i’ve held on for awhile now,
and all the while telling others
to let go. so this time i am going
to listen to myself, i will
officially let go now that i know
the truth, and it’s a long fall to
rock bottom.

every time you leave,
you inch closer to never
coming back. and i
fear that this may be
the last time we say

Goodbye

little did i know that
my past would repeat itself
with the people i love the most
playing the parts of those
who were the most evil.

i sat in secret,
watching you build a
safe place with your own
two hands. but when he joined you,
i burned it to the ground.

you left me with nothing
but the words i wished
i would never hear.
but yet i make excuses
for you, in hopes
that one day things
will go as i had once believed.

please tell me what i’ve done
i’m clueless once again
please please