religion,
For the idea of love.
My demon,
My demon,
How you have played me!
Treating this as if it was a game.
Tugging my heart and leading me along.
I've done everything wrong and done my part.
My demon,
My demon,
How you have fooled me!
Making me believe all that was needed was time.
Making me think my soul was worth it.
I gave you all of me and received nothing from you.
My demon,
My demon,
Here I am left falling from promised land.
Led astray by your lies.
All for the idea of love.
As I crash down, you're nowhere to be found.
Lie here, broken, bitter, and crying.
No salvation in sight.
But you reached out your hand.
Leading me on again.
Plunging me further into jealously.
Still following without clear answers.
All for the idea of love.
The longer I follow.
The more I deteriorate from my beautiful, angelic state.
Leading me to question if it's worth it or not.
"Of course" I tell myself, knowing anything - or anyone worth it takes time.
Continuing on and on.
On and on.
Catching a glimpse of my reflection.
Noticing my physical state.
Trying to hard to improve my handsomeness.
Trying to look good for you.
Yet here I am,
Dark circles,
Caffeinated heart,
and shaky knees.
Staring into my own soulless eyes.
...what have I become? Did I do this, or you?
Degraded for this idea of love,
Bastardized for this idea of love,
Defiled by this idea of love.
Yet here I remain.
By your side.
Despite my new state.
An odd aura of comfort and pain.
Seemingly the only thing keeping me sane.

Do you like breaking hearts?
Do you like watching me suffer?
It's been like this from the start.
Yet you always look for another.
My skin feels like it's set aflame.
And the pain won't go away.
My chest heavy with weight.
And my heart continuously aches.
But it's okay.
It's okay.
I'm fine.
I'll still stay with you.
I'll still talk with you.
I'll still love you.
Because each moment beside you just lessens this agony.
But leaves me yearning for more.
This is my personal hell.
My perpetual torment.
That I allow myself here willingly.
For the slimmest chance.
The slightest hope.
One time.
One day.
This will be worth it.
However, keep in mind.
Anything worth obtaining isn't easy to get.
So don't count me out on this yet.

Inferno.
Cascading down,
My head,
My eyes,
My skin,
Heart.
Why?
I can't,
Be what ,
you want,
I'm sorry,
But.
Why?
Do you,
Even think
About me,
As much,
As I,
Think about,
You.
Why?
I swear,
I love,
Hurting myself,
I don't,
Understand my,
Emotions,
Why?
I feel,
So betrayed,
But we,
Really never,
Did have,
Anything.
Did we?

Dopo tutto quello che ** passato,
Non riesco a distogliere la mente da te.
Ogni giorno prego che tu guarisca
Ecco perché ** deciso di inviarti questa lettera.
Ma solo a parlarti,
Fammi sapere che i miei sentimenti sono veri.
Non ** cioccolato o rose,
E sono consapevole di ciò che questo impone,
Quale motivo mi sentivo appropriato per esporre questo.
** avuto la sensazione di dover chiedere a qualcuno che significa molto per me,
E questo, tu lo sei.
Ma tu hai catturato il mio cuore ancora una volta,
Per favore, non pensare mai che parlare con te sia un lavoro ingrato,
Perché quando sono con te non è mai annoiato.
Ma spero che non sia un crimine
Quindi oso chiedere:
Vuoi essere il mio Valentina?

I tripped.
And hurt myself.
Wondering how someone can do that to me.
But I got up and dusted myself off.
Upon falling again I repeat this process.
Coming to the realization that.
I'm the cause and solution to all my problems.

Amore mio, per te il mio cuore batterà sempre il vero.
Ogni momento che condividiamo è ultraterreno.
Sebbene non ufficiale.
Mi rendi felice.
Nonostante tutto.
Un giorno ci guarderemo indietro e rideremo.
Ma una cosa rimane vera.
Mi hai rubato il cuore.
E ti amo.

Rotting and decay.
These feelings I have for you won't go away.
Love, ache, pain.
It hurts my brain.
I sometimes wonder if you care.
You just left me there.
Alone.
Broken.
Ruined.
Left to fade away.
But that's okay.
Perhaps it was meant to be this way.

Your beauty is so heavenly.
And I'll try not to let it get the best of me.
But wanting something I can't have.
Is an easy way to drive a person mad.
The feelings that I have for you.
They have always been true.
Right now you're so unattainable.
And I'm not able.
To touch you without getting hurt.
But that's not even the worst.
So I must admire from a distance.
Perhaps with some persistence.
Those thorns may crumble away.
And you could be my rose someday.

Light of my world,
Light of my day,
Anytime we speak;
I feel the pain go away.
Anytime I see your face,
It instantly brightens my day.
Your illuminated smile,
Makes me forget everything for a while.
Blinded by the light, time speeds up.
Yet it was worth every hour.
That passes like minutes.
For whenever I'm with you,
My face starts to hurt,
From the cheeky smile I make.
Anytime we speak,
My happiness reaches it's peak.
I'm so thankful,
For such a wonderful angel.

Hold me.
Touch me.
Feel me.
Love me.
Embrace me from behind.
Put your leg over mine.
I'll tell you everything will be okay.
Pull me close.
Never let me go.
I long for you, my love.
There's nothing more that I need.
Just you next to me.
Show me affection, and be gentle.
Caress me softly, feel the scars and grooves in my flesh.
I'll hug you close, and tell you how amazing you are.
Put your forehead against mine, telling you how much you mean.
How special.
I'll kiss you passionately, those soft plush lips.
Starting off tender, moving up intensity.
Sliding my head down to your neck, marking you as mine.
Eventually switching for my turn, gazing into your eyes after we're done.
Wrapping my arm around you, head on my chest.
The fast but stabilizing heartbeat just from loving you.
Squeezing you oh so tight.
Holding your hand. For now and forever.

A woman of unlikely thought
Has managed to capture my heart
And ever since that time
I cannot get you up out of my mind
Hoping that it eventually just works in time
Your beauty is breathtaking
And it has my heart aching
I feel weak around you
But I'm unsure how you feel about me, too
My sweetheart, please take it easy on me
Your gorgeous laugh
And your witty humor
Vying for your attention like a drug consumer
And all I can say
I want you to be my grande amore.

A minute with you is a minute in paradise.
You melt my heart as if it was made of ice.
Nights spent talking with you.
And just laughing about all the cute things you do.
As we reminisce under the stars.
Doesn't feel like we're thousands of miles apart.
Perfection manifested in one person.
And without you my feelings worsen.
So please, stay with me.
And promise you won't leave.
With you I'd spend every minute of every day.
I wouldn't have it any other way.

Sitting here lying in agony.
Wondering why you won't talk to me.
Perhaps maybe this was not meant to be.
I'm not sure if in due time,
You can forgive me of my crime.
I loved you so bad,
And in the end it drove me mad.
An unhealthy obsession,
On what I thought was a divine blessing.
But here I am, left alone.
Like a king without his throne.
Perhaps this was not meant to be,
So please just leave me with my heart to bleed.

I gave you my heart.
You took it.
And smashed it.
Into.
Tiny.
Little.
Pieces.
Yet, I'd still take all the fragments.
And place them right back in your hands.

Though things may hurt today.
I have faith they will get better someday.
My friend,
I admire everything you do,
and it's not hard to love somebody like you.
Though it may be hard to see.
You mean a lot to me.
My friend,
It pains me to see you depressed,
Just know how far you progressed.
Though rough times may appear.
Just know I'll always be here.
My friend,
Never see yourself as a nusince.
We both know that's not true, since.
I enjoy your company.
Though I have not been around a lot.
Just know in me, you have a special place in my heart.
My friend,
Keep your chin up and push through,
Just know, I have faith in you.