Heeded numbness

But mull over benevolence

Overlook the saccharine action,

That that was prejudiced affection.

When you were gone
My world shut down
I don't know where to go
And forgot what I used to do
I swung back to things describe "me",
Thoughts were in desultory.
Can't compose even a one liner poem
Or even listen to a song alone,
I was brave, I was.
I dont know where to run now.
I hate to see people's eyes,
Eyes that convey pity,
Which reminds that you were gone.
This is not what I want, I know, you either.
Grief. Loathe. Regret. Wrath. Avenge. Bliss
I don't feel any
It is like I am continuously being stabbed but no way to feel,
Like someone's shouting but deaf to hear, Or so blind to see,
What is happening to me?
I told you, "okay na, huwag ka mag alala, magpahinga ka na."
I did not lose hold on your hand while saying that,
God knows how much I wanted to
accept it and let it go,
But God knows how hard as well.
Give me time I'll make it through.
But no matter what I won't forget you.
Oblivion is not an issue.
Just waiting for rainbow's hue,
For now I know everything will be fine
As long as God is here by our side.

It always hides
The twinkle in black and white
It dances in the bright
Masked in the deep night.
This is me, your smile.

I am in between of knowing you,
Knowing who I am to you,
And who you are to me.
Wondering, why do I have to?

When you were gone
My world shut down
I don't know where to go
And forgot what I used to do
I swung back to things describe "me",
Thoughts were in desultory.
Can't compose even a one liner poem
Or even listen to a song alone,
I was brave, I was.
I dont know where to run now.
I hate to see people's eyes,
Eyes that convey pity,
Which reminds that you were gone.
This is not what I want, I know, you either.
Grief. Loathe. Regret. Wrath. Avenge. Bliss
I don't feel any
It is like I am continuously being stabbed but no way to feel,
Like someone's shouting but deaf to hear, Or so blind to see,
What is happening to me?
I told you, "okay na, huwag ka mag alala, magpahinga ka na."
I did not lose hold on your hand while saying that,
God knows how much I wanted to
accept it and let it go,
But God knows how hard as well.
Give me time I'll make it through.
But no matter what I won't forget you.
Oblivion is not an issue.
Just waiting for rainbow's hue,
For now I know everything will be fine
As long as God is here by our side.

Cloying scenery of sepia
Taking eyes to the past
Started where things no longer belong to us
And present is the only one to grasp.

Behind those clever fog
Is a shade of bright clog
Where diverse cumbersome worlds
Are waiting to be divulge

This is the time
To walk at the alley
To ride a bus
To hike
To run
To go.

I flew to the nearest tree I saw
As the rain drops and flow.
Hid myself under the leaves
Tries not to get wet, hence I weaved.
Rain drops never ending.
Winds controlled the swinging tree
Anxiously I wagged my wings to nowhere
Search for a safe place to wander.

Trying to fade

Can’t see any shade

These bushes in front

Hide uttered prompt

Two steps forward

To say I’m not a coward

Three steps backward

Not to be awkward

Hush your pad

So no one will be mad

Do you know what I mean?

Hope you discern your resembling din.