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Tara Fear Feb 2013
Time may take forever,
Absent of your smile,
Time may play over,
As you abscond and walk that mile,
My heart; it stops beating,
At the sound of your feet leaving,

This wine is not crisp and clear,
It’s stale, infused with my fear,
Intoxicating, I’m suffocating
Your absence leaves me drunk and aching,
Compelled to drink more,
For every step you take from my door
Tara Fear Feb 2013
Like the leaves,
I fall from trees,
Fallen autumn memories*

My love, we can have the life we wanted,
We will sail and find Dragon Pearls,
We will revive and survive,
Be all, side by side.

Can you not see,
We are sailing happily,
With our daydreams to power us,
No rough seas to discourage us,
Only Bliss in our Abyss,
Sealed by a warm kiss.

Storms appear, loud and clear,

There is nowhere to run or hide on our boat,

Then the clouds swept over,
Removed the sun from our shine,
We were held at gun point...
We fell into line,
As you fell my love, I followed you,

I died,

So now I shall wait for you,
Here in heavens tide.
Tara Fear Feb 2013
I open my bottles,
They have sweet release,
Like finding love and inner peace,

So come, come find your release;
Let’s get high,
Get real and feel, the planets, the stars, the sky,

Spaced out, Crossing constellations,
Brake the moon, our ship, our stations,
Star struck lovers collide up high,
***** stop outs, in God’s eye.
Tara Fear Feb 2013
Chicken wires under my feet,
I can hardly stand but there is no retreat,
I'm caged,
I'm haunted by the ghosts before me,

I'm voiceless and hopeless,
I have no feathers to keep me warm,
I have only a cage,
To this cage I am sworn.

I will never meet my children that I lay at my feet,
They will be something for these creatures to eat.
I have no identity, only others like me I can see,
I hide and shiver with other sufferers for company,

I have no comparison to any other life,
Is this what it is? Life?
Am I complaining about nothing?
Does everyone feel such pain?
I sit here, I wonder... If this is the case
Who are these creatures that take my babies away,
They have no cage, unlike me I'm forced to stay.
Tara Fear Feb 2013
In love with the idea about love,

but not in love with love itself
Tara Fear Feb 2013
You are my Kaleidoscope,
I look to you for change,
You are my Kaleidoscope,
Vivid, beautiful and strange,

I look to you for star dust, half moons and golden suns

You are my Kaleidoscope,
A wild array of colour,
You are my Kaleidoscope,
I stare through every blissfull hour,

I change my life, hope and dreams,
To reflect your ever-changing themes,
You are my Kaleidoscope,
A visit that is exquisite,

You are my Kaleidoscope,
I will never tire of what you show,
You are life and air to me,
To my eyes you are all they know.
Tara Fear Feb 2013
Little princess had a plan,
To fall in love with a handsome man,
Little princess got her plans all wrong,
With her natural face; no makeup and briefs; no thong,

Little princess took some advice,
In search of a man she would have to look nice,

Little princess went out to town,
Got some suspenders, a wax and a new crown,
Little princess found a man,
With money, looks, many a lady fan,

Little princess bagged the fella,
But what the adviser didn't tell her,
Is once little princess took him home... She would wake up all alone.

Little princess should have stuck to her original plan,
Maybe then she would have found her dream man.
Tara Fear Feb 2013
Getting me ******… we first kissed

In the 'Monkey Bar Café'


Now we both live in a flat,

Have a ginger fat cat,
&
No babies on the way,

Isn't life perfect, isn't life grand,

To say we found each other in Monkey land.

  








A-monkey-love-melody.

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Tara Fear Feb 2013
Pit walls...
I despair,
I'm cold, I'm alone, I cannot draw air,

You knew angels were going to leave me,
You said God was my life's key,
You fail to see, my lock only opens to reveal more misery,
You made me believe me my heart would soon mend,
You led me to the beginning of my weary painful end,

My heart has not mended, my wounds have not healed,
Yet my fate is not over so therefore it cannot be sealed,

You promised me love!
You promised me you!
You promised me your love was equal and true,

So why have you left your footprints in my heart and not the sand?
In this pit, I hold onto hope, can you not see me holding out my hand?
Please grab it, please hold me, please love and adore thee,

....

But here I am, cold, alone, my heart stripped and bare,
Where the angels have left me *like you they don't care.
Tara Fear Feb 2013
Running away from angels
Leave us be black, cold and hard,

We have no need for soft interiors,
Only a need for hard exteriors,

Running away from angels,
We are as strong as any man,
We are mistaken and misleading women,
Who have no fear, no power steer,
No crowds can hide us, we cannot be quelled,

For we are not for angels, we shall not take flight,
We will remain on this ground, raise this game, we shall fight.
Tara Fear Jun 2013
Internal Strength of a wolf,
External strength of a child.

Hearing the cries,
Of her families demise.

Stark *****, hiding; all alone,
Watching the wolf's last howl, last breath.

Stark ***** may not have died,
But under the wolf's moon she experiences death.

Stark *****, possible queen of the throne,
With an enemy for help, Stark *****'s fate is unknown.
Tara Fear Feb 2013
What makes us write the things we write? Or do those things we do?
What makes us good or bad? Does your *** make you pink or blue?
What makes us scared? What makes us strong?
Why do we question life in our last lonely hour?

But we do these things, we say things, we regret and forsake mistakes.


But do we love, care, believe, embrace people we do not know?
Or do we close our eyes and pretend to be making angels out of snow?
Tara Fear Feb 2013
When I am older I will be just like my Nan,
Streaking my naked body every Wednesday to the delivery man.

I will have a chihuahua,
Drink my milk when its sour,

Use by dates will mean nothing,
For 10 year old bread makes a good stuffing,

I will live off many cups of tea
Every ten minutes have a ***.

Hoard a thousand tin of beans in the draw,
We all know we need them when we're at war,

I will be superstitious,
And make food taste delicious,

I would be head of my family, head of my herd,
My word will be final, anyone else's word is absurd,

Anyone who calls me 'dear',
will get a slap around the ear.

YES,
I want to be just like my Nan,
Every Wednesday streaking to the delivery man.
Tara Fear Feb 2013
You have acted so strongly,
Given it all of your might,
Now let this matter settle,
You are too weak to fight,

Do not pursue this,
Just let it go,
Defending you, aiding you, your strength shall soon grow,

I will not leave you,
When unstable on your feet,
I will stay through victory,
I will stay through defeat.

— The End —