df Sep 2018
love of mine, forgive me.
i wanted you all for myself,
and i kept you when you weren’t mine to keep.

here we are.
i look at you with hope, while you’ve stopped looking at me.
so just take me whole.
drown me.
rid yourself of me.

be free. be happy. be yours.

you were never mine to begin with,
i was simply a foolish soul trying to conquer the ocean.

hi, i'm back! from what? one of my many mental explosions. depression season 9 is beginning! grab your popcorn!!
df Aug 2018
inexplicable sadness is addicting.
i crave to feel everything all at once,
and then nothing.

df Aug 2018
i joined a support group
for the unnerving amount of somberness
coursing through my veins.
yes we are troubled,
but we are intellectuals finding our way
through art, music, words, and tongues dipped in satire.
learning to find hope and light in the darkness we've become.
and even though i wasn't expecting it, among those brooding souls,
i found a home i call my own.
df Aug 2018
how dare the universe take away my will to live.
→p.s. #18002738255
df Jun 2018
decadent nectar lips
begging to draw me close,
so i can taste you, honey.

df May 2018
why'd you go through all the trouble of stealing my heart,
if you were just going to add it to your pile of forgotten treasures?

df May 2018
i fell in love with
the way you
so passionately
rejected me.

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