Fear.

I thought it was right
to feel such for too much
that I deny every opportunity
to have a thousand guts and try.

Fear.

It's all that has caused me
to lose a chance to be better
to face it all and save myself
from my own stupid downfall.

Fear.

Sometimes, I wish I don't have to
but I know it's all I had to do
and in trying I know I'll learn
but I let the moment burn.

Fear.

I could've been who I wanted
but it seemed I'm just so weak
to toss a coin and step on a thorn
growing up with a lame defeat.

Fear.

I should've dared to ask
if it's a thing I'd be glad to know
if it's something so wonderful
but my if's were merely oh.

Fear.

I'd like to let it show
out in the open, all, behold!
but just like the other fools
I stayed behind the door.

Fear.

I believe life is so much greater
when we just have to believe
but doubts cloud up my messy mind
to let go or let my heart beat.

Fear.

I knew I have loved him
I knew I felt him there
but since I am this fearful
apparently, I lost him instead.