I sleep because I'm lonely.
I sleep, because I miss being held tightly, being protected.
Do you know how much I fight?
How my upbringing and my dominant personality makes people want to be in my arms, my chin resting on their head?
I am TIRED.
I can't fight for a partner as well. Not all the time.
I am tired.
I need to be held and to be weak.
Let a weak translucent soul rest with you.
I sleep to avoid my sadness and my failure.
That's all I am these days.