I kissed myself in a dream. I was beautiful and everyone knew my name. Everyone looked at me and they smiled because they knew I was real.
I opened up a bottle and drank from it. It was my own blood. I drank the whole thing and collapsed to the floor. I looked at my naked body and smiled because I knew I was real.

There was never a part of me I liked to be around.
I'm lonely in my own head but tonight I'm going to forget that I'm real.

I'm warm in this cocoon I've made for myself and I don't plan on ever coming out.

I close the garage door and turn on the ignition and tonight I am who I want to be.