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Endless Horizon Mar 2015
It can't happen.
No, it just won't.
Will not, Should not.

This love will lead you nowhere,
Down dark alleyways and
Filthy backstreets.

The only solace you will find
Is by retracing your steps,
And walking back to where you started.

It can't happen.
Will not, Should not.
Because
I am already in love with

*someone else
Endless Horizon Mar 2015
This mixed feeling leaves me breathless
Yet
I cannot comprehend nor wrap my thoughts around
The fact that people find me of worth.

Worth of energy
Worth of time

Worth of *friendship
Endless Horizon Mar 2015
No.
That's all that can be said.
Just plain
No.
Endless Horizon Mar 2015
Sleepless nights and
Requirements to accomplish
Just makes me think
Of the one thing I'm mostly deprived of.

*Sleep.
Next week is the last finals week of the whole school year for us, so every requirement is due next week too. Sleepless nights and endless amounts of stress ensues.
Endless Horizon Feb 2015
Those people,
Doing things
That they shouldn't do.
Those people.
By day, oblivious
By night, nuisances
To us.
I feel guilty for even
Saying a word
I feel like a gossipmonger.
But, like all things that seem bitter.
It's for the greater good...


Their greater good.
Something happened recently.
Endless Horizon Feb 2015
Way back when
Somebody loved me,
It was all fine and dandy.
All the time we had together
I cherished them.
The memories still play in my head.

Way back when
Somebody loved me,
She was there to guide me.
Even the darkest of times
Would turn to the brightest of days
Because of
Her.

Way back when
Somebody loved me,
Everything seemed beautiful.
It was all fine and dandy.
And I was at last,
Happy.
But that was
Way back when
She loved me.
Well...my alter ego speaks once again! I have a fever, so I'm currently at home while my classmates are suffering at school! Mwahahaha! Staying in bed and sleeping all day gets you thinking. (to the people who know me in real life) I've never encountered a 'relationship' that both parties had mutual feelings for one another (not that I know of)(thats so sad i know). So I pondered on what it'd be like if we did love each other...and this is the result of all that pondering.
Endless Horizon Feb 2015
I don't know what to feel anymore.
This is against all I've been living for.
Against everything.

I should accept it as it is and
Just move on
I should be the friend that I am
I should be a decent human being

Yet this is against all I've been living for.
Against everything.

I don't know what to feel anymore
Because I feel
*Conflicted.
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