i dont care
biggest day ahead
not as big as my ambition
and your determination
and you fight
and you play
but whatever
we dont care

the king of the cul de sac
she stood
the party music played loud
the camera zoomed in
the lights went off
the day really just began
and as she looked in his eyes
she felt
nothing

dodging the titles
and the thoughts of you and
the memories that you killed and the
person I used to be
next time you call
please know better than
to try and be straight forward
with me, nothing like this is ever
real

face to face
face to phone
phone to dreams
is this my reality

curled up on the couch
my life changed
slowly than fast
but i don't want to be here anymore

i thought the city would change me
give me back me the pulse that
used to run through my veins and straight into
your soul

but i cant believe I ever even considered you

SETTLE DOWN

everything you do
can be summed up
to letters and numbers
and awards that they give to you
because you're better than them right?

but i guess it really isnt that hard
i get straight A's and laugh after school at the park
but never to your face

we keep that part locked down
and my writing this poem just shows that
we really are the same